One wrong step and its all it takez

I tried to act pro! Cause Betty said i look liked some noob on the board.

So, yeah. It turned out like that! Heh, Had a greaat time with her at pasir ris park! It was so carefree, two of us, tryin out sthg new and i wore slippers to skateboard!

Luckily, i ddint fall at all ( heh, i am proud of this fact man! )

Thanks to Betty i managed to travel on the board after a few minutes! Atcually, wthell man. Its rly pretty easy-,-

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I AM BACK! Miss me ? Feel like killin me? Must have been feeling like '' HELLL. Waste my time, come here then see the same old post at the top! ''. Right? Rigghhhtt. Anyhow, this shall be a pictureful and eventful post! I have had so much going on for me this month. And i can conclude that its been great. But i believe that yeah, it gna get better and better. Anyway, I dare say that during these months i've learnt and become more sensible in my thoughts! I think. K.

And you better wish me luck that the photos upload fast today! Oh yeah, how the hell do i sett my settings so that nobody can steal photos ahh. Shit asss.

lol. ps : Did you realize that all the photos, take here take there, is all the same background! Heh, atcually cause, we were just going back and forth aye-,-

hehh heh. but. yes yess. We will take it one step at a time.

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Last night, a freakin thursday night, i went to Cine with Valerie ! We reached orchard at 7.30pm! THEN she told me the movie '' FIGHTING'' ( a must watch, i sumpa), was at 9.30pm. So, we watched the skateboarders, bikers and skaters at the skatepark! he he. We were ''wowing'' at almost everything ah. Eye opener, some really took my breath away. I just had to look away at those who kept tryign and falling and trying and failing . If i could conquor the slopes there, yeah baby. thats an achievment right there.

Grins.The movie is NC 16 btw! Heh. Valerie thought i was sleeping throughout the movie! Cause i was in a super awakard position. Can't help it right! 2nd row leh, what-cha expect. Heeh, but honestly! Damn, the movie was thrilling. Grins. i seriously love fighting shows. Fighters are hawt stuffs. Befr the movie, we went to eat our 2nd-time dinner. GUESS HOW MUCH :

One plate of fish and chips, japanese curry chicken pizza, two packs of fries, one mash potato and one pack of onion rings cost !! CRAZZZY 7 BUCKS. 7 BUCCKKKSSS. It was hell great. There was a big screen tv and free access to internet there too! Reached home at 12am. Night walks are atcually really simply nice.

And hey dudes! My stomach is grumbing, i guess i wna go eat dinner now.

I WILL UPLOAD THE REST Of the photos next time! !



TMR. the girls are coming, we are gna sleep and cuddle tghter and off lights, then go for a movie marathon. Kiss-yr-asss.

Til next time!,

Xx.Kristal.




Do you knw whats worth fighting for?

I've been asking myself this. asking and asking.

Why the hell? Satisfy me.

Do you know what makes you happy?

Would you rather be with someone you love, or someone who makes you happy.

hell, i tell you/ There's a difference.

Do you sometimes feel like you could have done better.

That you wish you can rewind the dammitalways passing time.

But then again, i look.,forward. to whats thats yet to come.

Every step we climb another mountain! i can't blog. I can only type in this title box. Tmr is racial harmony, half day school. Yeah baby.

Better than i expect

GREAT DAY TODAY! Will elaborate more when i decided if i should . (heh) and , photos next time,! Once the camera is charged. But roughly, today, i went Skateboarding, Night safari and Arcade! Teeh. K, next time! Goodnight!

Well, really. Anything, As long as its fun . I'm game.

You lose some, you win some.

gain ! Score 1.

It takes 37 muscles to frown and only 36 to reach up and slap that person across the face.

Rigghhhtt. Yeah huah. Nothings' big enouf to shake me!

The way i do

Colour me bright.,

Grins! Today was a pretttyyy gooddd dayyy! I.am.serious. *keeps a stern face.

Anyhooww! its the weekends again!~ How cool is thaaat. heeh. This weekend, my days are gna be jam packed. Which is pretty great. I can't stand to watch days past, knowing that i could have lived this day better, have it more fun and all. So yeaha. Gna meet Betty at Pasir ris park tmr for skateboarding. (wa. eh. if you go there and see us. I think you will only see two girls falling and trippin eh) but yeah! its gna probably be fun! heeeh. My other half of a magnet. Thhen, gna meet the guys at Night Safari hopefully. . And then, marina barrage! hopefully again. Heh. We can plan, but yeaah, never know how its gna go. Then, on Sunday. Gna go for the normal tuition, Aerrilyn is crazy over my hp game! -,- He he. Yeah. Then, Harry potter with the cousinss. HOW - COOL-. is that gna be. Welllll, i rmbr sleeping through one of the harry potter movie-,- Can't believe it. K. Today was a great day! I realized my seat in class now is pretty .... intresting! With Ryan, arron, darren, shafiq, and harvin all around me! Wa wa. But damn, Can't rly feel the void left behind by betty. Its like darn, sthg's missing-ya know? Like the colour red,blue green yellow from the rainbow is missing. But yeah. Kylie huixun yuanyi and janice! So glad to have them there. Kylieeeeeeee. ! thanks yo. Fr yeah.. pretty much everything. K.

Lets see. Its time for dinner!

The more my heart can't get enuf.
As the mixtape plays, the memories flashes on.

I have been surviving wellll

I just finished paris hilton my bff show. I think the first season's one was so much better!

Anyhow, it was still pretty entertaining. Have been acting like a professional pig since i came home. Mum woke me up in the early morning and told me '' you cannot be like that ah kristal. Cannot say don't feel like going to school then don't go ''. Kinda woke me up from my sleeping mode-,- Thought about it for awhile, it was kinda horribly true. So, i did one sit-up and took my time to get ready for school. By the time i left home, it was 7.20am i think? Coughed during the majulah anthem then the pe teacher told me to take my temperature-,- Then he wear mask, ask me wear mask and make me sit on the dammit chair. He freaking stood so far away from me! Idiot. But Mr vincent tan on the other hand!! Saw me, and walked to me and ask me if i okay.

He's great man. Heh. I looked like a ninja-ess i bet. I wore spects + mask= 3/4 face covered. ! heh.

So yeah, came home and continued my sleep. But the rain was stopping by then.___.

Woke up, went to see doctor. The doctor crazy one. He say '' i always standard give 3 days mc one! I don't like to give 1, 2 days. So give you 3 days! Then you got untill next monday! good hor ?'' ha ha ha.

Yeaaaah, sigh.

Lollll. Elgin just made me laughed 5 secs ago!

Elgin-☻ - I am a waste of the filth I was made out of- says:
*gribns?
OH... we watched The MAID for CE lesson :D
†You won't be around to be my saving grace says:
*grins
LOL
horror movie!
whoa
heng ah
i bet i would scream ay._.
Elgin-☻ - I am a waste of the filth I was made out of- says:
Dun worry.. ryan sure scream louder..
Lol.. he scream DAM loud.. and as usual harvind took 5 seconds to reacts :D
†You won't be around to be my saving grace says:
HA HAHA
WTHEL
HA HAHA.

''thats when i love you'' -aslyn

bom pow pow

i just woke up from my 3 hrs of sleep and its 9.18pm now. Having the flu. My eyes hurts. Lorna says its the heat radiating frm my eyes. Heh. That makes sense! Rly didnt feel good. Picked up my phone and found out that the ASSES-Vinnie and wendie ( eh, are you all jumping fr joy now or what? ) don't have to go to school till monday! Somehow fr a sick and betty-less kris, that sounds pretty attracting. Then, come to think of it. That would be a fking cowardish act-- Not to come to school. I mean, hey kris. Pucker up ( though i don't know what the hell this means, i think it feels like GET MOVING . ) I still can live through the day greatly. I believe. -- yeah baby? Just look around me. I wanted a perfect ending. Now i've learned the harrd way; that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle ane end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it w/o knwing whats going to happen next. By yours truly. Kris.

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got you there didnt i?
Nope.__, its from an old chicken soup book i randomly picked up.

Ok., i think this is the hundredth time lorna call me alrdy !
She wake me up 50 times, call me to eat another 50 times.
She is gna ring the 2.50bucks bell on me any moment now.
I bet.
Desperate attempt calls for desperate measures ay.

Anyhow, oral was!! Not bad. The topic was about weather i like sports! Which is......
probably a topic i can really... SHOULD REALLY be able to talk alot about!


Sighhhss, tough baby!

Sing-to-the dawwn


10pm, dinner time. -,-

I still have you

You might see me cry, but you'll never see me fall.

helluva bowling day.

Random pictures- mixed.

The sky divers! Each of them did at least 100 jumps! Crazy asses. I also want ah.

They were so close to the cable lines i thought one of them was gna get stuck there!

But all of them landed well! It was cool to see them real life. If you watch it on the television, theres no kick one! but, if you see them life, you feel the exhilaration when they are touching down fast and furiously! This kind is the you-soo-had-to-be-there thing.

Mao mao, i chased her up the stairs to catch this!

Ndp

Day out--- with class and most importantly betty!

Today was a fun day! Been so long since i went crazy again ah. Sigh. Those days when i felt like i was on ecstacy. Anyhow, kinda surprising how all these people are the ones to be able to make me laugh so good!

He he. Funny people, Lets see who was present today :

Betty,ArronT,RyanT, Lorentz ( THE PEOPLE WHO WAAA. Made me laugh alot)

Wingling,( the forced one, grins)

junpeng,(the owe me green tea one)

Himmat, (the half way through ice age said ' holy shit'', cause he saw a bigger dinosaur. ha ha ha )

Elgin ( the one who kept asking me if i got bitten my ivan-,- Wa. eh. )

Darren ( the one i offred chips to, and freaking no shame take a HANDFUL! '' ha ha ha)

Jansen ( The pro bowler ah . And the one who kept getting left on the lane alone by darren)

Andrew-look-alike (and i think thats about it! I don't think i miss out anybody! )

Lol, one of the funneh incidents was :

After betty bolwed, and walked back, arron said

Arron: WHOA BETTY. you have the talents and ability...... .

Betty : YESSS?. * Grins herself silly and give the ''i knw- i knw i pro look''.

Arron : of a disabled person!

Lollll. marde. Betty's expression changed 360degree. ha ah ha.

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At night, went to simsview with maid . She said her friends want to see me! And that they will be surprised to see how tall i've grown. Her friend employer helped her friend organise this bbq event for her birthday! ( LIKE THAT SAY , HE SOUNDS NICE RIGHT) , treated me to chivas+fruit punch( LIKE THAT SAY, SOUNDS VERY NICE RIGHT ) but MARDE.HE PISSED ME OFF LIKE SOME FKINGGG !@%$$.

Been so long since i felt so fking angry again! Tmd, ruin the nice cool windy night for me. It started raining halfway, so he asked everybody to go up his house.

But, i didnt want to! Cause i felt bored already. So, i said i go home first. Anyway, its just across the road . Then he fking go say

'' PLEASE LA! JUST GO UP LA! THERE'S NOBODY IN MY HOUSE! JUST GO UP LAH. I'M ASKING YOU. AND HE SAID MUCH MORE. which i forgot''.

wtf man. Whats his prob.

He somemore clasp his hand together and point the damn umbrella to me.

His reaction must be so big ahhh! The one thing i can't stand more than it all, is when people force me to do the thigns i don't want to do! I will fking make sure i do the opposite. Well, i looked at him unbelievabled, and stomed off w/o a word.

Anyhow, Lorna(my maid) came home drunk. She came over and hugged me, then whispered
'' kristal, i love you i am sorry. he is such a good employer! ''

whoa damn. I could have softly strangled her. I shooed her to her bed.

I don't know, what will be will be/

This vedio is nice! The song is great too.

You won't be around to be my saving grace.

My heart aches. You know.... like.... you knw that you're gna lose a part of you in numbered days. Been through so much, i love you so Badly good. What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? Sigh. I hope life's not a big joke, cause i can't get it at times. If fate was a person, i bet he's sitting in the dark room laughing his ass of at me. What-a-joke. I would wield a sword and slash fate by its neck:

Taste of its own medicine.

Fking taking away the one i hold on so dear to, To bear the agony of seeing every day past, knwing that you're gna leave on the plane, thousand miles away. but helll, we connect, and if we use our heart, we will be less than an inch apart.

Rly............. it put tears to my eyes.

My hot air ballooned heart became a titanic ship.

you could be happy and i won't know

21 guns-greeenday


Heeelllooo. ! I am back here for a short post. ! Been having great fun these few days. Saturday went back for chem lesson. Then went klp with huixun,wendy and vinnie! We talked quite alot ah. Honestly, w/o them i don't even talk or give a hoot about other people! But, with them.... wa. Different story altogether. Anyhow, Me and vinnie shared a pathetic piece of pizza. But it was heavenly good! With the cheese sticking out Yumyum. Chewwwychumpsyummyyum. Then, went to eat 99cents sushi buffet. ! Which was g.reat. Went to my first ever cell service at katong after that. I must admit, it was pretty good. Better then what i expected ! Felt great. But it felt weird altogether talking spirtually to the whole circle of friends. ! Minyi crazy and noisy one. ! Had a great time (:

Then, went to the ndp preview with the dumbest person on earth. Lollllll. It was not-bad. If you really payed attention to the efforts they put into the content. ! Buttt, the cool part was when they stimulated a bomb and terrorist attack! The funny part was when i wondered why unknown people are carrying namecards with famous people's name on it. I thought'' wthel-. Since when did gayle nerva became a guy''. But, turns out! They are only coming for the atcual day ah. Anyhow.,

It ended at night. And then me and shija headed to adrian's house to give him his surprise ice cream present. ! Called heather to join us since she lived just across the road! Not bad. We played doubles for tennis. ! Then Adrian's friends came. And soon after, i went home.
Reached home at 11 plus! I was hunggreeeehhh. So, i asked dad to bring bro and me out for supper! Had hot soyabean plus yummy meesua( lol, marde detailed eh) and went back home for a good sleep!

Next day, tuition first, then church. Then prawn noooddle ! Which was sighs, delicious.
After which. went to Xin's house for her birthday party! Which was pretty fun. Teeh.
Met maaanny of her friends, played many games. (:

Loved it. Slept over and we talked and talked and in the room . Finally settled down to sleep at 4 plus i guess! Woke up at 2pm the next day and went to eat western foooddd! The beef steak, with sauce all over and the most deliciou-est mash potato ever made my day! . Plus Mimi. !
We laughed a hell lot.

Then heng and xin brought me home !

To sum it up. these few days have been a combination of good food , company and games!

So right know, i need to switch mode. And not be a halfalspeep zombie in class! . I . can. do it/

Righhttttt,

A maths.

How you feel like there is a force thats pushing you back. You wna talk but you can;t make a sound. How, i try . But its the feeling of discourage-ment. How, inside i want to smile and pretend nothing happened. But i know that this is reality. It seems so long a period of time, nothing matter's anymore. fuck lah. i know you all squinting your eyes.Biantais.

We faced each other smiling, and left it all inside.
but then you went to change everything.
and i went to change everyotherthing.

You aint tryn hard enough

Boom boom clap boom de clap de clap
boom boom clap boom de clap de clap
put your hoe down!


Enlightenment! Yeaaaahhh baby. Kris feelin' great today. Sometimes i wonder why we can do ourselves in. ( read. this. slowly . and you will make sense out of it )
Like. why is there such a situation in life. Anyhow. yadadada. I wna be liberated.

Remember me......? the girl i used to be.
The one who had no qualms about anything.
yeah?


I'm gna make it come back.

I wna contact crystal seet, and talk to her for hours like i used to.
i wna contact grace and alll and ask them to go out out out soon.
I wna contact and connect.
Wait.. there seems to be so much more. I just don't rmbr now,.
yeah b aby.

Theres gta be so much more to life than chasing any temporary high.
Satisfy me


Never try to drown your troubles... Especially if he can swim.