Thursday, October 29, 2009

Xoxo


Encouragements works wonders for me. what works for you?
Let good words and praises come out from your lips,
It. can make a person's day.
( my own opiniion)



HEY XIN XIN DRUG. I KNOW YOU WON'T READ THIS, AND YOU BETTER NOT,
BUT AFTER YOUR O LEVELs SEE MY ''心意'' ALSO GOOD. GOOD LUCCCKKK FOR O LEVELS, YOU'VE CAME A LONG WAY AND I KNOW YOU CAN'T WAIT TO PARTY WITH ME AFTER THAATT. WE CAN GO WEST COAST PARK, WE CAN GO BEACH AND WE CAN PLAY MAHJONG AND CUT HAIR TOGETHER. THE BOTTOMLINE IS : I believe you can do it! the rest of those sentences are excitement on my own part.

If i keep looking at that locked door how will i ever see the doors that had open for me?
Unblind me lord, i knw its gna be hard.
but, i need you to show me the way.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Hush

I shout for the sky i'm stuck on the ground.




....Why? I thought i found my way, i really... need people here who believes in me.
To keep my head high and and be happy like how i used to be, its a chore.
When there was you you and you who have absolute faith in me,
i was Carefree.
Sure.
Taking every step with a ''bounce.''

Now i feel like i'm coming undone.
Is that a good thing? Opening up to new stuffs, to fresh perspectives, to places never ventured befr, but sometimes i just... want to stick to my comfort zone, Even A. could tell how i'm feeling.


Today saw me rather hyped up for frisbee, i didnt have suppliers to even allow me to attempt catching the frisbee.! First time i felt so loserish, rly. But then again, this time saw the class rising and falling together, As in, Everybody were '' 3Fing! '' together at the start and then just quiet and cool about it altogether when the match ended. Sighs, another day at school tmr .
Another long.... hopefully betteer day? Yeaah.

Heads up, I'm up for the beach anytime.
...
...
(: ?

I need you all back.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Baby are you going down down down down down

Shangrila la la la hotel.-

It was some kind of dinner whereby all the surveyors, valuers and probably all the 'land specialists' in Singapore gather together.

There was a magician who performed a beautiful act! He fanned a plant and roses appeared. He even lifted the whole table up just by lifting the table cloth ! I tried it on our table but... failed.

Anyhowww! This dinner was cool because there were games during the whole dinner.
In the beginning, it was just some speeches which Huiting and i laughed
throughout! Because.... becausee... grins. Anyway, it as yawn-worthy . But, when the emcee said there were going to be games, i got excited!

Untill he added '' Don't volunteer yourself, i tap your shoulder'' -,-

But, grins, though there were like... i guess big figures there, i really didnt seem to care much ay. I think my table whereby our two families of cousins are seated had the youngest people .

One of the games is ---
They would play a song and ask us to guess the show! The first one i knew was Singapore idol! But when i walked up halfway, another dude beated me to it.
The second one, when i knew it was PCK i half walked half ran up to the stage!
Heh, I could feel all the eyes staring and the camera right at me, Buutt. Ah.
Nevermind la, fun can alrdy hor. ( this time i see him need people go up then i go one leh! )

In the end, i answered

'' what is pck's wife name'' correctly and got a photoframe.
Befr that, he was asking all the contestants
'' What company are you from?''
All of them gave those long company names i haven't heard of.

When he asked me which company i was from i almost '' TKSS'' him, But i changed my mind and said '' Lee boon haw surveyor'' and he mis heard and mis pronounced
it big time! Everybody laugheeed.

Other than that, i entertained myself with tap tap's'new perspective.' Hell, it was fun.
W hen it was time for the lucky draw, my bro rushed up to the stage when they announced our number. PSPPP!

Waaaa.
waaaa.
waaaa.
(huixun's style)

Ovverall, it was pretty fun, and it is a pity Huiting stayed over for one night only!
The first 10 course dinner i went, i went up to the singer and asked them to sing the song '' beause you loved me by celine dion'', ( bettttyyyyyyy ! ) grins, would have recorded it or sthg but yeah.



Me, ahmah and bro.



Me and huiting




Mummy and I






One of the games,



Ahgong- lee boon haw




Went to Central grove just now
For ahgong's b'day party today after chuch.
Ate buffet, played x box ( i improved alot! ) And stress.
Huiying's a crazy girl.

I hope there will be alot of cousins sleepover during the holidays.
( on both sides of my family)


In church, we played indian poker and i drank 4 cups of water blardy quickly in like a duration of 15mins? I wnted to sabo andrea and heather! BUT IN THE END, It was me who blardy hell drank the most.

Well done me.
After that, i had to go toilet URGENTLY many times-,-

12.20am, time for bed.

I learnt that sometimes, what i desire might not be the best for me.
I learnt that, i should live life simply.
Simple is good..
At least thats what i want for now.
No nothing.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Saturday, October 17, 2009

just ... being me.

I typed chunks of word, than i realized i'll just make do with the pictures.



GUITAR HERO,


I always thought '' need to hold one meh? i bet all the girls act pro then hold onto that bar,

BUT GUESS WHAT, One needs it to jump here and there .. alot ''.




At esprit, Me with bro's vesst, ( which i thought was mine , so i just wear out-,- )

Rocker yo!



Many more photos to comee! Heh. Today , went to some 10 course dinner.

My 2nd 10 course dinner in a weeek ! Heh,
Shall elaborate more next time. ( Funn ahh )
Today, Huiting staying over at my houseee, so yeah.
And THE BIG NEWS IS. : BRO AND I WON PSP FOR LUCKY DRAWWW.
Tell me,
Who's the lucky asses.
ha ha

BETTY, ! Missing ya.

Friday, October 16, 2009

i just want to hold on to smb til the fear in me subsides