Two is better than one

I know what i should do.

Hmm, Xmas this year was pretty good... expected, but good.

Luv the cards,every single one of them from the church peopleee.

H ahaa, DUDE who lied to me many times ( lol) and who say you know my blog in the card,

your card freaking made me laugh even before i read it. YOUR HANDWRITTING like.... 5year old. Loll, Anyway, Other than that, sad to say, think i kinda lost touch... with ''praying in toungues''. Like, pft. dammit. I shall.. keep asking for that again?

Came back home with Blisters on both feet. Had a round of bball with the ''STENS'', and Hk which was pretty good. Like, cause, i earned myself another free lunch. Ha.

Life is good, I must keep the faith.

Foolstop.

Dad's in love with Lady Ga ga songs.

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM.

though we didnt celebrate much because you are sick,

though i didnt make a card for you,

but everyday can be your birthday, atcualy, any day can be your birthday if we your children treat you like a queen huh!

Okkkk, You know how you ... know you are suppsoed to go left, the ''GO LEFT'' SIGNS are screaming loud and clear at your face but your feet keeps going.....

Right,

BUT, HOHO.

.........

i knw i can make it through,

I am smiling at life

Saw this somewhere ; and it goes

'' And sometimes good things fall apart,so better things can fall together. ''

I think.. wow,. i like this statement.

I am so happy with how life is going now, don't really want much to change,

( scratch the few little imperfections )

but, everybody knows, holidays are coming to an end, slowly, i need to get down from this place of comfort and into the battlezone,

Nevertheless, i fear not.

new update: whoaoaaa waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.i realized i got alot of christmas shopping to do!

Plus, if i wna make chirstmas memorable for people! then, cards are very importanntttttt.

Okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Lets see, ... I'ma employ myself to be Santarina,

Whre do i start?

-,-

Its the season to be merry!

I can do better,

sentosa today was pretty good. Photos next time,
(:


'' do not conform to the world''
the lord says.

Good to me,

I'm atcually tired.. give me rest lord.

Ever feel like, you don't know whats the right way?
you wish you know.
you wish you think right, you feel right, you know right.

But, its never really like that huh?


Time to pacckkkkk.

Nothing worth much, Its a chapter closed.

Finally done uploading all the photos!

Well, i am done with my job! This holiday i dare say i had my first official working experience.

Working at canadian mopping floors, picking up calls and baby sitting probably shouldnt count.

Its Aunt's shop, there is not much politics, gossips and attitudes. I am so thankful that this job stint has finally come to an end, it seems like yesterday i was feeling kinda edgy about work in the city. I told myself i would never go into city-working life, look where i ended up at this holiday. Hm, But i didnt realize, work has killed my time. It took up my time , it gave me work to do so that i don't have too much time wasting my thoughts and energy on useless stuffs.

Which made me so glad and happy . I've earned myself 2 cheques. !

On the last day of work, my mentor, Mrs lee, bought me on a tour around the city. She showed me the place and treated me to lunch. She brought me to fulllerton hotel to look at the ''beautiful toilet'' AND THOUGH SHE IS AN ELDERLY Mr.A. But, She is reallly a cool person. K, when i told sunita that, she stared at me for awhile and then said '' can i slap you kristal? no really really. can i slap you.'' lollllllllllll. Well, some people, beyond how they normally talk, if you llook deeper inside of them, you see their heart. And thats beautiful. Fuck, wow.

'Too many times we use our brains instead of our heart''

Realised that you don't have to unbutton one's shirt to look at her heart;

Okok. So here are the pictures.

The twins are cute huh! They are mix blooded. Phillipine- singaporean.

My dad introuduced this pub waitress to his friend. And wala! They got married. I was sleeping when they came. And when i woke up, they were shy when they see me! he hee. Shy shy as in.. blushing i think. wa ha.

The beauty of a girl when she wakes upppp with her hair messyy huhh.

Ok-,- I don't know. They don't dare to look at me. Worst hor andrea? At least noel only don't want to talk to you.

He he. in the ''printing'' room.





In the dispensary.

In the x ray room

At the reception counter.

From left to right :

Mrs lee, ( the one who talks alot and acts like some 8 year old when she is a freaking mother. She just openly told the customer '' yeah loh, this work so tough, worst still when your collegues bad mouth you, ahyoh sad ah! ''

Infront of the very people who talk bad about her! -,- )

Se ha ( The girl who is forever sleepy and thinks paranomal activity is nice! WTHEL LA. She made me waste my 10 bucks only. The one who claims that she sleeps with her mouth open in the mrt. LIKE WTHEL. i stare at this very people in the mrt. How the hell do they sleep so sweetly in the mrt?? Oh welll. But, she is .... hm, alright to hang out with i must say )

Doctor wu! The head doctor of the clinic.! He is the one who wrote my testimonial for me after i requested for it. He wrote something like '' Cheerful personality who gets along well with collegues the best part was'' leaving for further studies '''. Lolllllll, make me sound soo.... wow.

But he is a great person in my eyes! On my first day of work , he asked to see me and he said

'' if there is any problems you face, feel free to knock my door and look for me ok?''

wa ha. Its like, it made me feel good and safe.



In the labortory

I can't rmbr both of their names! Heh. But since my room is just beside them, i see them the most! i will always swing my chair here and there, and they will be there to talk to me and give me a smile. Nice people who are christians too! The female has worked In Gethin jones for over 16 years. !



In the paper work room.

SHE IS THE BESTESET. The secetary, May. She shares an uncanny resemblance to ah ber aye?

But, she .. wow. Like, she always gives me as little work as possible and even though her first assignment for me is not her last assignment, she always go '' thats all la, thats all, very easy, ''.

And she will send me away to do my work. I will miss that line of hers. She gave me ferrero on my last day of work. The thing is , in her eyes, being a teacher is the best job for a woman-,-

Oh, on one of the days i read 3 cleo magazines, 1 her world magazine, newspapers on the sofa infront of the television. That was how slack it was sometimes.

In the treatment room

ha ha, another two mothers and women who don't act like their ages! Seriously man.

From left to right :

The woman on the left, she laughs non stop. Laughs at almost everything. Best patners with Nurul,who didnt come on the last day of my work.

The woman on my right wants her daughter to be as tall as me.




The evidence of my work! If you noticed what my mentor noticed, my handwritting will sway to the right.

I must do all these recordings for the xray patients!

My name with -- Roti prata curry

The other night, Amanda Valencia and I weent to eat roti prata after some preach at '' church of hope'', which was pretty great. The sermon was about '' how to have a successful life''. I love it when i am eating, on a windy night, under the stars with my friends and just chillin.



In the toilet. Heh

Star hub and green apples

Want to know how the hell starhub can link their brand to green apples??
They were giving out free apples the other day during lunch.

The thing is, when you cut your apple into half, horizontally, there will be a star inside!

Star= STARhub, got it??? Lol. Toook me a while to decipher what the link was.



The other day at huikhuan's house'

Jovi!

Prisicillia!

Huikuan! Same shirt, her shirt.



Yesterday, i went to watch storm warriors with my family at klp.

Before that , Dad and i challenged a round of basketball in the arcade! The score was well....Shall not type it out lest i put him to shame. He he. The movie was... alright. coughs. just.. alright. coughs

Bro went on a roadtrip to genting with his friends last night. Around 4 am. i wanna go too!

When-i-grow-up-abitmore. Heh. I heard from my mentor that there is package 2 days one night to sunway lagoon. 2hundred bucks plus? sounds awwesome. I hope bro enjoys himself! Dad will be going changmai for golf tmr. And i will be heading to church camp on monday.

So, the house will be left with My mum and maid. Wa ha.

Wonder what the two woman will do diffrently with the 3 of us away.

Okay, time for a bath! He he. heather bought a '' i love sleep '' shirt, and me, '' i love bed''.

Wearing it now, it stinks, but its comfy!

Don't give up because its alright.

When you close your eyes, i am by your side.
by your side-faberdrive.

My fav song now.

It still don't measure up.

You may say i'm hard to content hard to satisfy but i like it when a person treats me wholeheartedly and thats the lowest i go. This goes for a dude. your actions and will don't coincide. too bad, I'm no mind reader.

Superwoman

OK random lines.

1) Zombieland is the bestest gore movie i've watched! Its funnny and i've never enjoyed a movie so much... since... ages. So much for telling Xiang jie '' i wna run out'', when the movie just started.

It gets better towards the end, trust me.

rule 1) cardio

rule 2) double tap

rule 32) don't try to be a hero. ( wrong thinking)

rule 33) Enjoy the little things in life ( twinkies )

He he, You must watch the movie to get what i'm talking about! It is so worth the money.

I jumped in my seat and shrieked many times. hehe.

''The one thing i wna try on a girl : '' to push her hair behind her ears''.

Makes you go.. ''' aw damn. And then , Ha haa.'''

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2) Christmas is coming! Church camp is coming ! Singapore idol-judges choice, just now was awesome. That tabitha girl? She made me fall in love with the song ''super woman''. It was damn weird when she sung it though, its like... i was singing along but i can't help but sing the chinese version of superwoman. heh. And i thought she was gna change to the chinese version any second.

One part went : I have my pride i will not cry but it is making me weak. I am not your superwoman . But i am only human. ''

K was i dreaming or what, but i thought there was sthg like

''If you want me to be sweet, you've got to be sweeter.''

But hell! Couldn't find this line in the lyrics.

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3) I bought my skateboarddd! WA HA HA. For 60freaking bucks.

Because, because. Its original selling price was 180bucks. This woman sold it online as her son didnt want it after she bought if for him -,- She sold it for 70bucks after some cool clown helped me bargained! he he. Then, this cool clown dared me to tell the bus driver with a grumpy face to ''drive faster''' and if i did, he paid 10bucks. I hesitated...hesitated..and thenn, told him : get ready to get chased out of the bus with me''

Then, i went up to him, smiled politely and then whispered'' 你不要生气啊，我跟你讲了，我可以拿10块‘’Heh. So surprsingly he listened to me, and i told him , and surpriisinglier he even explained to me '' 我跟着那个时间走的‘’。

Felt like a winner when i went back to my seat, 10 bucks sealed. he he.

Will post the skateboard's picture soon, its gna. accompany me for my whole life. !

If you seee a lady in her 80s skating.... oh my. That might be me.

okokkkkkkkkkkkkk.

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4) Went to huikhuan's house to sleep with Jovi and pricill IA . I can't help but add the ''I '' behind. HEH HEH. And as i was saying, i told them if the cab didnt come in 8 mins i wouldnt go , but guess what, the cab freaking came at the ...5thmin?

............

Blardy woman driver. ( nah )

So yeah, headed there. Had a cool chillin time, and slept pretty well. Just that, Hk had to say stuffs that... pfftt... i don't knw girl. why? But its all cool. Anything's fine. .

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5) Today , i had a good hair day. So my curls were pretttyy not-bad when i let them down! heh. lets hope for more of such days to come aye.

Lastly, i miss some people... i have so much i want to do thats not yet done, I'm in control.

Why is that we win some and lose some?
Isn't there sucha thing as.. you win, and then you win somemore.

Dig it.

What-a marshmellow

I'm learning.
And i think i am getting better at



\living life 101.
Cause' life's good, bagus.( read it as ba-goose) !

I know what it is to run until there is nothing left inside of me ,
and then run somemore.

Because i know after taking one step back, giving up will never be an option for me.

New moon last night.! Somebody yawned so manymillion times. Ass or whattt?
I think i was damn engrossed in the movie and if i felt right, i felt my face twitching and my eyes stinging. Don't-knw-why. Not exactly sad, but... something else. I think people will only laugh at the convesations if you read the book!
If not, you will not relate to the movie so much.
+
reading the book gives you more pleasure.
Though i tried hard to control my squealing at the last two words edward said in the movie.
Marry me. ( i totally didn't expect that part, ) it left me grinning in my seat when the lights were turnned on. K-what- Twi/Nmoon- idiocy is this. HEH.

ha ha ha. btw, DENIESE if you are reading this, wthel la you. You go tell your bro what i told you,
make my cousin embrassed only. ha ha ha , make me laugh- so- hard .

I want sleepovers,

I need more rest, i have been dreaming actionpacked dreams lately

and having deep sleeps which leaves me very satisfied in the morning.

Ok. Kris outttt,
Xo xo xo xo xo xo.

Time for miracles

I realized i always feel better after i blog. Because, blogging gives me a chance to reflect on my life and the events that past.

I feel like my life has undergone a big change.

Its like, right now, there are new people and new hangouters for me, its all different now. However, i know the people who makes up the ''core'' of my social circle would be my dear cousins, forever there.

Sometimes, i'm scared. But i guess, all is fine, so i needa trust in abba father yes? Life is gna take a big turn, it can get you down or, are you going to rise up and beat all odds?

Sometimes you just don't feel the connection to the people around, but i think thats the most important. It is what keeps you going not? If not, one is just a ''floater'' , feeling nothing..... I should start getting used to change. No, correction : I must already be used to this.

They say : ''Change is the only element of life which is constant '', Let me start embracing the present moment i've got.

Ok, that is a whole chunk of shit i typed out upthere cause , cause, i am a little confused.Is it just me or does everybody thinks of stuffs like this too.?I am going for the latter.

This outline i can't get rid of its an eyesore.

My ungood.

Bbq at neptune court

Brenda! Asked her if she was really the one who appeared in our ''sex ed.vedio'', its her leh!
Wa, though i think she's not really thattttttt happy about it. But, that not the point.

The point is, i had a great time chilling at neptune court which is a freaking condo that freaking has manicure, fish spa, tuition centres, bookshopes, mama shops , playgrounds all in one area??

I got lost in there! Had a hard time finding the bbq pit. Missed Zhenyan. ( she has got her driver's license, and i heard she took half an hour to get to neptune court ) . I took half the time she took with the bus .Min yi as loud as ever,

Wa, I went there and immediately, suffian kept bbqing food for me. I dare say it was one of the most '' stomach filling '' bbq i had. Normally, i just eat like what.... 2 otahs, 1 fishball, 4 satays that sort?

HOW TO BE FULL. heh/

So, yeah. After that,i bought marshmellows for them and we played ''' chubby bunny''.
Does the name sounds oddly familliar to you? It is a game whereby you have to stuff marshmellows in your mouth and say chubby bunny each time you stuff one in.

MIN YI FREAKING STUFFED 11 marsmellows in her mouth.
She totallly let herself look unglam like....-,-

After which,. i owned almost everybody there at ''tap tap'', am i getting pro or is it just my competitors. Hm.
However, as the old saying goes "'Practise makes perfect'' huh.

heh heh.

Anyway, Then, we headed to play billard. It got waay funny when they decided to play a ''silent'' game of pool. I couldnt stop laughing,the billard stick couldnt stop shaking, the game had to pause for a tiny while. Hm, then headed home with Jeremy and another younger boy. Cool or what. We three live just a block apart. okay la-,- Not that cool butt..

Heres my hair in the foreground & zhen yan and minyi in the back ground.

Harbour light's birthday bash!













It was awesome. Pretty fun. Ivan and sirong came. Fengyuan supposed to come, but he had camp ayee. But, yeah. The games were not bad and i enjoyed myself. Think the guys did too?
Huixun wanted to comee! But, she couldnt, bummer. ( i bet you would enjoy yourself lehhh)
Aw but. Yeah, There were many friends who came, the songs were great, skit also caught my attention all throughout. I mean, it was funny aye. The preaching was alright, alter call was good, thats about it. Just wished i had mingled more and asked people to comee backk! Heh
I think i acted more like a visitor. Playing games and claiming sweets as my prize-,-
Nevertheless, yeah. Had called more nonbelievers people . Alll throughout i thought it was a pity they did'nt come.


Shall end here, lost the motivation.



ps : i wna give thanks. Give thanks for my dear track juniors yeah? All of them are awesome, dudettes and dude. Esp the two hages yeah? Both of you know who you are! Ahyoohhh.

Peace oout.

Go quiet through the trees

No 1 ) I MISS THEM!

Its been so long since i've seen shao yun and grace, heeh. We should stop talking, and really do the things we said we willl do.
Like, camp at the beach and all. Luv 'em babes. Grace said she would join me for lunch anytime soon. Cool.

NO 2; Hair cut

Yesterday, went to cut my hair with Xin xin and her friend Benedict. Though That benedict guy just stayed and watch us and gave unnecssary comments plus a ''' come-punch-me'' face, he was a good... target to vent my unhappiness at. heh

Because, you see. I japanese curled my hair, The woman there told me it will look way nice and i thought of how wolf said he wna see a revamped me and how my bro say he will lock me outside the house if i came back with the same-old-samo hairstyle. The hairdresser was way excited about me ''lllooking nice'' after that and she looked rather pissed that i was taking a long time to decide. So i was thinking... helll.....i';m working.. right? I should try something different... right?

So there you have it!

K... i almost teared for a moment when i saw the end product. I almost teared to the beaming and proud face of the hairdresser. She seem way proud of.... ME. but hell! i thought i could smash her mirror . fuck . But , nevermind. Gna rock it out as much as i can. I have received fair amounts of good and bad reactions-,- So yeah.

No 3- ecp at night.

We ordered a cup of hoegarden ( surprised that they let us buy alcohol) Well, we gave credits to our new hairstyles which made us look... ( fill in the blank) Heh. So we just sat and chill, talk and ate nice smelling , super hot roasted chestnut. Glad that Xin xin's here, someone who understands me inside out i guess.
Like, i could tell her anything.

Bottoms up to that!

No 4- worrkk.

I feel as though, work has been taking its toll on me. Its like, i feel as though i have aged overnight. 15 going on 50. I prefer to be kept busy at work, if not, i would just have to listen to the grandmother stories my 'mentors' share with me when we are free. Which.. uh. I mean, what else can i do? Except give them a listening ear , let them rant till they happy, thinking in my heart '' lets see how long she can go on, HA'', Well, i shouldnt have tested them. They could go on and on and onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

There were some ups too though. Like, i met pretty funny people at work. Though, now i understand what they mean by ''office politics''. PFFT. It gets way.... adult-ty for me sometimes. Some people who came in to take their x rays made my day though.

Some were.... funnnyyyyy.

Nurul!

My mentor! Who scares some guys off when she asked them to '' take off your shirt''.

The one with endless stories some were nice to hear though. But, on one of the days, she treated me lunch and brought me on a ''tour'' around raffles place. It was cool., considering that i didnt know my way around .

No5-

Went to john little sales and foodfair at expo. Skipeed church that day and decided that it was time i spent some time with my dear bro , mum and maid. Heh. It was pretty enjoyable. Well, the thing is, it was supposed to be the SALES, supposed to spend v. LITTLE, but the ''bill'' got up to hundred plus. Nice one ah tans. I was more caught up in trying the food at the foodfair though.

No 6.-

Xiang jie came back from New zealand alrdy! Missed her, still as mesmerizing as ever. She never fails to charm me, since i was a lill girl. Heeh. I know on valentines, she will have alooot of presents stuffed under her table even before she arrived to school . She needed two other guys to carry her presents home after that. She is. that. wow i guess. Hm, We cousins weent to eat at a Japanese restaurant and then rushed down to cinelesiure to watch 2010. We were late for 20mins. But surprisingly, when we all arrived there panting, the advertisments were still ongoing-,-

After that, we rushed down again to teo heng to singsingsing till 2am. Heh.

I guess this is the end. Will post more next time.

You know how disappoinments from different people sucks so bad?

I finally got what it means, the two words ''let-down''.

In case you didnt know, i wake up early every single day .

Monday, work,

tuesday,track,

wednesday, work,

thursday , track

friday, work,

saturday, track,

sunday , church.

Plus all the activities in between. And i am alright. !

Cmon man. live life like its your last. fuck , stop spending your time on bed sleeping like you got nothing else better to do. ( thats my opinion at least, no offense )



you think this will work out fine?

I guess i just have to walk down the road to know it.

You aint making this easier

THIS MADE ME LAUGH

Was suposed to rearrange this thosands of paper according to the months and names.
WTFUCK man.
but, since i had the doctor's room all to myself,
i closed the door, turned on my mp3,
and .... though i might sound silly but
i sung and grooved to the beat while throwing and arranging the papers,
HEHE. Job done in 2hours.
i was thinking '' i don't even file my maths papers properly! fancy me spending the time helping other people organise their stuffs! then again, i realized, it all lies in the KACHINNG''.
( it means bucks )


Overdued pictures,
thought they lloook quite good here.
What you expect? i take leh,



The pyscho dude found his small lil pyscho partner at church!
He freaking go... quarrel with a smaller boy
the amazing thing is, the smaller boy retorted back





The malay dude who gave us their catch




After a fullfilling day's work of painting---- the picture below.
Meaning, hours of cip added to my pathetic number of hours accumulated!
Really had a great time painting , though i think we made quite a din.
Heeh. Trishu is one funny girl! Its rare that i find a girl whom i am hardly close to to laugh with, and we laughed so much,.






Last day of school with vinnie!
While waiting for jiepin,
after which, we headed to pizza hut and then vinnie went my house for movie plus psp.
Which kinda failed cause.... thanks anyhow vinnie!
Heard that there was a mass outing whereby about 19 people from our class, half of 3g and all went to watch 2012. Cool aye





Janice drew me! While we were waiting for our egg shell to dissolve in the hydrochloric acid.

You might be thinking, wtfff. She atcually did that!

Yeah, i was thinking the same thing too.

But hey, One life one chance.

He he. I've got so much to share!
But kinda bummed, lazy type.
overall, first day of work was pretty fun.

Except that i felt like a loner during lunch break, as apparantly the malay girls thought that i went out to ' pa tuo'' which i don't know where they heard from! So, i sat with this young ... k 23 years old girl. And we started talking which made me feel all better. She atcually mocked me!

Ha haa. No bigggyy.

Come find me please people. I work at equity plazza

I kinda spent my first half of the lunch break ringing people up !

I gave up then and there when i got wayyyy hungry.

Heh. Nevertheless, marde. Never would i get an office job,

talk about walking robots, stony expressions, liveless working people!

And i ask myself : do i want that?

When i grow up, i wna be a kiddddd.

Okie, went out with Xin and Heng for shopping and i spent like 100bucks plus.

The results of having a card to '' shua''.

Nevertheless, i had a great time and xin is the freeest woman now!

So its all coool.

I'm out.

Pull the trigger.

Why does this feel like a battlefield.

Happy holidays

So wow, i am back!

I would love to revamp this blog and redo the music and all so that it could be a hit again.

But i don't have much motivation right now , therefore! Everything is staying satus quo. ( hopefully only for awhile )

OK! So, The last day of school, i kinda quarrelled with Dear kylie but everything's great now, which is awesome. For those out there who has been fking labelling, if you really don't knw nuts about me, stop whatever you';re doing. A smile is something that sets things straight, that sometimes is just the simplest and quietest way of communication, it means no fking harm and shouldnt have no side effects damn ya . So, yeah the bottom line is : shut your fking mouths and keep your own opinions to yourself alright? And my main point of all these stuffs is to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYLIE!

You're in malaysia now, and if you don't read this chunk of words i'm typing ( ITS YOUR LOSS HOR) So you better not scan through like you normally do ( pfft ) ;

You've been a gr8 friend! Been with me, Through my highs and lows, and ugliest and prettiest. You've seen all sides of me, my glam and unglam and you know my every actions.

You could easily telll what i'm gna do next, read me like a book. Sometimes though, you made some mistakes and read me the wrong way, but, hey! Thanks babe. For all the effort you've put in to this friendship. I'm thankful for you and i know i can count on you to lift me up, to be there.

Its like i know if i do somehting stupid, you will be there to laugh it off with me, and i love that!

Its what friends are forrrrr.

I'll keep the rest in the card i'm gna HANDMAKE for you,. Lucky lady!

Saturdy was a great day. Brought ivan and fengyuan to witness the water baptism after our painting stink. Have pictures of ''andrew'' but i can't seem to load them in the computer!

Anway, it was a fun day really. I am glad i brought them too. Cause i think, they are coming more often to church? HAA. but yeah, enjoyed myself either way.

Ps: Andrew is a lizard from the canal. Ivan, being the pyscho that he is asked the malay boys to give their catch to him. So andrew followed us all the way to mcdonalds! Swittching from ivan's hands to fengyuan's to one moment, MINEE. ( don't ask me why the hell i agreed , i was with a mad man ) And up to fengyuan's shirt and ivan's shirt and in the end, INTO ivan's water bottle.

Brought much entertainment.
Was supposed to be down for water baptism, a surge of envy and happiness plus respect rose in me when i watched other youths read their testimonies to the lord and got baptized.

A new lease of life for them, the bridge burnt behind them.
Next year, i am up! With andrea ay?? HELL. ANDREA ( lee ah ? ) I am not gna smile at you anymore laa! MAKE ME. haaa.


LASTLY, i found a job at dad's doctor friend/ mahjong kaki clinic.
Its some x ray clinic at raffles city. Will blog the name once i know.
But i am starting work on weds, COME DOWN TO FIND ME
ESP DURING MY LUNCH BREAKKKKK
HEH
come find me out for lunch, if my mood good, i treat la! ha hahaa
Money money, come to mummy.
Okie, but the point is! I think this one month worth of work is gna be awesome

Learnt that

The only person that can defeat you thoroughly is yourself.
Don't let yourself, be the downfall of yourself.


I will post nice nice all the eventsss heh. Once i get hold of the pictures. Till theennn!
Summaaarrryy:

1) BBQ-ed and Pooled with Sirongivandarrenarrontvinniekyliewendyyuanyi.
It was very very funny when it rained and we started running to e chalet which is all the way to the other end from where we were.
Neverthelss,i really had a great chiillinn time.

2) WAAAAAAAAA. i forgot.... but once i get hold of the pictures ... yeah mann !

Today,
Dad brought vinnie and wendy out for perenakan lunch after our game of pool.
Coollllllllllll.
Track,
Job scouting with the two H-s at food court.
Homee.



What took me so long.?
Hmmm,

Angst is something that will pass

Resolution,. i'll do the best i can

Xoxo

Encouragements works wonders for me. what works for you?
Let good words and praises come out from your lips,
It. can make a person's day.
( my own opiniion)



HEY XIN XIN DRUG. I KNOW YOU WON'T READ THIS, AND YOU BETTER NOT,
BUT AFTER YOUR O LEVELs SEE MY ''心意'' ALSO GOOD. GOOD LUCCCKKK FOR O LEVELS, YOU'VE CAME A LONG WAY AND I KNOW YOU CAN'T WAIT TO PARTY WITH ME AFTER THAATT. WE CAN GO WEST COAST PARK, WE CAN GO BEACH AND WE CAN PLAY MAHJONG AND CUT HAIR TOGETHER. THE BOTTOMLINE IS : I believe you can do it! the rest of those sentences are excitement on my own part.

If i keep looking at that locked door how will i ever see the doors that had open for me?
Unblind me lord, i knw its gna be hard.
but, i need you to show me the way.

Hush

I shout for the sky i'm stuck on the ground.

....Why? I thought i found my way, i really... need people here who believes in me.

To keep my head high and and be happy like how i used to be, its a chore.

When there was you you and you who have absolute faith in me,

i was Carefree.

Sure.

Taking every step with a ''bounce.''

Now i feel like i'm coming undone.
Is that a good thing? Opening up to new stuffs, to fresh perspectives, to places never ventured befr, but sometimes i just... want to stick to my comfort zone, Even A. could tell how i'm feeling.

Today saw me rather hyped up for frisbee, i didnt have suppliers to even allow me to attempt catching the frisbee.! First time i felt so loserish, rly. But then again, this time saw the class rising and falling together, As in, Everybody were '' 3Fing! '' together at the start and then just quiet and cool about it altogether when the match ended. Sighs, another day at school tmr .
Another long.... hopefully betteer day? Yeaah.

Heads up, I'm up for the beach anytime.
...
...
(: ?

I need you all back.

Baby are you going down down down down down

Shangrila la la la hotel.-

It was some kind of dinner whereby all the surveyors, valuers and probably all the 'land specialists' in Singapore gather together.

There was a magician who performed a beautiful act! He fanned a plant and roses appeared. He even lifted the whole table up just by lifting the table cloth ! I tried it on our table but... failed.

Anyhowww! This dinner was cool because there were games during the whole dinner.
In the beginning, it was just some speeches which Huiting and i laughed
throughout! Because.... becausee... grins. Anyway, it as yawn-worthy . But, when the emcee said there were going to be games, i got excited!

Untill he added '' Don't volunteer yourself, i tap your shoulder'' -,-

But, grins, though there were like... i guess big figures there, i really didnt seem to care much ay. I think my table whereby our two families of cousins are seated had the youngest people .

One of the games is ---
They would play a song and ask us to guess the show! The first one i knew was Singapore idol! But when i walked up halfway, another dude beated me to it.
The second one, when i knew it was PCK i half walked half ran up to the stage!
Heh, I could feel all the eyes staring and the camera right at me, Buutt. Ah.
Nevermind la, fun can alrdy hor. ( this time i see him need people go up then i go one leh! )

In the end, i answered

'' what is pck's wife name'' correctly and got a photoframe.

Befr that, he was asking all the contestants

'' What company are you from?''

All of them gave those long company names i haven't heard of.

When he asked me which company i was from i almost '' TKSS'' him, But i changed my mind and said '' Lee boon haw surveyor'' and he mis heard and mis pronounced
it big time! Everybody laugheeed.

Other than that, i entertained myself with tap tap's'new perspective.' Hell, it was fun.
W hen it was time for the lucky draw, my bro rushed up to the stage when they announced our number. PSPPP!

Waaaa.
waaaa.
waaaa.
(huixun's style)

Ovverall, it was pretty fun, and it is a pity Huiting stayed over for one night only!
The first 10 course dinner i went, i went up to the singer and asked them to sing the song '' beause you loved me by celine dion'', ( bettttyyyyyyy ! ) grins, would have recorded it or sthg but yeah.

Me, ahmah and bro.

Me and huiting




Mummy and I

One of the games,

Ahgong- lee boon haw

Went to Central grove just now
For ahgong's b'day party today after chuch.
Ate buffet, played x box ( i improved alot! ) And stress.
Huiying's a crazy girl.

I hope there will be alot of cousins sleepover during the holidays.
( on both sides of my family)

In church, we played indian poker and i drank 4 cups of water blardy quickly in like a duration of 15mins? I wnted to sabo andrea and heather! BUT IN THE END, It was me who blardy hell drank the most.

Well done me.
After that, i had to go toilet URGENTLY many times-,-

12.20am, time for bed.

I learnt that sometimes, what i desire might not be the best for me.
I learnt that, i should live life simply.
Simple is good..
At least thats what i want for now.
No nothing.