Whirlwind, these winds they take us up and away

because i know that i only get to live this life only once.
do i really wna live this so unseriously?
and watch the seconds tick by, and let my every breath go to total waste?
i really don't.
''the mind is willing, but the flesh is weak''.
i read this somewhere from the bible i think.
how true is this? lord oh abba father in heaven, please.
would you grant me the determination and strength.
cause i know '' i can do all things through christ that strengthens me''
.i am the director of my own life. i want to make a good movie out of this life i have.
Peace out, goodnight. Life is ever so strange, sometiems you just suddenly feel impacted.,

I wonder. if. i am on the right track, that what i am doing now really leads me to where i want to be.,

(= Ahh, for now, life is still good.
I have so many photos.! Till next time.

A thousand times i failed, still your mercy remains

I move too fast, i couldn't see it.

Should i work on my conviction, and walk the narrow?
When you feel your heart's guarded.


Gosh. My back is a pain in the ass. Cause me pain and itch! /

Promise in the dark.

Hey to all. I decided to remove my tagboard cause i think its super extra there. And it was getting kinda path-etic.

Firstly: Went out with drug to watch Marley-and-me. Marley the golden retriever got kinda irritating but towards the end, i cried a few tears for it. I took a peep to my right, and i see Xin tearing also! ha ha. heng ah. i thought i the only one. After the movie, my jacket got one patch there, her tears. Ha ha.


Drug ! Xinxin.




During Chinese new year, at uncle's house. Xo.


Valentines from long ago/ Run .



Betty, Magnet.Grins. Man , notice those jadegreen eyes.




And, did i mention that i spent my entire valentines waiting in the call room with athletes from all around Singapore! Under the hot darn sun, I really almost fell alsleep. Its those... kind when tears keep falling down your eyes and you just cannot stop yawning. Cannot-take-it ah. Well, on that day, i felt like... it was a special day.

Met some other trackers, talked a little ,tried to wake each other up. Ha ha, and Man. We sure do have something to whine about. Wake up early SATURDAY go JURONG and run 200m. Bham,. Betty came after her date. Grins. She was darn supportive man. Shija and AAAAAdrian too! Man, for those without their significant others, Valentine can be like a wood to the fire. Seeing the countless pairs of lovebirds walking hand-in-hand, gosh.Aw but, CCClown asked me to go join him, heh, Thanks anyway! You suck fr getting so drunk.



I had wanted to go down the playground late at night, find some friends and play or sthg. but. Scratched that. I got 4th out of 7th btw! I ALMOST fell at the starting line. ! Thanks to the lord for keeping me steady for a comeback.


Marina Barrage- make a twirl. Beauty-full place man!

The wind was blowing like no tomorrow. I had never expected Marina barrage to be so nice! I felt damn carefree there. Its really is one of the best place ever to go! You will enjoy it, sumpa. I was running around , and 'WAA-ing' at the view and leaning against the wind. Man, i love it there.

Its super big too, the next place on kris'placestovisitlist is : Henderson wave. ! (= I wna go fly kite, go night cycling, maybe i can really get to do it this March with Grace and all.

Perenakan dinner.

HOWTF DID THEY MAKE THAT FLOWER PATTERN . ITS DAMN NICE.

Nothing excites me anymore. Suddenly, life comes to a big gigantic comma. ,

Camp was not bad! Not exactly fantastic but still.. okay lah.

Didnt felt all too ON for the activities somehow. Grow up already,. heh.

Boring, i think i want to close down my blog again.

It's funny how a heart is two tear-drops upside down.

Tell me something that can send me soaring through the clouds.

"A thousand times I've failed

Still your mercy remains

And should I stumble again

Still I'm caught in your grace

You can't play on broken strings

Hey world, i am depressed.I needa focus hard baby. I screwed the test today, never thought i would care. Man, big issue. Today is the last day of chinese new year, So for the very last time of the year : Happy new yearrrr! ~ Hope you all won BIG AHH! for gambling. Had a small feast at home just now.Walao.That reminds me.That time we sitting on the floor, teacher dramatically scolding about themometer, wendy looked down , and SHOUUUTTED '' Kristal ! Wa.wear red fbts for good luck arrr? '' LOL. Wtthel. / Wait, i forgot when already.But, yes. She said it.


I was pondering over which party will be sadder : The parent who lost their child, or the child who lost their parent. Aw mannnnnnn. Grins, Weird thing to think about right. but...... it suddenly floated up my mind. Gah. I wna be hardy boy.

With a jerk, and abrupt stop.

So bombarded with words .
Run- leona lewis, nice nice. ! grins.

Cause even the Meteor burns bright when falling

A VERY GOOD MORNING.

Yesterday i crashed onto my bed right after i reached home. If i'm not wrong, 30 odd people were at my house yesterday! My house became a gambling den already. Bro and dad invited all their friends over to play cards!~ I barely ate a quarter of the new year goodies.____, and because i slept early, i wake up early today to find all the emptied new year goodies. Boy! But, from all the screams ,laughters and talkings i heard last night. It probably was a blast. Thats great(= grins. So, whats nextt.

Oh yeah. Yeah, it was the first time i competed in running w/o getting a trophy! .__________.
Besides the nationals. but, oh well. # long distances.

And, Gush. Spliot Splat. I walked past many yesterday and i heard them say '' ehh, kristal leh. i thought very fast one, never get trophy ''. # you. Honestly.I stopped three times yesteday, i completed the race. I ran the race. Beat it. Btw, # the people who gave number tags! Roar. I remember clearly using the last ounce of my energy to run past yasmeen. She got 17 ! I got a blardddy 22.

The 1st thing on my mind when i saw that paper was : Eh, wa. My favourite number leh! . But then the 2nd thing was : #. I don't get a trophy. and i squshed it.
The 3rd thing was : Nevermind, i finished the race. I did not give up. I don't ever wna give up or wharsoever.
4th thing was : Check out If Betty got first,true enuf. Champion purples. !
5th thing: To find Stella,Huimin and jiepin to go get some rest.

Ah, Oh well. I had a great time nevertheless. Its the fun that counts. And maybe the ... trophy... Marde. but, Yeah. heh. Hee, thanks to the person who supposedly was supposed to pull me! Grins. You re-charged me . The last leg baby.

Walked all the way to the bus stop in the rain with the trackers, which was different but fun. I rmbered sharing an umbrealla with HB last year and all that took place on that wonder-full rainy day.

Next time!~.

'' Feeling all superhuman, its not a bird not a plane.

going going going up ,gone away.

###########. = fuck

Slow down, the world's not watching.

Half of what i've got:

Man, i wonder what would have happened, what it could have been. If i had sent out all the msges i saved in my drafts, if i had published the posts i saved in blogger. Maybe, it will all take on a different route. But.... If there is one thing i learnt. It is to settle with the past, engage in the present andd... BELIEVE IN THE FUTUREEEEEEEEEEEE. whoa. Heh. K, it was from ''cheaper by the dozen 2''

Its been long since i ... really stopped to think of anything. Its been long since i really bothered to have a heartbrake. Everything's changing, i'm not too sure weather i like change.

Oh boy, atcually. I hate change.

''Holy shit, look at all of you'' goes the lead singer of linkin park.

Holy shit. i lost my inspiration to blog. Next timeee!~

Flypside-happy birthday. Circus-birtner spears . Superhuman-chris brown and. some girl.

\ps: and ya lah. he he. i know you all want me to say this: 3fffff girls, rock on ! Hee.

A strangled smile fell from your face,

happyhappy.

I've got to keep up with my big bold words ! (:

Orangey themed party- 21st.

Hello! Man it's been quite a while since i last did an entry yeah? School rocks i guess, minus the part of tiredness?. It is tough to blog without any support from not even a ghoul*.I meant my tagboard. Ok. Not counting kylie who ... EHHH. WHAT YOU TRYING TO IMPLYYYY. Lol, i have the weight equivalent to an elephant oky. And the stabability.... wa., better get ready a helmet.


Went Yiwen's 21st party a few days back. She said it was orange-themed. ! So.. i wore my netball shirt. It was the only orange i had! I rummaged through the pile of clothes in my cupboard for so long i gave up and settled for it. Too bad kristal, don;'t you rmbr :You don't like shopping thus such. Aha. So, i happily went, but turns out. Many were not wearing! Even yiwen was wearing blue-.- EHHH, Boyy._________. So much for piggybacks for dresscode violater leh.-.-

I look dead tired.

Liberty. wow. The night at aloha was mainly spent on dares.. and truths. Which according to clown was kid's play. I somehow agree. It got a little boring . Its like.. you reach the age when you are past dares. You want more. Like.... jumping from an aeroplane. Ofcourse with a parachute intact. but yeah. thats what i want. When i grow up~ Drive nice car, ... ah. wait. Kristal. *pops bubbles at both ends. I'm currently hearing songs from my older playlists. Ahh, it brings back memories. (=

''I would wield a sword and slash death by its neck: Taste of its own medicine.I dont ever want fucking death to take away my loved ones. Oh. Did i mention, my neighbour's mother passed away.__________. awwwww. HA HA. Ironically, kylie groaned that her g.ma fell too. Your fragile frame suffers a slight fall, and you get banished from the faces of the earth. I suddenly understand the meaning of the word frail. To live everyday like its your very last will give you boldness and courage you never knew you had inside of you. So, do it baby. i dare you. ...... Heh.

Procrastination is fatal. Man. Unrealistic dreams are...

Bro has been coming back from school and telling me candidly about all the motivational talks he had listened to. Yeah , i'ma go flip some books.

Till next time, adios.

Xo, kris

You make me wna la la in the kitchen, Reunionnnnnnnn!~

A phase, Something

But no you think,
You're not to sink.
You close your eyes,You have to try.
So with utmost might,
You let out a sigh.
A sigh that kissed,All anger goodbye.



I slept through dinner yesterday and slept untill dinner today. Ho ho ho. I love sleeping.
After such deprivation during the schooldays this week, i am energised! Today cca recruitment day was quite fun. heh. The atmospere wasn't as good-asgood. But, I didn't regret getting my ass to school early in the morning.

I want my skateboarrrrrrrdddddddd. Rly. And i'm gna walk around with it cooly tucked under my arms, and go'' YO. ! '', *tips cowboy hat to the side. Roar. I realized i get grumpy when i'm tired.

School is okay. I feel the need to pay attention in class this year! And, Madam Mariam's lesson really is testing my tolerance. But, other than that. All's cool. No, atucually. I feel the need to feel... Smart. ! I want to feel smart,. SMARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRT.
Heh. So it helps that Hui Kuan says that i changed alot. She says i become more' want-to-study.
Which is true. So, i'ma go sign out now and revise stuffs this week. Toodles.

And, all i can do is count the days to yiwen 21-st birthday chalet and chinese new year!~ to push myself forward no matter how hard it is. Oh father, guide my feet.


I feel freaking out of my element, .
but.......... ...
thats the way. is'nt it?
I can't be two persons at one time.,

"When I give a lecture,

I accept that people look at their watches,

but what I do not tolerate is when they look at it and raise it to their ear to find out if it stopped." (Marcel Achard)

HA HA HA.


I'm stuck between running to you and running away from you
Somehow, I feel like we've been here before."
And carrying on, like nothing's wrong.