Hey is'nt this easy

Random words : Empty, happy, dreaming, ghost of hope, surreal,
''Can't expect to fall in love and get up w/o scratches.''
wtf. How true/

I wonder if anyone share my thoughts, get me so totally. I know there are some out there. I know i know.

Good to know.

If only one of you could appear, and bring me out from this maze of thoughts i am having. Show me light.

''We should not let our past memories be greater than our dreams and ambitions''.

Beautiful.

These are roughly the words,---. they were carved on a broken stone.

I've been letting my parents quarrel over me.

Fuck who? Talk about '' Honour your father and mother''.

I realized getting what i want eventually doesn't weigh out the torture i felt in my heart when dad shouts at mum just so that i get my way. ( So to the people reading this ! This holiday, be a good papa and mama girl/boy. )

Because i push their tolerance towards me. ---Can't help it,

I've been coughing the whole day.

The one person i care the lousiest for is probably me right now.

I soaked myself in the night breeze,( shiok) ate ice cream even though a bad cough was obviously coming my way ,(shioker ) keep my energy up on night outs, (shiokiest)

See what i mean? & I think its totally fine.

Today, I remembered the beautiful far- fetched dreams i used to have.Some of it came running back to me. How can i let myself forget them? Shouldnt had. Yesterday i went to ecp for some night cycliing, and Changi airport with Huikhuan and Heather, He hee , Dearies. Yeah. I realized i have been living my days in '' laters'', Like.. when i am doing this, i would think of LATER, Havent beeen living in the present have i. Need. to stop.

Woke up at 11pm today and spent my whole day at home. Its been a peaceful day.

Contented once again.

colbie caillat songs soothes me big time.
I can't lose sight of the creator, burn me.

I hate to be the one giving it my all,

but i guess thats what i gta do, to keep this from reaching its fall.