Xoxo

Encouragements works wonders for me. what works for you?
Let good words and praises come out from your lips,
It. can make a person's day.
( my own opiniion)



HEY XIN XIN DRUG. I KNOW YOU WON'T READ THIS, AND YOU BETTER NOT,
BUT AFTER YOUR O LEVELs SEE MY ''心意'' ALSO GOOD. GOOD LUCCCKKK FOR O LEVELS, YOU'VE CAME A LONG WAY AND I KNOW YOU CAN'T WAIT TO PARTY WITH ME AFTER THAATT. WE CAN GO WEST COAST PARK, WE CAN GO BEACH AND WE CAN PLAY MAHJONG AND CUT HAIR TOGETHER. THE BOTTOMLINE IS : I believe you can do it! the rest of those sentences are excitement on my own part.

If i keep looking at that locked door how will i ever see the doors that had open for me?
Unblind me lord, i knw its gna be hard.
but, i need you to show me the way.

Hush

I shout for the sky i'm stuck on the ground.

....Why? I thought i found my way, i really... need people here who believes in me.

To keep my head high and and be happy like how i used to be, its a chore.

When there was you you and you who have absolute faith in me,

i was Carefree.

Sure.

Taking every step with a ''bounce.''

Now i feel like i'm coming undone.
Is that a good thing? Opening up to new stuffs, to fresh perspectives, to places never ventured befr, but sometimes i just... want to stick to my comfort zone, Even A. could tell how i'm feeling.

Today saw me rather hyped up for frisbee, i didnt have suppliers to even allow me to attempt catching the frisbee.! First time i felt so loserish, rly. But then again, this time saw the class rising and falling together, As in, Everybody were '' 3Fing! '' together at the start and then just quiet and cool about it altogether when the match ended. Sighs, another day at school tmr .
Another long.... hopefully betteer day? Yeaah.

Heads up, I'm up for the beach anytime.
...
...
(: ?

I need you all back.

Baby are you going down down down down down

Shangrila la la la hotel.-

It was some kind of dinner whereby all the surveyors, valuers and probably all the 'land specialists' in Singapore gather together.

There was a magician who performed a beautiful act! He fanned a plant and roses appeared. He even lifted the whole table up just by lifting the table cloth ! I tried it on our table but... failed.

Anyhowww! This dinner was cool because there were games during the whole dinner.
In the beginning, it was just some speeches which Huiting and i laughed
throughout! Because.... becausee... grins. Anyway, it as yawn-worthy . But, when the emcee said there were going to be games, i got excited!

Untill he added '' Don't volunteer yourself, i tap your shoulder'' -,-

But, grins, though there were like... i guess big figures there, i really didnt seem to care much ay. I think my table whereby our two families of cousins are seated had the youngest people .

One of the games is ---
They would play a song and ask us to guess the show! The first one i knew was Singapore idol! But when i walked up halfway, another dude beated me to it.
The second one, when i knew it was PCK i half walked half ran up to the stage!
Heh, I could feel all the eyes staring and the camera right at me, Buutt. Ah.
Nevermind la, fun can alrdy hor. ( this time i see him need people go up then i go one leh! )

In the end, i answered

'' what is pck's wife name'' correctly and got a photoframe.

Befr that, he was asking all the contestants

'' What company are you from?''

All of them gave those long company names i haven't heard of.

When he asked me which company i was from i almost '' TKSS'' him, But i changed my mind and said '' Lee boon haw surveyor'' and he mis heard and mis pronounced
it big time! Everybody laugheeed.

Other than that, i entertained myself with tap tap's'new perspective.' Hell, it was fun.
W hen it was time for the lucky draw, my bro rushed up to the stage when they announced our number. PSPPP!

Waaaa.
waaaa.
waaaa.
(huixun's style)

Ovverall, it was pretty fun, and it is a pity Huiting stayed over for one night only!
The first 10 course dinner i went, i went up to the singer and asked them to sing the song '' beause you loved me by celine dion'', ( bettttyyyyyyy ! ) grins, would have recorded it or sthg but yeah.

Me, ahmah and bro.

Me and huiting




Mummy and I

One of the games,

Ahgong- lee boon haw

Went to Central grove just now
For ahgong's b'day party today after chuch.
Ate buffet, played x box ( i improved alot! ) And stress.
Huiying's a crazy girl.

I hope there will be alot of cousins sleepover during the holidays.
( on both sides of my family)

In church, we played indian poker and i drank 4 cups of water blardy quickly in like a duration of 15mins? I wnted to sabo andrea and heather! BUT IN THE END, It was me who blardy hell drank the most.

Well done me.
After that, i had to go toilet URGENTLY many times-,-

12.20am, time for bed.

I learnt that sometimes, what i desire might not be the best for me.
I learnt that, i should live life simply.
Simple is good..
At least thats what i want for now.
No nothing.

Cheers, cheer. cheer, cheer,

Sometimes, i feel like i'm in the middle of nowhere.

Stay tuned

So much to say

just ... being me.

I typed chunks of word, than i realized i'll just make do with the pictures.

GUITAR HERO,

I always thought '' need to hold one meh? i bet all the girls act pro then hold onto that bar,

BUT GUESS WHAT, One needs it to jump here and there .. alot ''.

At esprit, Me with bro's vesst, ( which i thought was mine , so i just wear out-,- )

Rocker yo!

Many more photos to comee! Heh. Today , went to some 10 course dinner.

My 2nd 10 course dinner in a weeek ! Heh,

Shall elaborate more next time. ( Funn ahh )

Today, Huiting staying over at my houseee, so yeah.

And THE BIG NEWS IS. : BRO AND I WON PSP FOR LUCKY DRAWWW.

Tell me,

Who's the lucky asses.

ha ha

BETTY, ! Missing ya.

i just want to hold on to smb til the fear in me subsides

Not a day to waste

Every new day, your glory unfolds.
Filling my eyes with your treasure untold.

from a NEW PERSPECTIVE-Panic at the disco.
and i smile as i respire because i know they'll never win

Stop there and let me correct it

So catch me up on getting out of here

And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate linesBut I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

It's not fair, just let me perfect it

Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive

'cause seeing clear would be a bad idea

I remember i used to praise and worship wholeheartedly soulfully, and i had loved it then.
I was on fire.
Light me up.
Cause i feel like i'm losin it... energy.
Send angels lord? Send salvation to me.
I feel like i'm inching away... ( k i just crapped that out)


Wait,what is it that you want to tell me?

Is it me?

Is it you?

Today was a good day spent with tracker dudes.
Played neopets, the 'drum guitar karoke' set thing, wii, watched shuttle and ordered pizza hut ending off with frisbee.
So yeah, eventful day hurh.
Again, John is a true blue joker.



Sometimes i just want to quieten down, and then ask myself, what am i doing?
Is this the best i can do and i can make out of this situation? Sometimes, i find myself just wanting to search for some revelation. To be liberated from this labryinth and get answers i desire. People work hard everyday, and the main thing is for what? Everything we do & every aspect of our life intertwines and so if one aspect of your life goes wrong, expect it to affect another and another and another. So, i guess what we can do is to pick out the root and work on it.

He he i found many people who wna fly kite with meee.
I'm loving angels instead,
( i was darn surprised when jiepin played this song for me)
Didnt know she knew it either.

Robbie williams is good. Ay kylie? ha ha.

Its like catching lightning

i didnt realized my bro new laptop has this bluetooth function built-in.
And i've been plucking the dammmit device in and out of the computer thinking how the hell to work this thing and send some pictures over the whole time .

Uncle's gna treat my whole family 10 course dinner ! Then my maid was like'' since everybody go, can i go also''. And my bro was like '' yeah you sit under the table loh'', Wthel? ha haa.

Heh. I did this after something bad happened. Helll.'' WHOOAA OOHH, Living on a prayer
Take my hand we'll make it i swear''

THIS BUS IS DARN COOL. Bus 83 has this 'pub design'' or sthg in the bus. Can you believe its public transport. I couldnt believe my eyes when i walked in the bus. Kkk-,- Heh,

Sneaked a picture of the bus,

And While the chinese teacher in tuition was explaning the compo skills to collin,

he busy drawing away! he didnt even look at the teacher-,-

The thing is, the teacher was giving him mannny nice phrasese and storylines for compo.

And he was super engrossed in his drawing.

Untill the teacher was like ''够了hor 我讲一个，你dot一个.

Can you imagine how long the teacher was talking to him??
LOOK AT THE DOTSS,

Hell, Colllin and ronald are nice people who ask me if i want soya bean every week hurhhh.

And i successfuly poached Aerilyyn to come join me for saturday chinese class! Instead of sunday.Well done me, Btw BETTY . You knw aerilyyn said i was making a big commotion at mc cafe ! ( during which i was talking to... who else but you ) hah

Today 2H girls got together.
It was coool.

K, today was a good day which consists of,...

hm. Picture '' secret recipe for lunch, ''shorts'' for movie, 6 girls going wild on the rooftop of vivo city, A pyscho girl huimin chasing me around to get her ''revenge'', Stella getting all psyhced up over getting a 50cents coin to bounce on the water.... 4 times? Jiepin kylie and me trying to keep the ball afloat for 50 counts, Wanzhuo being the dog and bone calller, while we ran and poh yee collided into jiepin Bham;''

Heart-toheart talks. I love them,

Not me trying to pretend to be upbeat, not me trying to sugar up anything

But me telling my situation frankly.

I like it.

Then, i reallly hope for more of such outings that will only bring us closer and nothing else,

K, i just had hokkien me, Shiok ah.

I'm so full, i forgotten the rest i wna type out

PEACE OUT, KristalT,

When the lights go out in the universe, i'll be next to you

i promise to update often.

Today morning i woke up to find this verse Jovena sent me,
'' you were taught with regard to your former way of life,
to put off your old self which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires,
to be made new in the atttude of your minds,
and put on the new self, etc.
But the main part came : In your anger do not sin, do ot let the sun go down while you are still angry.'' Blardyyy! Spot on to the situation i'm in.
Wow.

Went to play badminton with Lorna just now. it was enjoyable. Cycled on the bike that was waayy to small for me. i felt like a clown on a small mini kiddo bike. But nevertheless, memories of my childhood came rushing back to me. It was goood and Yeah! Everything is cool once you sweat it out, ( for me at least )

The rest of the night till 10.30pm was spent with Valerie! On neopets. We had a long laugh at my neopets profile. Go check it out : Kristan2. ha ha a.

Welll, yeah. Gna go sleep soon.
Maybe vbll tmr? Just maybe

Tell me you'll be next to me.

One life, not going back

Cute hurh, wonder if you'l seen this yet. But like if you did, then hell, you might find this

bl.ardy cliche.

But it caught my eyes in p5/6? When melanie sent it to me.

Sometimes, the simplest sentences are the best sentences hurh.

HEY. Time to get the party started!

bla ha ha.

Great day today.

Ho ho ay vinnie wendy huixun and yuanyi?

And an enjoyable match of basketballlllll with Kylie& janice at the start, Then stefan ivan and sirong.

Today was one of those days i laughed till my abs hurts so good.

Can i multiply such days?

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With yuanyi :

Me ; Someday we go sentosa play vball.

Yuanyi : sunday! this sunday?

Me ; no la Oneday we go.

Yuanyi : huh! monday?

HURH. Ha ha. And yeah hey Yuan yi! If you're reading this, hell its okay pick yourself up yeahhh. You know everything's gna be alright in the end. And, then again. I'm so glad you're brave hurh. To me, all this comes in one whole package. Thrilll in the heart, hearbrake heartbreak?

Prove- me -wrong.

Heeh. yeah, i know.... one day there will be someone to prove my theory hell wrong.

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Next, BETTY if you're reading this ( heh i bet you are)

we went back to drink the 'LOVE' drink. Rmbr that drink.

It was the bestest drink my tongue tasted from what i remembred.

And when it goes down your throat, sighs. Bliss. Worth the 4.20bucks.

But today when i drank it, something ... the ''oomph' feeling was misssing.

''Everything i do, reminds me of you''. ( (: )

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Then, had a round of bowling with Wendy Vinnie and huixun.

One of the first sentences Huixun said when the game started was

'' i am gonna get first! ''

HA HA. Aww. and when wendy told her to hit down at least one pin, she went

''' i am strike-ing'' !

Then, it went to the ''long gang'' Wthel?

then again, it happened for the majority of the first 6 rounds.

Soooo..... ha ha.

Haha h, Aw. Vinnie and i had a good laugh hurh.

Sighs, 52 was the high score.

GUESS WHO GOT IT

(is kkkkkkkkkkr)

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Would like to end with a photo, but apparantly ! I have none.

Sooo, 12.17am, time to lie on my bed and maybe dream a little.

I used to be a selfconfessed daydreamer, like... really. I think i had the wildest imagination.

I could be...anybody. anything at anywhere.

Sighs, and most of the time my maid would just catch me smiling to myself when my eyes are closed. And i opened my eyes to her giggles.-,-

heh heh.

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I am glad i pulled through examinations despite it all.

Thanks for the listening ears people ( you knw-who you are and i am so glad big head picked up )

Aint no mountain high enough.

Dear lord, thank you.

Did i mention that i listed the top 30 things i so wna do during this holidaayyyy.

Time to tick them off one by one hurh.

How did it end up like this

Isiah 26.v3

You will keep me in perfect peace if i incline to you.

''When situations are against us,

When all these things are against us,

just keep your focus on god and

Don't focus on the problems and the trials,

When we keep thinking about our problems, we make our problems so big and just know that god is bigger than our problems.''

Wow. Nice one from Brenda.

I'm a confused girl.

Suddenly.

Ho ho.