Boom dynamite.

想通..你却又在考到我,败给你的黑色幽默。
lol, My fav. song now.
by jay chou.

Just came back from a great night! . Went fish and co and watched 17again to celebrate jon's birthday. He he.
Best night of the week man. Saw rebecca... rmbr the drama teacher we had in sec 2. She and her friend was singing live at fish and co. I went down and asked to dedicate ''thinking of you'', to the tankwokyan family. ha ah ah, to be fair. Well, the food was shiok man. Two thumbs up.

Came out of fish and co and the sky was dark already. Breathed in the nightlife baby. Love it man, Then, movie! . ha ha ha. Jacq couldn't stop laughing! laugh untill damn... wa, crazy somemore. I couldn't help but join along. grins. The movie was great man. . Esp the part where Zac efron comforted his daughter after she got ditched. Grins, the lines were the best man.
BUT. YET. the best part was.
ZAC EFRON HIMSELF. ha ha ha.
Can't believe i am atcually saying this lah.
Photos another timeee~

Saw Changxu and fengbo in the mrt, lol. Didnt even know it was them. And they sang hei se you mo while on the same way home. I have to admit that MY CHINESE ORAL REALLY IMPROVE LOH. Just now, this foreigner came and give me his phone. He asked me to translate what the chinese coach was talking about. So i switched between FLUENT Chinese (grins) and english. Boy, did i translate well.

fucktorastion. I realized its back to school in the morning tmr....ugh.
12.35am.,

goodnight world.

Struggling for one more breath

1234, hi paw.

Grins. This reminds me of cow.

Badai did this. Crazy one. I tried like shit also cannot get. yeah man. 222.

The still running soohan despite tear of thigh muscle. Ho ho.

Trying hard to press on.

But it seems like the motivation is gone,

URGH.These few days,i have been enjoying school-less weekdays.I really..honestly did not like running.But, its the competition... when you see the other atheletes, you want to be better.There is this sudden urge to want to run faster and reach the finishing line a tat earlier.

Thats how.... thats why.

Have been enjoying the days alot,with many funny stuffs.Lol.Lately, i can't tell funny stuffs out. Cause when i say, it ends up... like.. not very funny leh.___. Lol. At times,

We worked pretty hard. The days past and it came down to this day where its finally...

The relay. The 4times100 relay.

I thought they say that if you picture yourself succeeding... then you will succeed.

I thought they say champions see themselves winning....

They expect and feel the tinge of imagined happiness when they believe.

I tasted shortlived glory before the race. Cause, in my mind, it was all '' YOU ARE GNA GET OWNED PEOPLE''. I really was... very much ready. Probably very much ambitious.

THEN WHY.

Why..... why was i clueless about where the ''passing zone'' of the baton was and in turn caused the team to get disqualified. I'M SORRY.Man, i seldom say sorry... I know that i am not one who backs down so easily. but, Man. URGH./

We did not beat our personal best because of the screwed passing. But, we could still qualify for semi -finals. But because i ran out of the zone, our rank dropped from Nationals 18, to Nationals 999. (DQ- disqualified)

The sudden rush of indescrible feeling washed over me. A mixture of disappointment, anger, all the shitty stuffs lah. And when i heard the juniors qualified, BHAM. That feeling sucks.

We could have celebrated our victory together. Congrats anyway people./

Whats worst is...

SOO HAN. When i saw you crying, when i put my arms around you, i wished i can share your sorrow. I didnt feel anything after the race.But, it hit me hard when soohan said ;''' I really try to do my best already! I reallyy..... tried. its my fault'. And. Bulleyes. I felt it.

Had prayed in between that hopfully we won't get disqualified.

We did anyway.

Yeah, the team don't blame me. Nobody did. Just spurring on and....encouragements.

but, yeah. You know.. theres this nagging feeling of blame tugging on my heart strings.

but no; I won't stain my footsteps by this tainted PAST.

he he. For all the encouragements and words of comfort,''THANKS''.

RIGHT BACK AT YOU.

I shall change out of my track pants and ho ho.

A Chapter closed.

This empty lair. ''Too many stars for one night to hold''. ..

I'ma hold out.

Aw damn, loser.

Champ. kris. rmbr.

If I had one wish............... you'll be my best friend, troubles never end, walk down the old brick lane.

Run free.

Lord, i am amazed by you.

You dance over me when i am unaware.

Lord, you turned my mourning into dancing.

You.... lord.

Thanks for the song Cow.

Two men looked out of the prison cells'
one saw the mud, the other saw the stars.
I read those lines over and over again.

I was ashamed of myself.
I am going to learn and i will see stars.

Once again, like how i used to.


The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures

Why do i start walking?

When it is only the start of the race.


No i can't find the words,
cause i lost them the minutes they fell out of my mouth.
The best mistake.
A story Of mixed up chances,

Oh hoho, Blow the candles off. I'm fifteen baby! Does more candles on the cake entitles you to more wishes? Teeh. Well, I kept my wish simple this year.

FIRSTLY.

I wanna thank the 7girls in class man. Esp kylie ay. ha ha. Thanks for scaring me up with your Birthday song at 12 midnight. Its reallyy.. waa. He he. Unexpected much. But, thanks oh. ! I really appreciate it. And for the card too. Its great. Well, lets go play Basketball to de-stressss oh. And, betty! Thanks for always being with me through the day man. Ho ho. Thanks for the cards Wendy and vinnie. Sweet asses, Lastly, to huixun yuanyi and janice for trying to be part of the speical day. Ha ha.

SECONDLY,

I wanna thank Adrian for freaking spoiling my surprise. Heh. No.
i wanna thank .... wa. many names. Deep breathes!
* Wanzhuo, Huimin, Stella, jiepin, Abi, Pohyee and the rest, for the yummy cake.
It ended my school day well. (=
Bliss.=Its when you have a tablefull of friends there to share your special day with you.

THIRDLY,

The countless smses and the people in school who wished me oh,
Elbert for the spikes and drawing.
Plus dad for bringing the family out for perenakan dinner again. ! he he.

I ate like queen.
And mum for Swensans ice cream cake.
And bro for card.
And maid for asking me to pick number for her in the early morning to buy ibet-,-
Never win oh.
And, Ah wong. For biking to my house for that special card at night.
I was pretty happy. The night ended off well.

Just..... B.t ! i had at least... wished for an sms oh. But, Ah, its okay.

Fourthly

1) I didnt expect much, Keep your hopes low and you won't be set for disappointment . Thats what i learnt.
2) Hm, Carry me down. Running away from sthg only intensifies the feeling many times more a while later.
3)MIND'S CAFE AND PROBABLY K BOXX with cousin to celeberate my birthday again! heh.
Shake it .
4) I realized i havent' drew in ages.... since school started this year?
Art, I miss art class with pianzi Valerie and valencia! /:

5) When i was running just now, i wished i was snuggled up under the covers of my blanket.

Life is different now. People come people go. Sometimes, you let good people slip past .
Only to realize that they atcually mean sthg to you when you turn around .

Its okay. Nobody should grieve over the past. Yes? Its time to look forward.

We can go our seperate paths, we can meet again.
New experiences, new exploits, new expressions.

Life.
Is.

Beautiful

I will grow through this.
Loose grasps loses them all
Question me then

LASTLY ,

Gracias. Xo, Kristal.

NIGHTS CHEEKBUTTS.

T-shirt.

He he. Things are getting better yo. And life's taking a slow turn to the good.

We only live life once, its now or never. So, geeehhh. Lately, i can't find the right words.

Because, i just lose them the minute they fall out from my mouth. Hoho

On a lighter note : My birthday is cominggggggggg. coming. coming.

I want to travel travel travellll. I want to see the world, the big world.

sloth. I'ma get rid of you, deadly sin.

Its a long drive, but to vegas skies.

If I could take these words

And fill them up with air

I'd fly you to the stars,

So we can disappear ---

B,ouncebounce baby bounce backkkkkkk to me.

This is it, called eclipiseee.

oh whatever happened to....

Heads up.
What can you see? behind it all... behind the damn facade.

i don't like this at all! But, its okay. Who ever said that life is smoothsailing . Perfection is never handed down to earth.

When things that always goes your way... suddenly don't, it really sucks..all the stones that i am stumbling on.
heh. but, its okay.. Though the adjusting and the 360 degree turn leaves me topsyturvy,steplesslylost.
I need a compasssssssssssssssssss.

This reminded me of what i saw on grace's notebook the other day at changi airport.
'' Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind''. Hee. I enjoy studying with shaoyun&grace man.

Is it so hard to just get what you want, what you think you very much deserve.Is it so hard to be pulled close instead of being pushed away.

But...i'm fine. Yes.

SCREAM.

"Invisible tears are the hardest to wipe away. Just let it out, my friend." ~Adabella