Thursday, August 20, 2009

Give me a moment to grieve

You know, its like one step forward and three steps back.
Its like driving round a one way street.

Dear diary, its been long since i typed things out here. Rmbr how we used to have diary with locks when we were young? But as quoted from wendy, all the keys used to unlock the diary is the same-,- So atcually, it aint really private anymore. Its been days or should i say weeks since Betty had left. I realized, i talk very little now.___. Betty you know i will wait for you to come back! I will be waiting for that day.... And nights we will spent talking cock till day break. heyyy..
And, So common tests are done-ed with! Honestly, i don't know, i prepared so much daily in school but somehow i feel like i didnt perform this time. Its.. okay kris. Heeh. Never regreeted the preparation, cause like what Num said '' If an athelete wants to run a 4km run, how does he expect to run 1km a week and expect to finish the race well ? '' . So, yeaah.

So live your life like you will not live it twice.
Would you treat each moment like your last?


Lately, i feel like i can cry, any freaking time. Freaky. They say people with choices are fortunate, but when you are clueless about what decision to make, it gets what-the-hellish.
But you know, ultimately, i just wna do things that makes me happy, hang out with anyone who has the ability to make me happy! Scratch the rest, rly./

I feel spiritually dry, so faithless, and in class, when arron told mee'' CAUSE I BELIEVE, I HAVE FAITH''. I am like... whoa, whoa. To say that, it really takes alot of conviction.

I want to put down everything i have now, and after reading the newspaper on the coolest job on earth : THIS GUY GET PAID HUNDERDS OF THOUSAND TO GO EXPERIENCE AUSTRALIA'S TOURISM SPOTS, GO SNORKELLING EVERYDAY, GET FREE HOUSE AND ALL THE SHIT just to blog about Australia and boost its tourism ''

tell me, whre got people so lucky?

Xin say she would'nt mind going on and escapade with me, I dream alot about experiencing the world. One of them would be seating in the topless car and driving along sunway laggoon with xin. ! Sighs.

Get me out of here, i'm hung over.
Wait. this is not too bad
Time for a perception change.

Love ya people!
I had a great day, damn, i would love to blog about all the happy things and events that happened recenttly! But, somehow, this blog is rly just for me to type out whats been inside of me, k.... yeah.

^ ^ Heads up. Who do i run to?

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