Go quiet through the trees

No 1 ) I MISS THEM!

Its been so long since i've seen shao yun and grace, heeh. We should stop talking, and really do the things we said we willl do.
Like, camp at the beach and all. Luv 'em babes. Grace said she would join me for lunch anytime soon. Cool.

NO 2; Hair cut

Yesterday, went to cut my hair with Xin xin and her friend Benedict. Though That benedict guy just stayed and watch us and gave unnecssary comments plus a ''' come-punch-me'' face, he was a good... target to vent my unhappiness at. heh

Because, you see. I japanese curled my hair, The woman there told me it will look way nice and i thought of how wolf said he wna see a revamped me and how my bro say he will lock me outside the house if i came back with the same-old-samo hairstyle. The hairdresser was way excited about me ''lllooking nice'' after that and she looked rather pissed that i was taking a long time to decide. So i was thinking... helll.....i';m working.. right? I should try something different... right?

So there you have it!

K... i almost teared for a moment when i saw the end product. I almost teared to the beaming and proud face of the hairdresser. She seem way proud of.... ME. but hell! i thought i could smash her mirror . fuck . But , nevermind. Gna rock it out as much as i can. I have received fair amounts of good and bad reactions-,- So yeah.

No 3- ecp at night.

We ordered a cup of hoegarden ( surprised that they let us buy alcohol) Well, we gave credits to our new hairstyles which made us look... ( fill in the blank) Heh. So we just sat and chill, talk and ate nice smelling , super hot roasted chestnut. Glad that Xin xin's here, someone who understands me inside out i guess.
Like, i could tell her anything.

Bottoms up to that!

No 4- worrkk.

I feel as though, work has been taking its toll on me. Its like, i feel as though i have aged overnight. 15 going on 50. I prefer to be kept busy at work, if not, i would just have to listen to the grandmother stories my 'mentors' share with me when we are free. Which.. uh. I mean, what else can i do? Except give them a listening ear , let them rant till they happy, thinking in my heart '' lets see how long she can go on, HA'', Well, i shouldnt have tested them. They could go on and on and onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

There were some ups too though. Like, i met pretty funny people at work. Though, now i understand what they mean by ''office politics''. PFFT. It gets way.... adult-ty for me sometimes. Some people who came in to take their x rays made my day though.

Some were.... funnnyyyyy.

Nurul!

My mentor! Who scares some guys off when she asked them to '' take off your shirt''.

The one with endless stories some were nice to hear though. But, on one of the days, she treated me lunch and brought me on a ''tour'' around raffles place. It was cool., considering that i didnt know my way around .

No5-

Went to john little sales and foodfair at expo. Skipeed church that day and decided that it was time i spent some time with my dear bro , mum and maid. Heh. It was pretty enjoyable. Well, the thing is, it was supposed to be the SALES, supposed to spend v. LITTLE, but the ''bill'' got up to hundred plus. Nice one ah tans. I was more caught up in trying the food at the foodfair though.

No 6.-

Xiang jie came back from New zealand alrdy! Missed her, still as mesmerizing as ever. She never fails to charm me, since i was a lill girl. Heeh. I know on valentines, she will have alooot of presents stuffed under her table even before she arrived to school . She needed two other guys to carry her presents home after that. She is. that. wow i guess. Hm, We cousins weent to eat at a Japanese restaurant and then rushed down to cinelesiure to watch 2010. We were late for 20mins. But surprisingly, when we all arrived there panting, the advertisments were still ongoing-,-

After that, we rushed down again to teo heng to singsingsing till 2am. Heh.

I guess this is the end. Will post more next time.

You know how disappoinments from different people sucks so bad?

I finally got what it means, the two words ''let-down''.

In case you didnt know, i wake up early every single day .

Monday, work,

tuesday,track,

wednesday, work,

thursday , track

friday, work,

saturday, track,

sunday , church.

Plus all the activities in between. And i am alright. !

Cmon man. live life like its your last. fuck , stop spending your time on bed sleeping like you got nothing else better to do. ( thats my opinion at least, no offense )



you think this will work out fine?

I guess i just have to walk down the road to know it.

You aint making this easier

THIS MADE ME LAUGH

Was suposed to rearrange this thosands of paper according to the months and names.
WTFUCK man.
but, since i had the doctor's room all to myself,
i closed the door, turned on my mp3,
and .... though i might sound silly but
i sung and grooved to the beat while throwing and arranging the papers,
HEHE. Job done in 2hours.
i was thinking '' i don't even file my maths papers properly! fancy me spending the time helping other people organise their stuffs! then again, i realized, it all lies in the KACHINNG''.
( it means bucks )


Overdued pictures,
thought they lloook quite good here.
What you expect? i take leh,



The pyscho dude found his small lil pyscho partner at church!
He freaking go... quarrel with a smaller boy
the amazing thing is, the smaller boy retorted back





The malay dude who gave us their catch




After a fullfilling day's work of painting---- the picture below.
Meaning, hours of cip added to my pathetic number of hours accumulated!
Really had a great time painting , though i think we made quite a din.
Heeh. Trishu is one funny girl! Its rare that i find a girl whom i am hardly close to to laugh with, and we laughed so much,.






Last day of school with vinnie!
While waiting for jiepin,
after which, we headed to pizza hut and then vinnie went my house for movie plus psp.
Which kinda failed cause.... thanks anyhow vinnie!
Heard that there was a mass outing whereby about 19 people from our class, half of 3g and all went to watch 2012. Cool aye





Janice drew me! While we were waiting for our egg shell to dissolve in the hydrochloric acid.

You might be thinking, wtfff. She atcually did that!

Yeah, i was thinking the same thing too.

But hey, One life one chance.

He he. I've got so much to share!
But kinda bummed, lazy type.
overall, first day of work was pretty fun.

Except that i felt like a loner during lunch break, as apparantly the malay girls thought that i went out to ' pa tuo'' which i don't know where they heard from! So, i sat with this young ... k 23 years old girl. And we started talking which made me feel all better. She atcually mocked me!

Ha haa. No bigggyy.

Come find me please people. I work at equity plazza

I kinda spent my first half of the lunch break ringing people up !

I gave up then and there when i got wayyyy hungry.

Heh. Nevertheless, marde. Never would i get an office job,

talk about walking robots, stony expressions, liveless working people!

And i ask myself : do i want that?

When i grow up, i wna be a kiddddd.

Okie, went out with Xin and Heng for shopping and i spent like 100bucks plus.

The results of having a card to '' shua''.

Nevertheless, i had a great time and xin is the freeest woman now!

So its all coool.

I'm out.

Pull the trigger.

Why does this feel like a battlefield.

Happy holidays

So wow, i am back!

I would love to revamp this blog and redo the music and all so that it could be a hit again.

But i don't have much motivation right now , therefore! Everything is staying satus quo. ( hopefully only for awhile )

OK! So, The last day of school, i kinda quarrelled with Dear kylie but everything's great now, which is awesome. For those out there who has been fking labelling, if you really don't knw nuts about me, stop whatever you';re doing. A smile is something that sets things straight, that sometimes is just the simplest and quietest way of communication, it means no fking harm and shouldnt have no side effects damn ya . So, yeah the bottom line is : shut your fking mouths and keep your own opinions to yourself alright? And my main point of all these stuffs is to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYLIE!

You're in malaysia now, and if you don't read this chunk of words i'm typing ( ITS YOUR LOSS HOR) So you better not scan through like you normally do ( pfft ) ;

You've been a gr8 friend! Been with me, Through my highs and lows, and ugliest and prettiest. You've seen all sides of me, my glam and unglam and you know my every actions.

You could easily telll what i'm gna do next, read me like a book. Sometimes though, you made some mistakes and read me the wrong way, but, hey! Thanks babe. For all the effort you've put in to this friendship. I'm thankful for you and i know i can count on you to lift me up, to be there.

Its like i know if i do somehting stupid, you will be there to laugh it off with me, and i love that!

Its what friends are forrrrr.

I'll keep the rest in the card i'm gna HANDMAKE for you,. Lucky lady!

Saturdy was a great day. Brought ivan and fengyuan to witness the water baptism after our painting stink. Have pictures of ''andrew'' but i can't seem to load them in the computer!

Anway, it was a fun day really. I am glad i brought them too. Cause i think, they are coming more often to church? HAA. but yeah, enjoyed myself either way.

Ps: Andrew is a lizard from the canal. Ivan, being the pyscho that he is asked the malay boys to give their catch to him. So andrew followed us all the way to mcdonalds! Swittching from ivan's hands to fengyuan's to one moment, MINEE. ( don't ask me why the hell i agreed , i was with a mad man ) And up to fengyuan's shirt and ivan's shirt and in the end, INTO ivan's water bottle.

Brought much entertainment.
Was supposed to be down for water baptism, a surge of envy and happiness plus respect rose in me when i watched other youths read their testimonies to the lord and got baptized.

A new lease of life for them, the bridge burnt behind them.
Next year, i am up! With andrea ay?? HELL. ANDREA ( lee ah ? ) I am not gna smile at you anymore laa! MAKE ME. haaa.


LASTLY, i found a job at dad's doctor friend/ mahjong kaki clinic.
Its some x ray clinic at raffles city. Will blog the name once i know.
But i am starting work on weds, COME DOWN TO FIND ME
ESP DURING MY LUNCH BREAKKKKK
HEH
come find me out for lunch, if my mood good, i treat la! ha hahaa
Money money, come to mummy.
Okie, but the point is! I think this one month worth of work is gna be awesome

Learnt that

The only person that can defeat you thoroughly is yourself.
Don't let yourself, be the downfall of yourself.


I will post nice nice all the eventsss heh. Once i get hold of the pictures. Till theennn!
Summaaarrryy:

1) BBQ-ed and Pooled with Sirongivandarrenarrontvinniekyliewendyyuanyi.
It was very very funny when it rained and we started running to e chalet which is all the way to the other end from where we were.
Neverthelss,i really had a great chiillinn time.

2) WAAAAAAAAA. i forgot.... but once i get hold of the pictures ... yeah mann !

Today,
Dad brought vinnie and wendy out for perenakan lunch after our game of pool.
Coollllllllllll.
Track,
Job scouting with the two H-s at food court.
Homee.



What took me so long.?
Hmmm,

Angst is something that will pass

Resolution,. i'll do the best i can