I just wanna live.

Our feast. He he . Went out with cousins to eat tian tian huo guo.
Played games while eating.
he he.Our food >>

The toilet signs at tian tian huo guo. Lol,

17thMarch09.

Had wanted to go Mind's cafe which we thought was near haiji lane. So we walked and walked and walked ...... untill the end of the street.

I realized that when i am tired, i walk with exaggerated hips. Oh ho.

Every table had the sheesha stuff. And people offered us.

We couldn't find the darn cafe so , .....

Cabbed to Xin's and heng's house for sleepover.
We played maaanny games. Drinking games, taboo, ''ugly ugly ugly!'' and the rest, I forgot. Then, i got sleepy. So, everybody went to sleep at 4am. He he.

Woke up early to watch chart attackkkkkkk. {winks at magnet}.

Betty says it is very easy to tell when i am sad. I agree.. I realized that i cannot control how i feel. . Like it gets exteme lately. One moment i'm in heaven, the next... hellonearth.

I don't like how at one point of time, i can have a strong resolve do something, and the next thing i know,the resolve fades........................... ugh.How my thoughts contradict each other at different point of times, i think... it kinda sucks.I need... to find a way out of this.

Ever wonder what is your purpose in life? God... show me.
They come, they go, i never know. -----
So what will i amount to?Spiriting through the years

My birthday is coming. ! And, its coming so fast i hardly feel the excitement... .

I am only human. Nobody is perfect ! Tmd.
Then, why..

I don't know if i can stand another hand upon me,
See who dares to stand where i stood.
Tell me a story,where we all change.
I try to make conversation but I'm too far gone//