Fly

keep your eyes on the prize.
breath.
courage.
so close.

Save me

Thesis due date is coming.
I should be efficient
I should be motivated
I should be on top of my game
It is the thesis. The essay of my student life.
So. Will I pull through?

Ran a marathon last semester. Survived. Did ok.
Can I run the remaining..400m... 800m?
I want to... without running all formlessly
but. Can I stay focused.

I need advise.
I need so many things.
Stay focused.
I need love. (a happy place)
Why is adulting such a real thing.

Who are we working hard for.
One more semester kris.
3 more months. And you are .. free.
from this.


dig deep. breathe. believe. believe.
Eyes on the prize.
trust.

Finish line

I have 2 more months. to make this work.
2 more months till the end of this chapter.
I can.
give your 100% Kris.
you only have this amount of time.
make it count

use your time wisely.
stay focused.
be efficient.
know what they are looking for
stay inspired.
be fulfilled.

its hard to climb to the top
but easier to //
Stay. Kris. Stay/ Ascend Further.

grit

you have one weeek kris.
are you going to rise up to it.
are you going to detest hardship
or are you going to come out.
refined.
aim. work smard.
yep.
work.

note.

when we give up we // while still alive.

super. human

the best people all have some kind of scar 

Listen.

I've given every breathe I got
& 
Sometimes, we just got to break down and breathe.

The pattern of falling and picking up falling and picking up,
How much stamina do I have? To keep doing this.
Its not a big deal. But this makes me want these 2 years to quickly pass.
1 year to be exact. 1.5 semesters to be exact.

Can I still reach for what I had my eye on.
Do I still dare to.
Its hard. Who am I?

Don't really have an identity. All I know is to chase grades to chase dreams.
that to chase my dreams I have to chase grades.
Dreams.