you could be happy and i won't know

21 guns-greeenday


Heeelllooo. ! I am back here for a short post. ! Been having great fun these few days. Saturday went back for chem lesson. Then went klp with huixun,wendy and vinnie! We talked quite alot ah. Honestly, w/o them i don't even talk or give a hoot about other people! But, with them.... wa. Different story altogether. Anyhow, Me and vinnie shared a pathetic piece of pizza. But it was heavenly good! With the cheese sticking out Yumyum. Chewwwychumpsyummyyum. Then, went to eat 99cents sushi buffet. ! Which was g.reat. Went to my first ever cell service at katong after that. I must admit, it was pretty good. Better then what i expected ! Felt great. But it felt weird altogether talking spirtually to the whole circle of friends. ! Minyi crazy and noisy one. ! Had a great time (:

Then, went to the ndp preview with the dumbest person on earth. Lollllll. It was not-bad. If you really payed attention to the efforts they put into the content. ! Buttt, the cool part was when they stimulated a bomb and terrorist attack! The funny part was when i wondered why unknown people are carrying namecards with famous people's name on it. I thought'' wthel-. Since when did gayle nerva became a guy''. But, turns out! They are only coming for the atcual day ah. Anyhow.,

It ended at night. And then me and shija headed to adrian's house to give him his surprise ice cream present. ! Called heather to join us since she lived just across the road! Not bad. We played doubles for tennis. ! Then Adrian's friends came. And soon after, i went home.
Reached home at 11 plus! I was hunggreeeehhh. So, i asked dad to bring bro and me out for supper! Had hot soyabean plus yummy meesua( lol, marde detailed eh) and went back home for a good sleep!

Next day, tuition first, then church. Then prawn noooddle ! Which was sighs, delicious.
After which. went to Xin's house for her birthday party! Which was pretty fun. Teeh.
Met maaanny of her friends, played many games. (:

Loved it. Slept over and we talked and talked and in the room . Finally settled down to sleep at 4 plus i guess! Woke up at 2pm the next day and went to eat western foooddd! The beef steak, with sauce all over and the most deliciou-est mash potato ever made my day! . Plus Mimi. !
We laughed a hell lot.

Then heng and xin brought me home !

To sum it up. these few days have been a combination of good food , company and games!

So right know, i need to switch mode. And not be a halfalspeep zombie in class! . I . can. do it/

Righhttttt,

A maths.

How you feel like there is a force thats pushing you back. You wna talk but you can;t make a sound. How, i try . But its the feeling of discourage-ment. How, inside i want to smile and pretend nothing happened. But i know that this is reality. It seems so long a period of time, nothing matter's anymore. fuck lah. i know you all squinting your eyes.Biantais.

We faced each other smiling, and left it all inside.
but then you went to change everything.
and i went to change everyotherthing.