Golf at marina

CUTE HURRRH.

She went '' I also got golf set at home! ''.

"' my daddy buy for me one''.

'' BLUFF one''.

ha haa.

Half the time i aimed at the ball and tried to hit it , half the time i just hit the air.

LOOKS HARDER THAN YOU THINK.

Daamit.

And like, at least the whole golf club didnt get flung off my hands like i thought it would.

Ho ho.

And my mom acted pro and she was like '' KRISTAL. ehh. You see the glass panel anoott. you see''.

And i believed her! I squinted my eyes ( which was w/o the aid of any glasses or contacts )

But guess what. There was atcually really nothing there.

Ho ho. Today, the preach was about motivation and passion and all.

but today, i couldn't find my motivation .

Wait. why do we study again.

Why do i learn how to test for cations and anions again.

Whats. the pointtt.

Giv me a reason .

Noctis, '' Sky of the night light''

I like latin

How do you type out the biggest smile

YOU ARE THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIGHT.


Dear lord,

thank you for today. i am so happy.
And, its the joy coming from you.
that is it.


Love, krist.

i give my life to the potter's hand

Random flashbacks,

Have you ever wondered about '' hey, what if i went down that route, what if i have took that route''. Have you played with the thougght of being on another path down this life. I just did.

Then again, i had Adrian to come and enlighten me and i'm all better.Thank you so much Lord for such people who just.... gets me.

Just now while conferencing with my dear social studies group members, I read through my friendster testimonials ( No i'm not living in a cave ) yes i don't have face book. It brought back so much memories. So much. How in sec 1, we started off looking at the faces in school and everybody were strangers. How girls go around calling girls all sorts of sweet stuffs. ( we rarely see it anymore do we) Well, lesser. Then, i remember what i've been through. its a great deal.

But, i'm so glad i've been through all i've been through, i just wish i grab hold of the things i knew i would be losing out on. All the memories, ..

Sighhh.

its 12. 47am.



I think its goodnight.

Wait. what is it about you that made me break what i stood for.

I guess i shouldn't count on ONE. too much

gleeee . its small lil things that make it all right again.
You knw. the littlest things.

I think i've been at the foolishnes i should not be

Fuck man.

I am not gna hear another word from people anymore.

Yes, i changed. I changed to a fking person who got so fking fucked by fking words.

That should not be . No more man. why should i care?

Rmbr what i always use to say : Don't label me ( obviously this is not applicable here) if you know nuts about me.

But what i wna say is, i wna stand firm in myself.

You know how words can just change your entire day?
hey people. One sentence of advice : Don't dammit let it get you down.

Its atcually all up to you to decide.

Your choice.

How do you wna live life now?

I need to sing of your love forever abba.

Pulling through with god's grace!

The alpha and omega.

I rather get a good omega/.

I have a fascination for wolfs, i want a baby wolf for a pet.

i just caught a caterpillar, and i think it drowned in pink dolphin....

shiitt.

i am disgusted.

my dreams of being a .... '' caregiver'' crashed.

I wanted to watch first hand, the metomophosis ( or however you spelled it ).

Goodnight world. My plan was to sleep early, it got thrwarted.

Whats new.

heeeh,. Sweet dreams people!

Ps : Kor is going Hong kong and china tmr. Wish ya a fun trip okye! Love ya regardless always endless bickering... Heh.

Pps : My pool improved tremendously! Wheres my claaaaaaaappps? and party poppers.

Rmbr my old record? One ball in. This time, i'm left with 3 BALLS! Tell me who rockkkks ahhh.

Heh heh,.

..

.....

........

obviously my bro and his patient friends. heh.

WAIT, i said goodnight.

Yes, this is final.

GOOD NIGHT WORLD.

There's only so much i can give.

I just wish you try a little MORE harder you know.
So that i don't have to feel so tired.
i don't even have to choose this.
Make.me.feel.its worth yes seer.

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing


Some people are not worth fighting for." Theres a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. It's realising that you don't need certain people and their crap.''.
'

FUCK YOU. for highlighting this shit,
then again, its not your blardy fault fr being so curious hurh.

i'm perfectly fine.

Today was a great day. Felt accomplished to go through track training despite bad cough. HA. HI5 SHANNON. no really, We did great. Had a pretty lamely ( wtf, can't believe i am using this word) JOVI lah. Fun time. And yeah got tricked by prisicillia and mocked at big time
-,- Grins. CAN'T SEPERATE YOUR HANDS hor prisicillia. Good one. Welll, yeah.

I've been sleeping alot. The day before, i slept at 5pm and woke up at 11pm.
A girl's gta get her sleep hurh. Went Valerie's and valencia's house to chill just now.

Feels great to have a friend's house to crash at anytime you want to.

We scream our insecurities, but mutter our apologies and that's why this world will always be so wrong.

"Sometimes I wish you'd pay more attention to my favorite songs because the lyrics sing words I'm too scared to say."

Cheer me up?

Hey is'nt this easy

Random words : Empty, happy, dreaming, ghost of hope, surreal,
''Can't expect to fall in love and get up w/o scratches.''
wtf. How true/

I wonder if anyone share my thoughts, get me so totally. I know there are some out there. I know i know.

Good to know.

If only one of you could appear, and bring me out from this maze of thoughts i am having. Show me light.

''We should not let our past memories be greater than our dreams and ambitions''.

Beautiful.

These are roughly the words,---. they were carved on a broken stone.

I've been letting my parents quarrel over me.

Fuck who? Talk about '' Honour your father and mother''.

I realized getting what i want eventually doesn't weigh out the torture i felt in my heart when dad shouts at mum just so that i get my way. ( So to the people reading this ! This holiday, be a good papa and mama girl/boy. )

Because i push their tolerance towards me. ---Can't help it,

I've been coughing the whole day.

The one person i care the lousiest for is probably me right now.

I soaked myself in the night breeze,( shiok) ate ice cream even though a bad cough was obviously coming my way ,(shioker ) keep my energy up on night outs, (shiokiest)

See what i mean? & I think its totally fine.

Today, I remembered the beautiful far- fetched dreams i used to have.Some of it came running back to me. How can i let myself forget them? Shouldnt had. Yesterday i went to ecp for some night cycliing, and Changi airport with Huikhuan and Heather, He hee , Dearies. Yeah. I realized i have been living my days in '' laters'', Like.. when i am doing this, i would think of LATER, Havent beeen living in the present have i. Need. to stop.

Woke up at 11pm today and spent my whole day at home. Its been a peaceful day.

Contented once again.

colbie caillat songs soothes me big time.
I can't lose sight of the creator, burn me.

I hate to be the one giving it my all,

but i guess thats what i gta do, to keep this from reaching its fall.

I found somebody

I feel like churning out a beautiful post to make up for the lack of updates.

What if llife was a complete rip off of a fairy tale? Wouldnt that be. great. I realized i am nothing without god. He is my strength, my power, my source of comfort. Aw damn. Come get to know this loving father if he's a stranger to you! You know you're missing out alot. I know, through him, i am going to find my own fairtale story.


I can conqueor the world with one hand, as long as you're holding the other.

Friday night
Caught final destination! ( HEYY EAT THAT peopleee )

Tip 101: Honestly, all you gta do is look at the person straight in the eyes, stare her down and keep the furious beating of your heart discreet enough so that the friendly counter lady won't notice you are blardy hell 155555! Oh yeah. And answer her question with a one word answer in case your lying voice gives you away. ( for people like me AND VINNIE who can't lie for nuts ) MIssion accomplished.


It was a fun night, need i say much.