i let go

i let go

你已经远远离开，我也会慢慢走开。/

Chances fading now. I tried, Is it worth it to let one folly hunt me and drag me .What goes around comes around, baby i thought you knew. 360degrees. Karmic

payback, whatever. I didnt ask for this. but i let this happen, watch it all worsen, wear thin and ...

b.r.eak.

Fuck it all. This isn't meant to be.

Ecp, tent, waves tmr. !
Photos of Malaysia soon.


I tried, and it is all that matters.

You lift my feet off the ground.

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Track aint as great today ! My hands and legs were on good terms-,- and were working together. So i ran with left hand left leg, right hand right leg. Lol.

Farah also laughed at me.! After track, went to watch Hannah Montanah the Movie with Heather. Lolll. Damn nice. ! Waa.

Everytime the guy flashes his smile, Heather and i automatically gush. Ha ha ha. The song lyrics are meaningful too! I cried at the part where she sang the song for her dad.

''Caterpillar on the tree, have you wondered what you will be ?''

I think the chorous is shtg like that.

Before that, we went to the arcade for a round of car racing. I was marde... quite confident. Lolll. Then i somemore go bet with her green tea. But hell. She didnt get second. ...... And i didnt get first. Yeah you get it. I was screaming '' greeen tea! green tea! '' at every curve and bends. I can't control my car well at turns. ! ._____. Thats why she overtook me. ! heh. But she also pro lah. Couldn't say that for basketball. Heather threw the ball above the dammit machine. ! Lool. I was weak with laughter after that alrdy. But i still won. ! ha ha ha.

It was a great night.

So yeah, we are quits. 1- 1

Reached home at 10.30pm? heeeh.


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Day before, Betty came my house first. ! Wanted to do chem but we worked for merely half and hour and we went down for food and watched mvs. Spent our time on bed. ( ha ha ha ) . Then Kylie came and poof. We were off to grandpa's condo. 5 Mins walk from my house.

Decided to go grandpama's house to eat lunch ( heh, ahmah's food is nice) impromtu-ly ,

gym and aerobics room after that. Was drenched with sweat.

It reads "' in your dreams! '' Betty took like..... 5 mins to write these 3 words! Biantai one. ha ha ha.

I'M GOING OFF TO MALAYSIA TMRRRR. WAKING UP AT 6.30AM I HEARD. Means i only got what... 5 hours of sleep? Started packing only just now. but i am donee! Heeh. Miracle worker aint i.

I AM EXCITED FOR GENTING HIGHLAND'S THEMEPARK......(right).

If you are thinking....chey genting. Aye.. BUT YOU ARE STAYING PUT IN SUNNYSINGAPORE. Eat it. HEH.

Anyhow. Then drive in to Mallacca for resort stay and all? i not sure ay. Going with the whole bunch of cousins. !
Cya 5 days later!

\MEANWHILE, MISS ME would ya. I wouldnt mind sneezing many timeees.

WITH LOVE, KRIS.

''Gone with the wind. Just let myself flow. Let it take me where it wants to go

Till i open the door, theres so much more.
I've never seen it before.
I was trying to fly but i couldnt find ways
You lift my feet off the ground,
spin me around. You make me crazier.
Feels like i'm falling and every sky was my own kind of blue.''

Crazier- taylor swift.



Giving thanks to the lord. Amen.

For you gay.

YOUR SURPRISE.

Surprise!!H@ppy Birthd@y hahahaha!=}}love<3>

_____________________--BETTY

Going out to girl in green !

Fellow Ex Netballers. ~ grins.

HA HA. HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY RENEE. HERES THE POST AS PROMISED. Lolll. If you ask for it, you get itttt. And i do it ever willingly. Wellll. Heyyy. The clock struck 12 alrdy. And its 17 mins and counting that you're spending your special day.
You fun gay. Known you for what? Almost 3 years yeah. Welll. Just wna say :

Stay gay. Keep the mosquitoes coming to suck your blood.

Stay lame stay friendsly.

HAPPY ROCKIN' 15TH.

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Xo,Krist

Scream and shout . Holiday baby!

FAMILLIARRR. WAY BACK INTO .... love.

Huikhuan and shannon didnt wna take!

Don't wna get caught up.

We pay for it.
sometimes no words can take the place of how feelings are jumbled inside.

Today was a sp.le.ndid day. Ran 3.8km with HuiKhuan, hah haa. I had stomache during the run, and i jogged till damn slow. Of course, i hanged on. Didnt wna... give up. Thought it was kinda bad, but huikhuan jogging beside me was like '' kristal ! run with you very fun leeeh! ''. ha ha ha ha. For a moment , i thought...'' hell yeah, then i don't mind bearing the stomache if she's enjoying ''. Well. Of course, it was oveeer soon enough. Was looking forward to watching the.. ''the uninvited?'' ''the uninviting'' ?? K. i forgot the title. heh. But, its a horrer movie~! But changed of plans. Went to grab shaved ice cream ( delicious! try the strawberrrrryyy ) at klp and food. Tmr, Kylie and Betty's coming oveeerrr. Then we go fr gym,aerobics and swimmingg. ha ha ha ha. Can't wait yo. Its time to work it out! Keep fit .

Somehow, I feel like we've been here before."

I ask you to be true. Aint no figment of my imagination.

To see a world in a grain of sand.

There are no boundaries

What a time for blogging!

It reads 1.20am here. But, welll . For trying to make up to Muum for losing my temper with her alot lately, { like wtf. Everything she says just goes in and out my ear. Like the passing wind. }
I accompanied her to Changi airport to fetch dad at 11.30pm.
Well..... we waited in the car outside the terminal for approx. 40mins.
Did some story telling of my FUN { hor valerie! } + FREE day at escape theme park .
Valencia and her friend smart. They never queue up for the go kart for 1hr 40mins unlike.....
US .

Anyhow, I thought things would go pretty well tonight. Who would have thought that halfway through the ride home, the couple started quarrelling again-,- Really man. Peace out.
In contrast to the night before...... worlds apart.

Girls night out. ( cause the guys can't make it.)

We went parkway for grocery shopping. Decided to buy the BOTTLE beer cause it looks more cool. BUT. It was damn uncool when we tried to open the bottle with our BARE HANDS but it wouldn't budge-,- We spent like... minutes tryna get it open. Being the never-think-before- i-do dudette , i knock knock knock the bottle on the ground and used my bull strength to get the cap offf.
Turns out... i put in too much force. The whole bottle exploded on me.

3bucks gone.

Commercials make it so easy! { How the guys just use their mouth to flick the cap open}

Wanted to make a balloon animal.... but settled for a face.



I won the game. ! Losers had to eat baby food. heh heh.

Straw hearts, From me to them. ! hehhh.

THE BABY FOOD.

27thmay
At times, life feels like a nightmare.
And the thought of waking up from this, makes me.... happy for a moment.
But, i don't have to pinch myself to know that i'm living in reality.
Maybe reality is an illusion caused by shortage of alcohol.

Of course, life it sometimess a sweet dream too. !

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28thmay

Night at the musuem 2 on friday with kylie and betty at vivo! Pictures next time. ! Promised.

I haadd a great time and a great laugh. He he. My girls. Great to put your arms around both of them. Played till sun set and moon rise, and went home.

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29thmay

Had a fun night with grace and shaoyun! Went to eat mos burger after much persuasion. { i had a bad first experience man } . Then bought food,games, and almost a pillow. Walked to somewhere nearby marineparade and settled there. AND. I HAD A HARDDDD TIME getting to PARKWAY from SENGKANG. Walked aimlessly for 15minutes . Sat at the wrong bus stop for 20mins, don't- know-where-the-hell-i-was for 10 minutes. And found my way back to the mrt in 3 minutes? Asked the woman at passenger service and she freaking passsed me the bus services book and asked me to read it. I STARED BLANKLY at her and said '' i don't know how to read la! ''/. Walao, ask me to analyse it at a time like that-,- . Then she was like '' HUH. YOU MORE EDUCATED THAN ME LEH. Come come nevermind, i teach you . At least you learn something new today'''. Lollll. I cut her off halfway through and asked for instructions.

As instructed, i made it . And yeaaah. Was at parkway in 30+ mins. grins/

30thmay

Phew. Long day, long post. 2.43 pm.

GOODNIGHT WORLLDDD.

KRIS SIGNING OOFFFFF.

Do not sparkle on me if you're willing to shine in somebody else's sky.

Aloha

Dead and gone---T,i feat timberlake.

I aint never been scared,I lived through tragicSituations coulda been dead lookin back at it.Most of that sh*t didnt even have to happen.But u dont think about it when u out there trappin.I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my sideI turn my head to the west still nobody in sightSo I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride.

I wna blog alot. But, not now. ha ha. Track was greaaaat just now. Had a great fun time really.

And did i mention, very accomplished too. ! Ran on two bridges the scenery damn nice.

Anyhoow. Kylie and Vinnie came my house the day before. Watched comedy and horror movie.

Walao. Seriously, how do horror movies work their magic on me. I sure confirm will get damn ....

ji dong leh. Heh. Then i rollerblade and send them to the mrttttt. ! Damn, i needa learn how to brake on those things.

I just wna live. No time to bother about right or wrong about letting down or giving in or any shit, cause damn, helll . No way am i wasting time on this