where are u- motivation?

where.

why do i feel so tired. its not even the beginning.

feeling like everything is so mundane. feeling the drag. monotony. living. waiting for time to pass. living the seconds of my life away. keeps ticking away.

is it inspiration that's lacking?

so much to do. so little time.

oh the contradiction. too much time, waiting for it to pass// too little time, so much to do.

whattttttt. Don't get it.

Wish I could be my own individual, a better one.

These days are a drag. They said if life is black and white, start dreaming in colors.

Its true. I need to start dreaming again.

make the days count.

Not a girl, not yet a woman

I'm not ready to grow up and face life yet. not yet. I just want to be carefree and free.
Anybody can provide me with that? I'm not ready to face the increasing difficulty live is going to bring.

I felt like I almost broke, and it was merely in my adolescent age, but what about now? As I'm transiting towards being an adult. I'm afraid. I'm not sure regarding what I'm supposed to do.

I saw this " life's good until you realize that you are running away from reality''.

How true. how about the challenges ahead. Are they passable? surmountable?

save me.
save me.
save me.

how do I keep from feeling the drag
how do i keep goinng

How to make it all ok
never realized the flaws I had till..
I've envisioned beauty in a ...
I suppose its bout being realistic and yea.
haul anyway.

kris You have  a week.
one weeekkkkkkkk.

keep things. going.

I'll do better. I know. I could do better.

never felt sound in a while
thanks