I have been surviving wellll

I just finished paris hilton my bff show. I think the first season's one was so much better!

Anyhow, it was still pretty entertaining. Have been acting like a professional pig since i came home. Mum woke me up in the early morning and told me '' you cannot be like that ah kristal. Cannot say don't feel like going to school then don't go ''. Kinda woke me up from my sleeping mode-,- Thought about it for awhile, it was kinda horribly true. So, i did one sit-up and took my time to get ready for school. By the time i left home, it was 7.20am i think? Coughed during the majulah anthem then the pe teacher told me to take my temperature-,- Then he wear mask, ask me wear mask and make me sit on the dammit chair. He freaking stood so far away from me! Idiot. But Mr vincent tan on the other hand!! Saw me, and walked to me and ask me if i okay.

He's great man. Heh. I looked like a ninja-ess i bet. I wore spects + mask= 3/4 face covered. ! heh.

So yeah, came home and continued my sleep. But the rain was stopping by then.___.

Woke up, went to see doctor. The doctor crazy one. He say '' i always standard give 3 days mc one! I don't like to give 1, 2 days. So give you 3 days! Then you got untill next monday! good hor ?'' ha ha ha.

Yeaaaah, sigh.

Lollll. Elgin just made me laughed 5 secs ago!

Elgin-☻ - I am a waste of the filth I was made out of- says:
*gribns?
OH... we watched The MAID for CE lesson :D
†You won't be around to be my saving grace says:
*grins
LOL
horror movie!
whoa
heng ah
i bet i would scream ay._.
Elgin-☻ - I am a waste of the filth I was made out of- says:
Dun worry.. ryan sure scream louder..
Lol.. he scream DAM loud.. and as usual harvind took 5 seconds to reacts :D
†You won't be around to be my saving grace says:
HA HAHA
WTHEL
HA HAHA.

''thats when i love you'' -aslyn

bom pow pow

i just woke up from my 3 hrs of sleep and its 9.18pm now. Having the flu. My eyes hurts. Lorna says its the heat radiating frm my eyes. Heh. That makes sense! Rly didnt feel good. Picked up my phone and found out that the ASSES-Vinnie and wendie ( eh, are you all jumping fr joy now or what? ) don't have to go to school till monday! Somehow fr a sick and betty-less kris, that sounds pretty attracting. Then, come to think of it. That would be a fking cowardish act-- Not to come to school. I mean, hey kris. Pucker up ( though i don't know what the hell this means, i think it feels like GET MOVING . ) I still can live through the day greatly. I believe. -- yeah baby? Just look around me. I wanted a perfect ending. Now i've learned the harrd way; that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle ane end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it w/o knwing whats going to happen next. By yours truly. Kris.

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got you there didnt i?
Nope.__, its from an old chicken soup book i randomly picked up.

Ok., i think this is the hundredth time lorna call me alrdy !
She wake me up 50 times, call me to eat another 50 times.
She is gna ring the 2.50bucks bell on me any moment now.
I bet.
Desperate attempt calls for desperate measures ay.

Anyhow, oral was!! Not bad. The topic was about weather i like sports! Which is......
probably a topic i can really... SHOULD REALLY be able to talk alot about!


Sighhhss, tough baby!

Sing-to-the dawwn


10pm, dinner time. -,-

I still have you

You might see me cry, but you'll never see me fall.

helluva bowling day.

Random pictures- mixed.

The sky divers! Each of them did at least 100 jumps! Crazy asses. I also want ah.

They were so close to the cable lines i thought one of them was gna get stuck there!

But all of them landed well! It was cool to see them real life. If you watch it on the television, theres no kick one! but, if you see them life, you feel the exhilaration when they are touching down fast and furiously! This kind is the you-soo-had-to-be-there thing.

Mao mao, i chased her up the stairs to catch this!

Ndp

Day out--- with class and most importantly betty!

Today was a fun day! Been so long since i went crazy again ah. Sigh. Those days when i felt like i was on ecstacy. Anyhow, kinda surprising how all these people are the ones to be able to make me laugh so good!

He he. Funny people, Lets see who was present today :

Betty,ArronT,RyanT, Lorentz ( THE PEOPLE WHO WAAA. Made me laugh alot)

Wingling,( the forced one, grins)

junpeng,(the owe me green tea one)

Himmat, (the half way through ice age said ' holy shit'', cause he saw a bigger dinosaur. ha ha ha )

Elgin ( the one who kept asking me if i got bitten my ivan-,- Wa. eh. )

Darren ( the one i offred chips to, and freaking no shame take a HANDFUL! '' ha ha ha)

Jansen ( The pro bowler ah . And the one who kept getting left on the lane alone by darren)

Andrew-look-alike (and i think thats about it! I don't think i miss out anybody! )

Lol, one of the funneh incidents was :

After betty bolwed, and walked back, arron said

Arron: WHOA BETTY. you have the talents and ability...... .

Betty : YESSS?. * Grins herself silly and give the ''i knw- i knw i pro look''.

Arron : of a disabled person!

Lollll. marde. Betty's expression changed 360degree. ha ah ha.

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At night, went to simsview with maid . She said her friends want to see me! And that they will be surprised to see how tall i've grown. Her friend employer helped her friend organise this bbq event for her birthday! ( LIKE THAT SAY , HE SOUNDS NICE RIGHT) , treated me to chivas+fruit punch( LIKE THAT SAY, SOUNDS VERY NICE RIGHT ) but MARDE.HE PISSED ME OFF LIKE SOME FKINGGG !@%$$.

Been so long since i felt so fking angry again! Tmd, ruin the nice cool windy night for me. It started raining halfway, so he asked everybody to go up his house.

But, i didnt want to! Cause i felt bored already. So, i said i go home first. Anyway, its just across the road . Then he fking go say

'' PLEASE LA! JUST GO UP LA! THERE'S NOBODY IN MY HOUSE! JUST GO UP LAH. I'M ASKING YOU. AND HE SAID MUCH MORE. which i forgot''.

wtf man. Whats his prob.

He somemore clasp his hand together and point the damn umbrella to me.

His reaction must be so big ahhh! The one thing i can't stand more than it all, is when people force me to do the thigns i don't want to do! I will fking make sure i do the opposite. Well, i looked at him unbelievabled, and stomed off w/o a word.

Anyhow, Lorna(my maid) came home drunk. She came over and hugged me, then whispered
'' kristal, i love you i am sorry. he is such a good employer! ''

whoa damn. I could have softly strangled her. I shooed her to her bed.

I don't know, what will be will be/

This vedio is nice! The song is great too.

You won't be around to be my saving grace.

My heart aches. You know.... like.... you knw that you're gna lose a part of you in numbered days. Been through so much, i love you so Badly good. What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? Sigh. I hope life's not a big joke, cause i can't get it at times. If fate was a person, i bet he's sitting in the dark room laughing his ass of at me. What-a-joke. I would wield a sword and slash fate by its neck:

Taste of its own medicine.

Fking taking away the one i hold on so dear to, To bear the agony of seeing every day past, knwing that you're gna leave on the plane, thousand miles away. but helll, we connect, and if we use our heart, we will be less than an inch apart.

Rly............. it put tears to my eyes.

My hot air ballooned heart became a titanic ship.

you could be happy and i won't know

21 guns-greeenday


Heeelllooo. ! I am back here for a short post. ! Been having great fun these few days. Saturday went back for chem lesson. Then went klp with huixun,wendy and vinnie! We talked quite alot ah. Honestly, w/o them i don't even talk or give a hoot about other people! But, with them.... wa. Different story altogether. Anyhow, Me and vinnie shared a pathetic piece of pizza. But it was heavenly good! With the cheese sticking out Yumyum. Chewwwychumpsyummyyum. Then, went to eat 99cents sushi buffet. ! Which was g.reat. Went to my first ever cell service at katong after that. I must admit, it was pretty good. Better then what i expected ! Felt great. But it felt weird altogether talking spirtually to the whole circle of friends. ! Minyi crazy and noisy one. ! Had a great time (:

Then, went to the ndp preview with the dumbest person on earth. Lollllll. It was not-bad. If you really payed attention to the efforts they put into the content. ! Buttt, the cool part was when they stimulated a bomb and terrorist attack! The funny part was when i wondered why unknown people are carrying namecards with famous people's name on it. I thought'' wthel-. Since when did gayle nerva became a guy''. But, turns out! They are only coming for the atcual day ah. Anyhow.,

It ended at night. And then me and shija headed to adrian's house to give him his surprise ice cream present. ! Called heather to join us since she lived just across the road! Not bad. We played doubles for tennis. ! Then Adrian's friends came. And soon after, i went home.
Reached home at 11 plus! I was hunggreeeehhh. So, i asked dad to bring bro and me out for supper! Had hot soyabean plus yummy meesua( lol, marde detailed eh) and went back home for a good sleep!

Next day, tuition first, then church. Then prawn noooddle ! Which was sighs, delicious.
After which. went to Xin's house for her birthday party! Which was pretty fun. Teeh.
Met maaanny of her friends, played many games. (:

Loved it. Slept over and we talked and talked and in the room . Finally settled down to sleep at 4 plus i guess! Woke up at 2pm the next day and went to eat western foooddd! The beef steak, with sauce all over and the most deliciou-est mash potato ever made my day! . Plus Mimi. !
We laughed a hell lot.

Then heng and xin brought me home !

To sum it up. these few days have been a combination of good food , company and games!

So right know, i need to switch mode. And not be a halfalspeep zombie in class! . I . can. do it/

Righhttttt,

A maths.

How you feel like there is a force thats pushing you back. You wna talk but you can;t make a sound. How, i try . But its the feeling of discourage-ment. How, inside i want to smile and pretend nothing happened. But i know that this is reality. It seems so long a period of time, nothing matter's anymore. fuck lah. i know you all squinting your eyes.Biantais.

We faced each other smiling, and left it all inside.
but then you went to change everything.
and i went to change everyotherthing.

You aint tryn hard enough

Boom boom clap boom de clap de clap
boom boom clap boom de clap de clap
put your hoe down!


Enlightenment! Yeaaaahhh baby. Kris feelin' great today. Sometimes i wonder why we can do ourselves in. ( read. this. slowly . and you will make sense out of it )
Like. why is there such a situation in life. Anyhow. yadadada. I wna be liberated.

Remember me......? the girl i used to be.
The one who had no qualms about anything.
yeah?


I'm gna make it come back.

I wna contact crystal seet, and talk to her for hours like i used to.
i wna contact grace and alll and ask them to go out out out soon.
I wna contact and connect.
Wait.. there seems to be so much more. I just don't rmbr now,.
yeah b aby.

Theres gta be so much more to life than chasing any temporary high.
Satisfy me


Never try to drown your troubles... Especially if he can swim.