;( need to get a grip of myself.
not thinking straight.
letting fears overwhelm.
Can't life be that tad simpler?
self-reliance is probably the way to go.
balance is the way to go.
Don't stumble Kris. Keep going.

Road to Nowhere.


Can't stop. Won't.

Please make me
Whole.

I need to stop feeling victimized.

Lol. Used to love the attention ( not in a way that i will deliberately try to seek it)
but in a way that I won't shy away from it.
Used to tell the story of my life.
what changed?
i know i can get out of this. I know i can.
I know many people are rooting for me.
Time to get out of my shell.
Coz I'm much better than this.

Got to have the right influence. With all the time in my hands, I cant be flippant about this.
Nope.

Guts kris.