Scream and shout . Holiday baby!

FAMILLIARRR. WAY BACK INTO .... love.

Huikhuan and shannon didnt wna take!

Don't wna get caught up.

We pay for it.
sometimes no words can take the place of how feelings are jumbled inside.

Today was a sp.le.ndid day. Ran 3.8km with HuiKhuan, hah haa. I had stomache during the run, and i jogged till damn slow. Of course, i hanged on. Didnt wna... give up. Thought it was kinda bad, but huikhuan jogging beside me was like '' kristal ! run with you very fun leeeh! ''. ha ha ha ha. For a moment , i thought...'' hell yeah, then i don't mind bearing the stomache if she's enjoying ''. Well. Of course, it was oveeer soon enough. Was looking forward to watching the.. ''the uninvited?'' ''the uninviting'' ?? K. i forgot the title. heh. But, its a horrer movie~! But changed of plans. Went to grab shaved ice cream ( delicious! try the strawberrrrryyy ) at klp and food. Tmr, Kylie and Betty's coming oveeerrr. Then we go fr gym,aerobics and swimmingg. ha ha ha ha. Can't wait yo. Its time to work it out! Keep fit .

Somehow, I feel like we've been here before."

I ask you to be true. Aint no figment of my imagination.

To see a world in a grain of sand.

There are no boundaries

What a time for blogging!

It reads 1.20am here. But, welll . For trying to make up to Muum for losing my temper with her alot lately, { like wtf. Everything she says just goes in and out my ear. Like the passing wind. }
I accompanied her to Changi airport to fetch dad at 11.30pm.
Well..... we waited in the car outside the terminal for approx. 40mins.
Did some story telling of my FUN { hor valerie! } + FREE day at escape theme park .
Valencia and her friend smart. They never queue up for the go kart for 1hr 40mins unlike.....
US .

Anyhow, I thought things would go pretty well tonight. Who would have thought that halfway through the ride home, the couple started quarrelling again-,- Really man. Peace out.
In contrast to the night before...... worlds apart.

Girls night out. ( cause the guys can't make it.)

We went parkway for grocery shopping. Decided to buy the BOTTLE beer cause it looks more cool. BUT. It was damn uncool when we tried to open the bottle with our BARE HANDS but it wouldn't budge-,- We spent like... minutes tryna get it open. Being the never-think-before- i-do dudette , i knock knock knock the bottle on the ground and used my bull strength to get the cap offf.
Turns out... i put in too much force. The whole bottle exploded on me.

3bucks gone.

Commercials make it so easy! { How the guys just use their mouth to flick the cap open}

Wanted to make a balloon animal.... but settled for a face.



I won the game. ! Losers had to eat baby food. heh heh.

Straw hearts, From me to them. ! hehhh.

THE BABY FOOD.

27thmay
At times, life feels like a nightmare.
And the thought of waking up from this, makes me.... happy for a moment.
But, i don't have to pinch myself to know that i'm living in reality.
Maybe reality is an illusion caused by shortage of alcohol.

Of course, life it sometimess a sweet dream too. !

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28thmay

Night at the musuem 2 on friday with kylie and betty at vivo! Pictures next time. ! Promised.

I haadd a great time and a great laugh. He he. My girls. Great to put your arms around both of them. Played till sun set and moon rise, and went home.

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29thmay

Had a fun night with grace and shaoyun! Went to eat mos burger after much persuasion. { i had a bad first experience man } . Then bought food,games, and almost a pillow. Walked to somewhere nearby marineparade and settled there. AND. I HAD A HARDDDD TIME getting to PARKWAY from SENGKANG. Walked aimlessly for 15minutes . Sat at the wrong bus stop for 20mins, don't- know-where-the-hell-i-was for 10 minutes. And found my way back to the mrt in 3 minutes? Asked the woman at passenger service and she freaking passsed me the bus services book and asked me to read it. I STARED BLANKLY at her and said '' i don't know how to read la! ''/. Walao, ask me to analyse it at a time like that-,- . Then she was like '' HUH. YOU MORE EDUCATED THAN ME LEH. Come come nevermind, i teach you . At least you learn something new today'''. Lollll. I cut her off halfway through and asked for instructions.

As instructed, i made it . And yeaaah. Was at parkway in 30+ mins. grins/

30thmay

Phew. Long day, long post. 2.43 pm.

GOODNIGHT WORLLDDD.

KRIS SIGNING OOFFFFF.

Do not sparkle on me if you're willing to shine in somebody else's sky.

Aloha

Dead and gone---T,i feat timberlake.

I aint never been scared,I lived through tragicSituations coulda been dead lookin back at it.Most of that sh*t didnt even have to happen.But u dont think about it when u out there trappin.I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my sideI turn my head to the west still nobody in sightSo I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride.

I wna blog alot. But, not now. ha ha. Track was greaaaat just now. Had a great fun time really.

And did i mention, very accomplished too. ! Ran on two bridges the scenery damn nice.

Anyhoow. Kylie and Vinnie came my house the day before. Watched comedy and horror movie.

Walao. Seriously, how do horror movies work their magic on me. I sure confirm will get damn ....

ji dong leh. Heh. Then i rollerblade and send them to the mrttttt. ! Damn, i needa learn how to brake on those things.

I just wna live. No time to bother about right or wrong about letting down or giving in or any shit, cause damn, helll . No way am i wasting time on this

Let the end begin

Just came back from vivo. Watched angels and demons. First time i tried to understand a movie, and it scared the hell out of me. serrious. Ha ha ha.

First time i feel that my heart was damn weak-,- Could hardly breath man.

Great clever show! He he. I made a point to understand the movie fully because before the movie started, qi xiang was like '' AIYAH. You all sure don't understand the movie one! ''. Walaooo. (cause he read the book) So when the movie started, my eyes never blink and never close at all ( yeah right-,-) . I freaking felt myself trembling loh. Don't know if it was because i was cold or.... yeah. I was really scareddddd.

Anyway, Went clarke quay before that with Nam, Brenda, Mia, Suffian and Adrian etc. ha ha. Went to settlers for 2hours then we splited. The rest went ikea . Me and Adrian went to check out the bungee thing. HA HA. Confirm chopchop i'm gna sit that when the holiday comes. Wa, got this couple got up the bungee. While me and Adrian sat on the floor infront of them, watch ''moviee''. I was damn nervous for the couple loh. Espcially, whatsmore the girl was wearing a dress-,- and she looked like she was gna scream her lungs out and faint or sthg. BUUTTT. WHEN THE THING swing them up like some rag dolls , and after the whole trauma of watching them , She came down perfectly steady. The couple earned my respect big time man. You wouldn't guess how scary it was untill you see or try it. ( I DARE YOU all.)

Some pictures firssstt.
Next time then continue ah.
Late already.
1.37am, i'ma go turn in.

Fish and co.

Jacq big face. Me . That guy behind me, big joke.



Jon was supposed to blow the candles off from where he was standing. There were many people birthdays on that night, so when we eateateat halfway suddenly everybody will stop than sing happy birthday.





Mind's cafe at bugis and teoheng at katong.






They say wna go toilet and came back with a cake! hehe.





FIRST TIME I WIN A ''REACTION'' GAME. Seee. "'one card left! ''. heh.









The food was great man.


The games were alright though






Steamboat









Exams are over, been going out with the EEFFFF girls . Dejavu like shit lah. 3 times marina square. But., fun lah fun lah. ha ha. Not bad . It was carefree and ya...did many times which i am lazy to elaborate. Till next timee. Exams didnt even feel like exams. Been studying with Amanda at the void deck, enjoy wind look at scenery eat tofu, song bo. yeah yeah..... Enough.


You mess me up i did no wrong.
i find myself looking for answers even though i don't even know what i'm asking for.





SWEET DREAMS PEOPLE.
I AM STILL GAY. No worriess.

Boom dynamite.

想通..你却又在考到我,败给你的黑色幽默。
lol, My fav. song now.
by jay chou.

Just came back from a great night! . Went fish and co and watched 17again to celebrate jon's birthday. He he.
Best night of the week man. Saw rebecca... rmbr the drama teacher we had in sec 2. She and her friend was singing live at fish and co. I went down and asked to dedicate ''thinking of you'', to the tankwokyan family. ha ah ah, to be fair. Well, the food was shiok man. Two thumbs up.

Came out of fish and co and the sky was dark already. Breathed in the nightlife baby. Love it man, Then, movie! . ha ha ha. Jacq couldn't stop laughing! laugh untill damn... wa, crazy somemore. I couldn't help but join along. grins. The movie was great man. . Esp the part where Zac efron comforted his daughter after she got ditched. Grins, the lines were the best man.
BUT. YET. the best part was.
ZAC EFRON HIMSELF. ha ha ha.
Can't believe i am atcually saying this lah.
Photos another timeee~

Saw Changxu and fengbo in the mrt, lol. Didnt even know it was them. And they sang hei se you mo while on the same way home. I have to admit that MY CHINESE ORAL REALLY IMPROVE LOH. Just now, this foreigner came and give me his phone. He asked me to translate what the chinese coach was talking about. So i switched between FLUENT Chinese (grins) and english. Boy, did i translate well.

fucktorastion. I realized its back to school in the morning tmr....ugh.
12.35am.,

goodnight world.

Struggling for one more breath

1234, hi paw.

Grins. This reminds me of cow.

Badai did this. Crazy one. I tried like shit also cannot get. yeah man. 222.

The still running soohan despite tear of thigh muscle. Ho ho.

Trying hard to press on.

But it seems like the motivation is gone,

URGH.These few days,i have been enjoying school-less weekdays.I really..honestly did not like running.But, its the competition... when you see the other atheletes, you want to be better.There is this sudden urge to want to run faster and reach the finishing line a tat earlier.

Thats how.... thats why.

Have been enjoying the days alot,with many funny stuffs.Lol.Lately, i can't tell funny stuffs out. Cause when i say, it ends up... like.. not very funny leh.___. Lol. At times,

We worked pretty hard. The days past and it came down to this day where its finally...

The relay. The 4times100 relay.

I thought they say that if you picture yourself succeeding... then you will succeed.

I thought they say champions see themselves winning....

They expect and feel the tinge of imagined happiness when they believe.

I tasted shortlived glory before the race. Cause, in my mind, it was all '' YOU ARE GNA GET OWNED PEOPLE''. I really was... very much ready. Probably very much ambitious.

THEN WHY.

Why..... why was i clueless about where the ''passing zone'' of the baton was and in turn caused the team to get disqualified. I'M SORRY.Man, i seldom say sorry... I know that i am not one who backs down so easily. but, Man. URGH./

We did not beat our personal best because of the screwed passing. But, we could still qualify for semi -finals. But because i ran out of the zone, our rank dropped from Nationals 18, to Nationals 999. (DQ- disqualified)

The sudden rush of indescrible feeling washed over me. A mixture of disappointment, anger, all the shitty stuffs lah. And when i heard the juniors qualified, BHAM. That feeling sucks.

We could have celebrated our victory together. Congrats anyway people./

Whats worst is...

SOO HAN. When i saw you crying, when i put my arms around you, i wished i can share your sorrow. I didnt feel anything after the race.But, it hit me hard when soohan said ;''' I really try to do my best already! I reallyy..... tried. its my fault'. And. Bulleyes. I felt it.

Had prayed in between that hopfully we won't get disqualified.

We did anyway.

Yeah, the team don't blame me. Nobody did. Just spurring on and....encouragements.

but, yeah. You know.. theres this nagging feeling of blame tugging on my heart strings.

but no; I won't stain my footsteps by this tainted PAST.

he he. For all the encouragements and words of comfort,''THANKS''.

RIGHT BACK AT YOU.

I shall change out of my track pants and ho ho.

A Chapter closed.

This empty lair. ''Too many stars for one night to hold''. ..

I'ma hold out.

Aw damn, loser.

Champ. kris. rmbr.

If I had one wish............... you'll be my best friend, troubles never end, walk down the old brick lane.