Decent.

They say

Be the master of your mind. Do not be mastered by your mind.

Probably really have to remember this.

Careful not to have ugly thoughts and hearts.  It shows. 

be the belle of the boulevard

I am at the point in my life where, all the years of work culminates to this.
I've worked for my class, for internships, for everything, and the real deal is
the employment opportunity, the value they put on me.

will I make meaningful contributions as part of the economic workforce/ society.
where should I take my next step... who will see something in me?

Do I genuinely have something to contribute? Or am I just gna be another person in society.
Just wna neatly (nicely) go through this phase and settle into the rhythm.
of work, contribution, colleagues, meaningful work, activities, social circle, nice meals, milestones(?), giving back.

To get into this virtuous tone of --> learning, being a professional in what I do, professionalism,
commitment, balance, fulfillment, satisfaction. To do what I find meaning in, to be at the places I'd like to, at the right time. I have thoughts bout it. Time to make them reality, can I.

 Its a jump to the next phase. I ask that I've considered what I needed.
At the same time, I ask that, I do not get into it to the extent that I've rid of joy.

Through growing up, I ask that I remember who I like myself to be. That I work on me as a person and not the superficial stuff. To remember life, to live, values. and not things that are temporal.


Stay cool, kris. Stay cool everybody.

Through it all, I've thought about it.

Thanks for holding me at every point and also at my weakest and loving me(for me)anyway. Love u.
Stay Cool. Ya're the Numero Uno.