19.
the age between child-likeness and adulthood.
Ya're neither here nor there.
You can't tell if you're suppose to put away your childish/ childlike ways and learn to be an adult.
Or if one still has time to be the kid( The happy).

Sheltered. Yet realising that I gotta be my own person.
To carve out something apart from what I've known.
What next?
Can I transit the right way?

Tine to put away habits that brings me comfort but stops me from being the better person I can be.
Growing up really aint easy.
Transitions arent easy.

Am I gonna live my life flippantly?
Or with purpose?
The former seems to tell me its gna be less painful, easy. ( therefore perhaps..ok?)
The latter suggests pain. Yet the possibility of genuine joy ( of having push frontiers and being the person we can be)

To be the best version of ourselves. That should be our goal.
Rmbr that ok?
Everybody. Anyone reading this.

Is it better to face reality- risk being depressed by it/face reality and perhaps find genuine happiness
or be in my shell? happy...  happy I'd reckon.

Sometimes..... like..... its better to just..... live in my own shell.

"Even the sun sets in paradise."

lights up.

Pressure is mounting.