"Precision is key. When the error of margin is small"

facing all the barriers. all at once.
can i cross over'em.
and clinch my prize?

Am i... was i just trying to prove something.

can't lose sight of my goal.
keep going kristal.
do it once.
do it well.

Trying to find the epiphany in life.
in the end, people on this earth are trying to make/find meaning to their life, before it ends.
It doesnt matter what people are, who they are, where they come from.
as long as they are doing something that gives them meaning to live.
as long as they are living.
then, we should give them all the respect they deserve. then we should'nt judge them.
who are we to judge another.
who?we are all people.. passing through earth.
the time will pass...
many people do their best to avoid mistakes, bad times, yet. arent these times the very moments that are precious that redefines us. that just purify us.
i'm in transition....
Be patient.

I find it hard to be completely honestly. About how I feel. ( to anybody)

Even the best falls down sometimes.
Reaallly......

Cause they say. Only the rich could afford to be poor.
The professional can afford to slack around. They accumulated much.
The people who haven't stopped to find meaning in their life.
Are the one who satisfy the caviet of putting everything down.
To search for it.
Paradox.

Don't knw where life is taking me.

Can't trust anybody. For nuts.

遇到不如意的事失落而想放弃.

Tell me. How . Do I rid of it ??

Character flaw.

I feel like dying.
Drowning in my inadequacy

Tell me. How to keep it all together.

); may I know who I can tell all my fears to.
); someone who won't judge.

Live my life.

I feel like giving up on everything.
I don't want to... Have to put in so much effort.
Yet realise...........

I don't really know. What to do right now.
It's so so so hard to charge forward.
Knowing that my trooper ain't with me.

Please. Work. ( smart/ hard)
You know the pain now. Shall stop here.

I feel like imm going through hell now.
The difficulties that plague this road really stops me in my track. Make me wonder if I should forge on.
I don't want to complain. But this is tough. It is more than I can take.
);
Can I break.

); cause nothing is given.
One got to earn it.
); it's harder than ever.
); where's the support when I needed it);
Where.

;( comparing myself to others will only make me miserable
So I should stop it.
How is it that some people just got thier lives together,
Like eveything falls nicely for them.
I thought it was the same for me too.
But. This is harder than I thought.
Imm not sure if I can pull through);
);

;( don't ever forget.  How you really should be treated.

Tell me why.

); so blardy tired and sick of life.

So blardy tired.); 

..... that maybe... It's something more than I can handle.

I feel so broken.
Maybe . I shouldn't try so hard......
Stop. Trying.
Stop.
Everything. That imm doing.

To love and be loved.

This drives me.....over the edge.
I wonder If you ever really.... Cared. From the start.

This world....

Doubts
Character. Me. Who.
What?

Everything threatens to fall apart.

I don't really want to live anymore.

I've got so much cut out for me.
Gta work the ground honestly. ( every sq. ft.)

Can. Do.

Never be afraid to go after yr goals.

That people may be around.
Does it really matter.
At the end. One wna live one's life.
Create it. The way it should.
Only I know. What matters...
Come on.

I need to get my act together.
#lets do this.
kristal!!!!

); don't know who to run to anymore.

I NEED TO STAY FOCUSED.
ON WHAT IS IMPORTANT.
I CANT LET ANYTHING ELSE ...
CANT.
KRISTAL. WAKE UP YOUR IDEA.
WAKE UP.

Either i work till.. i drop. these few months.
or. i let it go loosely.
make your choice.
dont look back.,

PUSH COMES TO SHOVE.

Mariana

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i hate engaging in schendenfreude.
i hate being me.
its getting crazy.
kristal
Dont forget.please dont. dont dont dont.
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i cant side track or deviate from my plan.

Need to wake up.
live my life.
live my life.