Friday, March 12, 2010

Still learning the art of love

HEYO,
is nobodyyy visitingg this anymoreee! hehee. don't care, i believe there is. ( ............. self delude for a min) anyway, yo yo. so many many things happened recently! As in, life keeps going and going on i feel that i don't even have time to sit down and breathee. Aw babyy , so i am so thankful for this march holidays!
I was... falling apart, barely breathing, with a broken heart that;s still beatingg.
But now, in the pain, i find meaning, and, i try my best to be guarded.
--some song, i don't know the title.
So, i don't know. Never understood the true meaning of bore-inschl- pain-during lessons- fucking loss of direction- before i jumped into year 2010.
Maybe, its just.. betty's absence screams. loud to my face.
I feel sometimes,this is such a loserish thinking, to attribute whatever shit i may feel to ''betty not being here', but as much as i hate to think of it like that, its true!
Though there are the other lovely girls, but, Like... K. you are not giving me an easy time! Sometimes..... roar.
I think i have so many pictures that i don't wna upload any any moree.
yawn ywan
but, i know. life has been good to me.


To the lord who gives and takes away

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