Its been so long

aw. roar. thanks drug! You helped me be honest with myself rly. And admit, and not be ashamed to say what i want to say.

Cya soonnnnn at ecp. Roarrrrr.

Damn, My bad.

Ha ha he he ha ha ho.

lol, i found this in my pictures. Its named ''panadol'' ! By xin xin. She told me to ''look far far away''.
Thats the best i could do man. Ha h ha. Really can't act on cues can't i.
But the point is, THE HAIR. Lol I like.

*takes out shrek hairband( the one with green ears sticking out) from hair now.

Life's a shade of black and white , wtfuck do i need to colour my vision.



Tuesday

Lol. When i recieved pengda message that there was no track todayyyyyyyy, i was somehow damn blardy happy. lol. I got so excited, i called and double checked and he said two weeks no track! But then, come to think of it. I enjoy track also. Anyhow,

Today

Well, Sigh. Life's great, everything is great. .

Except that the house is blardy unwarm! Bro has been in chalet for days, Lorna has been screaming and cursing at her lesbo friend, Dad always rather entertain his friends mannnn.

Makes me wna really just go down and play cards with terrence some night.
Went to janice house a few days ago, her bro acted like ninja warrior! Use the sofas,walls and cushions as obstacles. He stole many hugs from us man. Pretty fun day! Can play full game of baseball in the house somemoree.

Supposed to watch transformers with trackers todayyy! But, decided to rush homework.

Heh, Good decision. Cause i was in the ''log'' moood today. VALENCIA. heh. Ps ah.

Ever let music provide comfort instead of the pain-bye-bye juice alcohol. Tonight, it worked. Feels great.

Sometimes, you have so much love to give. You look around, to whom .
I watch the days pass me by . Time slipped like a slippery eel outta my hands.

The song Ass, from long ago introduced me is playing on repeat mode like crazy. Nice!

Let ya'll soul gravitate to the love yaw.
Next time, i'll look before i fall.


whre are you gna bring me next?
Teeh.

Happy Papa tan day.

I need to love life so much more.

So much that i can forget its ugly,

and just busk in its beauty,

You get it.

I need help/

Grant, O lord, that i may pass this day in gladness and peace,
without stumbling and without stain,
that reaching the eventide victorious over all temptations.
I may praise you, the eternal God,
Amen

Lord, damn. I thank you for betty! She's heaven-sent. Thanks dear bettyyyy. I shall not type out how i feel here lest it gets too mushy.! hehhh. But, Yeah.At the 11nth hour, You're there with your this-is-how-i-sound-before-i-sleep-voice. ! At every moment atcually. I Love ya. .

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Well, we can't be brave if we keep having good things happening to us! Thats what i learnt. I need to face the truth. You're not gna be there anymore. . The people who is not gna be there anymore, I should let them go.

Why harp on all these. I need to take a brave step forward. Yes, i cannot bow down to life and let myself stay put where i was before. If i want change, i aint gna masquerade it. I don't really know where to start, but.

I'm gna start.

I'm screaming for a change. I'm screaming out loud.


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When the whole world walks out,
yeah. And you see someone standing there.
That baby, is your true friend.
''You know, i never thought that that statement would ever apply to me.
No, but, yeah. you get the gist.




Did i mention that, I had many great laughs with asyilah on Spp day. Ha ha. Yeahh Baby. Bishan stadium is cool too! And i beated my personal best timing for 200m this yearr. We were on the platform laughing at the guys because they missed their train. But the train door suddenly open again, then they run in. Befr that we were like ''losers! losers! ''. Then when the train door closed and we were happily seating down, we realized that we were supposed to take that train too! Lol. Shytyy bang bang.

O.A.R. (Of A Revolution) : Shattered

Great song . go hear, won't regret one.

Sometimes i feel life's like a dammit game. It is like a freaking monopoly game. Have you played a monopoly game to the end? Well, not me. I always end it halfway, when im sick and tired. I wonder if that is the kinda attitude i would treat my life with. Sick & tired. When you have just nothing to hang on to. But God? Yeah He's enough. I screw myself. for not trusting in him whole heartedly . Not bothering to do any quiet time and all, but just cry out to him when i damnit need it. I don't feel good and worthy doing that. but ah. rly.

Who am i kidding really?

Oh, Me.

No wonder.

How can i fking kid myself.

Mental note to self : Keep this post short.

Yes. we can begin! Heeh.
MY MALAYSIA POST.
--2DAYS GENTING.
-3 DAYS D PARADISE, MALACCA.

We got to bath under the moonlight.!

We got to kayak and water cycle

We got to see the native dance



Our own private pool beside the house.


Me with mum's shade



The buggy which i thought i drove damn pro-ly at first, landed in the drain._____. It was damn funny when me , heng and xin were in the buggy ! We took turns to drive. At first , i thought ... ahyah. Same as arcade one. So i pressed full blast! Wa. It zoomed right up,scared the hell out of me man. So, for the rest of the time, i stopped and go stopped and go. I was damn proud of myself untill xin said '' Eh. kristal. i think i going to vomit already leh ''. Burst-ed my bubble. Xin is good at turns and curves! Heng goes at the pace of a snail-,- Hehh. Nevertheless, what matters most is that we made it to our next destination safeee with the buggy on the road.! yeappy.

''Daddy'' was trying to get the buggy out of the drain.


THIS MAN GOT SUPER MANY COUPONS. Was tempted to like..... take some from him . Share share mah. He must have cheated and play all the kiddos game thats why man. Lol, wolf asked if he could redeemped a laptop with that. I think the prizes damn cheapscake loh. ! I think the most he could win was a soft toy. But the arcade was BIG AND well ''equipped'' man.

A HANDFUL OF REEDEMABLE YELLOWS.

WE SPENT ALOT ON THIS. I managed to hit bullseye many times! When the balloon, POPS. WA. The feeling damn shiok though i have phobia of balloon bursting loh.



The show was supposed to be the whole package of gravity-defying, breath-taking stunts and the main characters were supposed to be the while lion and tiger!
But i only saw them come out thrice! And, i almost fell alsleep-,- Heh. I so badly wanted to keep awake that i didnt mind volunteering to be the clown's audience-performer man. The stunts were great! But, heh. Quote from betty "' I've seen better.''

The poster, '' DREAMZ''. Right....


At the themepaarrrk! The queues were long! But i rather queue in genting's thempark than in Singapore's anytime man. At the very least, the weather was cool. The wind bringing volume to our hair, and our hair lashing against our faces, Damn. It was good.


Queuing up.

heh heh. See all the impatient people behind me.

Mummy went '' CRAZY AH'', when she saw this.

THE REST FOLLOWED. HA HA.

We did some shopping. Yeap, In the fitting room.

In the hotel room, with our new boxers. ! ha ha. Check it out.
Different from the two spondgebob boxers i have. !

Me with the buggy. The buggy died on us twice.
Once was halfway up the slope. In the end, everybody had to get down and push
the buggy up except... ME. Heh. Miss Driver .

The water lily the guide gave me during the '' NIGHT SAFARI''.
You expect to see animals, but all you get are plants.plants and PLANTS.

But, nontheless! It was a cool experience. Heeh.

Look at my harvest at the end of the night! The guide picked up many
things for me man! Heh. Make me happy only. He said that saga seeds
from a guy to girl represents true love. Wa, i never knew.
From primary one, i already started picking up saga seeds and giving it to many people.

Our massage place on the hill top!
There weren't anybody there.
So we had the place all to ourselves.

While waiting for the rest to finish their massage, we took pictureS.
The masage was three thumbs up gooooooddd.

'' HAIIYAT.'' The kick&box inspired by me and heng.

Many failed attempts loh. Heh, everybody cannot balance.

Read it : L.O.V.E.

K. So, i am done! Overall, the trip to Malaysia was relaxing.

Love the food, love the wind, love the long car rides with family,

love seeing Xiaogugu sticking superduper close to the cars because she did not know the way. Love the SPACE SHOT. WHICH I FORGOT TO POST. ITS A TOWER. AND YOU GO SUPER HIGH UP VERY QUICKLY, AND DOWN AGAIN. Hehhh. Bestest ride man.

Love god.

Today

Went to watch Ghost of girlfriend's past with felllooww track mates. Went arcade after that, which was pretty good. If you consider hitting the drum non-stop fun. And winning Betty in basketball ( WA THAT ONE FUN ) great times.
Yesterday.

Would have posted the pictures taken yesterday and write a little about Drag Me To Hell and the day out with the girls [ and befr i forgot, guys ] which turned out really thankfully pretty good. BUT I DON'T HAVE MOST OF THE PICTURES. Assss.

Because they say my 3.2 megapixel camera lousy. ok loh. So no post.
Heh.

TILL NEXT TIME. ~


they let it go away.
You knw its nver too late.
get up and start all over again.
Find a way to smile and never let it get away.

i let go

i let go

你已经远远离开，我也会慢慢走开。/

Chances fading now. I tried, Is it worth it to let one folly hunt me and drag me .What goes around comes around, baby i thought you knew. 360degrees. Karmic

payback, whatever. I didnt ask for this. but i let this happen, watch it all worsen, wear thin and ...

b.r.eak.

Fuck it all. This isn't meant to be.

Ecp, tent, waves tmr. !
Photos of Malaysia soon.


I tried, and it is all that matters.

You lift my feet off the ground.

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Track aint as great today ! My hands and legs were on good terms-,- and were working together. So i ran with left hand left leg, right hand right leg. Lol.

Farah also laughed at me.! After track, went to watch Hannah Montanah the Movie with Heather. Lolll. Damn nice. ! Waa.

Everytime the guy flashes his smile, Heather and i automatically gush. Ha ha ha. The song lyrics are meaningful too! I cried at the part where she sang the song for her dad.

''Caterpillar on the tree, have you wondered what you will be ?''

I think the chorous is shtg like that.

Before that, we went to the arcade for a round of car racing. I was marde... quite confident. Lolll. Then i somemore go bet with her green tea. But hell. She didnt get second. ...... And i didnt get first. Yeah you get it. I was screaming '' greeen tea! green tea! '' at every curve and bends. I can't control my car well at turns. ! ._____. Thats why she overtook me. ! heh. But she also pro lah. Couldn't say that for basketball. Heather threw the ball above the dammit machine. ! Lool. I was weak with laughter after that alrdy. But i still won. ! ha ha ha.

It was a great night.

So yeah, we are quits. 1- 1

Reached home at 10.30pm? heeeh.


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Day before, Betty came my house first. ! Wanted to do chem but we worked for merely half and hour and we went down for food and watched mvs. Spent our time on bed. ( ha ha ha ) . Then Kylie came and poof. We were off to grandpa's condo. 5 Mins walk from my house.

Decided to go grandpama's house to eat lunch ( heh, ahmah's food is nice) impromtu-ly ,

gym and aerobics room after that. Was drenched with sweat.

It reads "' in your dreams! '' Betty took like..... 5 mins to write these 3 words! Biantai one. ha ha ha.

I'M GOING OFF TO MALAYSIA TMRRRR. WAKING UP AT 6.30AM I HEARD. Means i only got what... 5 hours of sleep? Started packing only just now. but i am donee! Heeh. Miracle worker aint i.

I AM EXCITED FOR GENTING HIGHLAND'S THEMEPARK......(right).

If you are thinking....chey genting. Aye.. BUT YOU ARE STAYING PUT IN SUNNYSINGAPORE. Eat it. HEH.

Anyhow. Then drive in to Mallacca for resort stay and all? i not sure ay. Going with the whole bunch of cousins. !
Cya 5 days later!

\MEANWHILE, MISS ME would ya. I wouldnt mind sneezing many timeees.

WITH LOVE, KRIS.

''Gone with the wind. Just let myself flow. Let it take me where it wants to go

Till i open the door, theres so much more.
I've never seen it before.
I was trying to fly but i couldnt find ways
You lift my feet off the ground,
spin me around. You make me crazier.
Feels like i'm falling and every sky was my own kind of blue.''

Crazier- taylor swift.



Giving thanks to the lord. Amen.

For you gay.

YOUR SURPRISE.

Surprise!!H@ppy Birthd@y hahahaha!=}}love<3>

_____________________--BETTY

Going out to girl in green !

Fellow Ex Netballers. ~ grins.

HA HA. HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY RENEE. HERES THE POST AS PROMISED. Lolll. If you ask for it, you get itttt. And i do it ever willingly. Wellll. Heyyy. The clock struck 12 alrdy. And its 17 mins and counting that you're spending your special day.
You fun gay. Known you for what? Almost 3 years yeah. Welll. Just wna say :

Stay gay. Keep the mosquitoes coming to suck your blood.

Stay lame stay friendsly.

HAPPY ROCKIN' 15TH.

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Xo,Krist