Lol. Used to love the attention ( not in a way that i will deliberately try to seek it)
but in a way that I won't shy away from it.
Used to tell the story of my life.
what changed?
i know i can get out of this. I know i can.
I know many people are rooting for me.
Time to get out of my shell.
Coz I'm much better than this.

Got to have the right influence. With all the time in my hands, I cant be flippant about this.
Nope.

Guts kris.

The thing about me is. I feel like a perfectionist.
I can't tolerate my own failures.
I magnify my weaknesses and brush off my strengths.
That isn't the way to go.
Gta be brave. Be strong.