Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Enchante

I walked a mile with Pleasure,
She chatted all the way;
But left me none the wiser
For all she had to say

I walked a mile with Sorrow,
And ne'er a word said she;
but,oh! The things i learned from her,
When sorrow walked with me.

I saw this poem in a book and its lovely..
I want to blog so much, honestly i love blogging.
but i wonder why i can't seem to find it in myself to start blogging again.
I want to live life ,reflect on life and be glad about it again.

where did that spirit go?

^^ time goes on and slowly but surely i know, i know. who i can count on
Who ...somehow no matter what , we might never be fated to be good friends forever etc.

Whats this feeling i am feeelinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn`.

''i realise it was only just a dream''


3jobs stints in the holiday so far, I like.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

On the first day of our story

So much to say but i'm scared i end up long winded.
So i chang hua duan shuo.

1) psyched up to work at Changi airport for a day tmr. ( Doing a pretty funnish-slackish job and it pays wellll . Thanks to the lobang)
2) Had an awesome time playing the long slide at t3 with kylie and janice
3)Girls have a safe trip
4) Girls have more sleepovers.
5) I look at girls in love, i look at their radiant smile.
and i look up at heaven i look at god and i know'' i don't lack anything as well''.
6) I've been coughing my lungs out the last few days.
7) Prom was like a sugarcoated dream, The night was a beauty.
8) Filled with beauties.
9) I ought to sleep now/
10) Peace out.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Kristal in the house!!

''Sometimes you wake up
.Sometimes the fall kills you.
And sometimes, when you fall, you fly.''
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
i read this quote a million times and i finally got its meaning.
''And sometimes when you fall, you fly''.
Sometimes, its the hard times.. that cause you to rise up above all.
What-a-year- 2010.
Hehe. So happy to be back, I miss blogger.
Will updateee frequently. Till then'.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Just give me a moment,

I'm gna make this blog a hit.
But, wait for me.
There are bigger things i wna achieve ///////
WHISPER LOUDLY ( bhammm pow wow grades for the big o's)
So, yeah

And betty! i love your letter! it made me tear, for you, i'm gna tryupdating my blog moreeee.
I miss blogging anyway, its just... the time i don't have.
There are so many things i wna say here, so many updates on my currrent affairs, Lollll.
Anyway, and! thanks to 4F, honestly, you'll are great people yes??

Really,. if any of you reading this thinks likewise, wait till you all leave the class.
i bet you an oreo cheesecak that you all willl miss every individual in the class!
Betty! I finally share your sentiments.

LIke... let me give you some examples.

the andrew low who is always grinning no matter what. * strong spirit there
The shafiq who keeps gettingg jagged, and called the '' shitwork warrior'' but doesn't mind one bit, cool yoz.
then, even janice, who is cheerful yet quiet,


EVerything.... hnmm...
Thanks huixun and all the people involved , who gave me my favourite strawberry shortcake.
ALways wondered how it feels, with the whole canteen and a whole bunch of people singing a hppy birthday song for you. Iknow it now. Its bliss on a whole;

Thannnks people. From the bottom of my heart,


To be continued ! off to marina barrage

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Safe and dry, high and fly

Is the heart afraid of breaking,the soul afraid of dying, that fails to grow?


Right now, i feel as though.... i am fearless


( no no, not sad,)

(emotionless)

I just want to feel again. FEEL. any feeling , as long as its with intensity..
Break.the shackles.


Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I popeye's girlfriend.Equal strength

Rock bottom Sky high.





I Have So much to say,
Its hard to move on.

But, this process also... lets you dig deep.. and tap on your inner strength.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Still learning the art of love

HEYO,
is nobodyyy visitingg this anymoreee! hehee. don't care, i believe there is. ( ............. self delude for a min) anyway, yo yo. so many many things happened recently! As in, life keeps going and going on i feel that i don't even have time to sit down and breathee. Aw babyy , so i am so thankful for this march holidays!
I was... falling apart, barely breathing, with a broken heart that;s still beatingg.
But now, in the pain, i find meaning, and, i try my best to be guarded.
--some song, i don't know the title.
So, i don't know. Never understood the true meaning of bore-inschl- pain-during lessons- fucking loss of direction- before i jumped into year 2010.
Maybe, its just.. betty's absence screams. loud to my face.
I feel sometimes,this is such a loserish thinking, to attribute whatever shit i may feel to ''betty not being here', but as much as i hate to think of it like that, its true!
Though there are the other lovely girls, but, Like... K. you are not giving me an easy time! Sometimes..... roar.
I think i have so many pictures that i don't wna upload any any moree.
yawn ywan
but, i know. life has been good to me.


To the lord who gives and takes away

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Lifter of my head

Keepin the faith.
Cause i know' i am so much better than that.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Angels , you're on duty k??

I have so much to say , but be patient people.

I like to potray myself as the happy one, the lucky one.
I like to believe i can do anything as long as i put my mind and heart in it. ( no sweat )
Scratch the part whereby i have to put in the effort , make-the-climb , keep-the-faith, believe i'm getting nearer to those dreams, hold on tight to it, never let it go.


I like to live in my dreams, I used to always want to get things done my way, but slowly i am learning that my way might not necessarily be the best way oh heckk. Its just these bits and pieces in my head


Totally fine, just felt like typing,

Kris out.