tell me why
Kristal!
You cant face the struggle you cant.

Need to think thoughts that are right.
positive. forward looking.
(:
can-do.
you've got time. Kristal.
You've got.

life.

Skills.train your thinking.
its important.
your flow of thoughts.

come back stronger. makin it.

will score better than before this time.
This time. I'll get to choose my courses.
This time. It'll be better.
Its coming.

moving on.

one needs to understand that..
its only gna leave me 10 times more focused.
10 times stronger.
Grit.

Life officialy suck.

Aint shunning away.
Dont come up with excuses.
it is what it is.
be brave.
be courageous.

This is but a chance for you to do better.
grab it grab it.
Dont let childish fears get to you.

Gone with the wind?

Kristal
Do you realise that your goal is to make it to the local university?
Do you not rmbr.
Do you not know that so much is at stake.
That the reality of the matter is. You've got a shot at this. One day.
One day each to make it count.
Kristal.
Prepare yourself!!!!
Do not... slacken off.
Keep getting into this.

Like what my best friend said
Negativity could come and it could seemingly overwrite
The good stuffs.
But I gta Rmbr to count my blessings.
Coz they mean so much more. They could mean so much more
If I like it.

Got to soldier on.
Obstacles are part and parcel of life.
The more worth it. The harder to get it.
The more challenges you face.
Are you gna let these defeat you?
Or will you fight'em.
It is'nt easy.
But it is possible. Go kris.

Everything is in my hands.
how i play the cards in my hands
plan to play it right.

some days are good.
some... not so.
But I'm trying.
Really am.
Really wna make this work.
give me the stomach guts bravery to get through this.

To the end.

Goodbye to the old me.
Dead and gone.
Kristal. Be positive. In any circumstance.
Come on.

i need to someone to scold me awake.
cant keep deviating from where i wna go...
what i wna do...

Rmbr why you first started this Kristal.
Rmbrrr!!!!!
Dont let... other thoughts come in.
Keep focus.
on your goal.
on what you plan to achieve by this year.
Kristal!!!!!!!!
Dont back down.

Tell me things are gna work out.

TELL ME WHY.

These days aint easy.
Its like I got to catch myself.

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Freak. First time being put in such a postion\.

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I've got a revelation. recently.
got to make sure my brain is pushed to its limits each day.
come onnnn.
gotta give my all.
no half hearted effort Kristal.

Time to right it.

Nothing seems right.

Break me.

like this.

My friend told me that I should actually be in a '' virtous cycle'.
To be motivated. To keep doing and doing. Like it becomes a habit. A postive habit.
Right now, I'm feeling so upset with myself.
Only completing half of what i wna do in a day.
Taking far too long on papers.
I really need to take this more seriously.

Kristal. Tan.