Bliss.  Gta look at the positive!!!!

Staying positive. That's the key!

it never has been. easy.
Kristal.

Kristal.
Fix your eyes.

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From the truth that I said.
Come by it honestly,
Thought I saw you wink no 
I'll be on the brink so. 

Low/

Need to be braver. Need to be stronger. Need to dream bigger. To achiever bigger. grind.

Don't settle for mediocrity kristal. not this time 

Lol. Life's a joke. 

Life's a joke. 

Tell me what  Imm suppose to feel? 

The past few days made me distance myself from you. 

Can't help it. 

Though you don't mean it.

But.

There's so many things going through my mind.

Gta prioritize. Things are gna get better!!   

Mark my words. 

Got the ingredients for the broth.
Kristal. Get an attitude check.
Check.If  the actions, thoughts... If they
Contribute towards achieving yr goal.
Common kristal.
There's a lot of things to be done.
Who doesn't know?
Take it a step at a time.
It's gna get better.
It will.
Nail it.
Once.

Imm actually starting to think that...
Perhaps.. The results I have now..
Is really what I deserve.
Serve me right for... Being who I am...
For.. Not being humble. For not learning.
I've got to keep both feet on the ground.
Literally gta rise and grind. 
Grind.
Coz alot of work needs to be done. Kristal
Don't shun from the difficulty you might face.
The effort you have to put in. Rmbr. You chose this.
Don't let anybody down. Don't let yourself down.
The only reason you chose this was because you made you
Mistakes so you wna learn from them and not make the same mistakes
Kristal. The last thing ever is to repeat the mistake. Learn quick.
Nobody is going to wait.
If you've gta do and something... And...
It's awful. Go through it. Pain is temporary,
Plan Kristal. Set a plan so you won't feel nervous at the work you've got to do.
To manage your time better and not aimlessly completing tasks that would otherwise
Not value add. Rmbr that each day got to count. Your exams are in November.
Plz discipline yourself to recap the things you learn each day before you sleep.
This is the least you can do for yourself.
Sharpen your exam skills and content.
Rmbr that there are many competitors.
Rmbr.. That... This is real.
Competition is real. 
Kristal. Are ya gna win? 
Game on Kristal. 

If I could, I'd spend every moment talking to you.
making every moment count.
coz. I think... I really.....

But...

Time.
prohibits.

I can do this. I will make it to the local uni with the course of my choice.
#kristal tan go.

#make this year count.
Make each day count.
Rmbr.

I chose this. 
I chose this.
I chose this. 

Who can I draw inspiration from?
All the while... I've been looking for role models.
Zzz.
Such a drag. But gta keep going.

Jason Mraz

I've got to learn what I got
Who I am what I'm not.

Feeling so vulnerable.
dont really know what to do.
right now, life feels like a lie.
Gta keep my feelings together.
Surely, better days will come.

Right now, I gta keep pushing on.