where are u- motivation?

where.

why do i feel so tired. its not even the beginning.

feeling like everything is so mundane. feeling the drag. monotony. living. waiting for time to pass. living the seconds of my life away. keeps ticking away.

is it inspiration that's lacking?

so much to do. so little time.

oh the contradiction. too much time, waiting for it to pass// too little time, so much to do.

whattttttt. Don't get it.

Wish I could be my own individual, a better one.

These days are a drag. They said if life is black and white, start dreaming in colors.

Its true. I need to start dreaming again.

make the days count.