Down the road.

Veronicas

2011-11-30T21:38:00.001+07:00

I';m leavin

I don't knw where my life is heading/where I am going. I need to stop feeling afraid/:

2011-06-22T22:05:00.001+07:00

Belle of the boulevard

2011-06-16T11:41:00.001+07:00

What am i now

2011-06-14T22:14:00.005+07:00

Hello, the lucky one who checked this site.
I'm back.

And i prolly won't go mia for long now.

I miss writing in this space.Crafting what i want to say and how i feel... in sentences.It provides a sort of.... relief. Like how my lit teacher would call it ''emotional purging.?'' In my case, aint in a ... purging way. Really just a sorta release.

( oh and i realise i've got e habit of littering my sentences with dots now. Dont' get me wrong, i aint bored typing this.
More like....... I'm engaged in this thought process)

How ya been people?
Have ya'l been doing self checks on yourself lately?
Ever stopped for a moment, have a quiet time then look at yourself- your life. See how we've grown. I'm in college now. Whenever i catch younger girls looking at me, and holding their gaze for a second or two, it reminds me of my pre teen self--When I'll look at all ye bigger cooler girls and go '' ah, i wna be just like her.' ( At least i hope i give them that sort of feeeling ) Ha.

I realise.. i've been very careful with my words lately. Suddenly I become really cautious about what i say, how i put my messages across. Its sick. Kinda a sickening habit. People i don't talk to often will give me a ''huh? /what?' Communication. I hope it comes naturally to me once again so i can stop thinking (no people just type like its second nature to'em, you don't rly think) of the words to say .

I'm not strange.
(fyiiiii)

What next.
Whats new?

i've learnt to grow up, be less dependent on people,
find my way.It aint easy.
Sometimes we'll want to turn around and run back to anybody and anything that provides a sense of familiarity / comfort for us.How many of us realise, the past is the past. we should leave it there.There as it is. Its like expired milk. We should all burn the bridge..that bridge that allows us to backpeddle. Trudge forward. trudge forward. Ever wonder what life is about?you can search the world and never figure it out.

and my decision still haunts me.
it haunts me.. the only thing i can do
the only thing i can do. is to hold on to the promises
promises that its all gonna be ok. gonna be good,

Dandelion dust.

2011-01-18T23:16:00.008+07:00

"' The sixteen year old on the other side of the world'.

Today ,18thjanuary started out with me wanting to nourish myself with some books.

I headed down to mph and ... i was expecting to find books for personal growth sorta stuffs. But GUESS WHAT. i ended up reading ''Justin beiber biography''. Say ''whuuuuuuuuuuuudd''.

Yeah really.

It was... awesome to read.

Such that, i spent 2hours on the cool cold floor devouring the book. laughing to myself at some moments of my read and then looking up to make sure nobody caught me in that silly state. What i realised, was that this biography written by this teenage boy served as such a wake up call for me unexpectedly.( Of my own life ) How... this dude live and breathe life is such an inspiration.He's a christian too! And there was a part that he said'' i never fail to share my faith. That i love god, and i want to tell every one else''. ( k i changed the words)

What love.

Justin bieber:

''in the bible it says 'everything works tgther for good, if you love god, but there are times when it doesnot at all. Times when you're like 'Yo, god! This is messed up. Could you pay some attention down here?' Maybe faith is the ability to chill and trust that smb up there got the list right.That when you're cool with whatever that comes your way, the reveal eventually happens and even the bad moments can turn out for good.''.

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See why i love this dude now? THOUGH. this is not the kind of guy i would go for laa. Just saying.I wna prank people too, i wna not go along with the rules and still make it somewhere, i wna not count on conventional wisdom cause god doesnt care bout that too,.,Wait. Am i asking to be taken on the road less travelled by? I .... i just..

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Side tracking a little, Its been eon since i last met valerie valencia and co.

Miss'em teenage starzzz.

Then i read another book by a triathelete, cool stuff. Titled "'Running by faith''.

He talked bout god too! Amazingly. No, i did not intentionally choose these books cause i knew these guys were gna talk about god. Just happened.

The better part is that, i can relate to how he feels. How when he feels tired, there suddenly is reserves of strength to tap on. I get it. And how he described that humans are made by god to be able to push limits takes risks and discover new frontiers that if 'the window dressing means more to you then personal evolution, it would only mean you have settled with life and decided not to grow no more. I don't wna be subjected to mediocrity. I have seen how it takes the spark off people's eyes, the spring in their step.No.

why do you think constantly?

why do you not put faith in the unfailing?

prawning gives me adrenaline rush. whuddd.

Enchante

2010-12-29T12:13:00.003+07:00

I walked a mile with Pleasure,
She chatted all the way;
But left me none the wiser
For all she had to say

I walked a mile with Sorrow,
And ne'er a word said she;
but,oh! The things i learned from her,
When sorrow walked with me.

I saw this poem in a book and its lovely..
I want to blog so much, honestly i love blogging.
but i wonder why i can't seem to find it in myself to start blogging again.
I want to live life ,reflect on life and be glad about it again.

where did that spirit go?

^^ time goes on and slowly but surely i know, i know. who i can count on
Who ...somehow no matter what , we might never be fated to be good friends forever etc.

Whats this feeling i am feeelinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn`.

''i realise it was only just a dream''

3jobs stints in the holiday so far, I like.

On the first day of our story

2010-11-21T21:25:00.002+07:00

So much to say but i'm scared i end up long winded.
So i chang hua duan shuo.

1) psyched up to work at Changi airport for a day tmr. ( Doing a pretty funnish-slackish job and it pays wellll . Thanks to the lobang)
2) Had an awesome time playing the long slide at t3 with kylie and janice
3)Girls have a safe trip
4) Girls have more sleepovers.
5) I look at girls in love, i look at their radiant smile.
and i look up at heaven i look at god and i know'' i don't lack anything as well''.
6) I've been coughing my lungs out the last few days.
7) Prom was like a sugarcoated dream, The night was a beauty.
8) Filled with beauties.
9) I ought to sleep now/
10) Peace out.

Kristal in the house!!

2010-11-17T23:10:00.004+07:00

''Sometimes you wake up

.Sometimes the fall kills you.

And sometimes, when you fall, you fly.''

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i read this quote a million times and i finally got its meaning.

''And sometimes when you fall, you fly''.

Sometimes, its the hard times.. that cause you to rise up above all.

What-a-year- 2010.

Hehe. So happy to be back, I miss blogger.

Will updateee frequently. Till then'.

Just give me a moment,

2010-04-08T17:50:00.005+07:00

I'm gna make this blog a hit.
But, wait for me.
There are bigger things i wna achieve ///////
WHISPER LOUDLY ( bhammm pow wow grades for the big o's)
So, yeah

And betty! i love your letter! it made me tear, for you, i'm gna tryupdating my blog moreeee.
I miss blogging anyway, its just... the time i don't have.
There are so many things i wna say here, so many updates on my currrent affairs, Lollll.
Anyway, and! thanks to 4F, honestly, you'll are great people yes??

Really,. if any of you reading this thinks likewise, wait till you all leave the class.
i bet you an oreo cheesecak that you all willl miss every individual in the class!
Betty! I finally share your sentiments.

LIke... let me give you some examples.

the andrew low who is always grinning no matter what. * strong spirit there
The shafiq who keeps gettingg jagged, and called the '' shitwork warrior'' but doesn't mind one bit, cool yoz.
then, even janice, who is cheerful yet quiet,

EVerything.... hnmm...
Thanks huixun and all the people involved , who gave me my favourite strawberry shortcake.
ALways wondered how it feels, with the whole canteen and a whole bunch of people singing a hppy birthday song for you. Iknow it now. Its bliss on a whole;

Thannnks people. From the bottom of my heart,

To be continued ! off to marina barrage

Safe and dry, high and fly

2010-04-04T00:07:00.003+07:00

Is the heart afraid of breaking,the soul afraid of dying, that fails to grow?

Right now, i feel as though.... i am fearless

( no no, not sad,)

(emotionless)

I just want to feel again. FEEL. any feeling , as long as its with intensity..

Break.the shackles.

I popeye's girlfriend.Equal strength

2010-03-16T21:37:00.002+07:00

Rock bottom Sky high.

I Have So much to say,
Its hard to move on.

But, this process also... lets you dig deep.. and tap on your inner strength.

Still learning the art of love

2010-03-12T22:30:00.003+07:00

HEYO,

is nobodyyy visitingg this anymoreee! hehee. don't care, i believe there is. ( ............. self delude for a min) anyway, yo yo. so many many things happened recently! As in, life keeps going and going on i feel that i don't even have time to sit down and breathee. Aw babyy , so i am so thankful for this march holidays!

I was... falling apart, barely breathing, with a broken heart that;s still beatingg.

But now, in the pain, i find meaning, and, i try my best to be guarded.

--some song, i don't know the title.

So, i don't know. Never understood the true meaning of bore-inschl- pain-during lessons- fucking loss of direction- before i jumped into year 2010.

Maybe, its just.. betty's absence screams. loud to my face.

I feel sometimes,this is such a loserish thinking, to attribute whatever shit i may feel to ''betty not being here', but as much as i hate to think of it like that, its true!

Though there are the other lovely girls, but, Like... K. you are not giving me an easy time! Sometimes..... roar.

I think i have so many pictures that i don't wna upload any any moree.

yawn ywan

but, i know. life has been good to me.

To the lord who gives and takes away

Lifter of my head

2010-03-06T20:52:00.004+07:00

Keepin the faith.

Cause i know' i am so much better than that.

Angels , you're on duty k??

2010-01-14T18:50:00.006+07:00

I have so much to say , but be patient people.

I like to potray myself as the happy one, the lucky one.
I like to believe i can do anything as long as i put my mind and heart in it. ( no sweat )
Scratch the part whereby i have to put in the effort , make-the-climb , keep-the-faith, believe i'm getting nearer to those dreams, hold on tight to it, never let it go.

I like to live in my dreams, I used to always want to get things done my way, but slowly i am learning that my way might not necessarily be the best way oh heckk. Its just these bits and pieces in my head

Totally fine, just felt like typing,

Kris out.

Two is better than one

2009-12-27T18:41:00.005+07:00

I know what i should do.

Hmm, Xmas this year was pretty good... expected, but good.

Luv the cards,every single one of them from the church peopleee.

H ahaa, DUDE who lied to me many times ( lol) and who say you know my blog in the card,

your card freaking made me laugh even before i read it. YOUR HANDWRITTING like.... 5year old. Loll, Anyway, Other than that, sad to say, think i kinda lost touch... with ''praying in toungues''. Like, pft. dammit. I shall.. keep asking for that again?

Came back home with Blisters on both feet. Had a round of bball with the ''STENS'', and Hk which was pretty good. Like, cause, i earned myself another free lunch. Ha.

Life is good, I must keep the faith.

Foolstop.

Dad's in love with Lady Ga ga songs.

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM.

though we didnt celebrate much because you are sick,

though i didnt make a card for you,

but everyday can be your birthday, atcualy, any day can be your birthday if we your children treat you like a queen huh!

Okkkk, You know how you ... know you are suppsoed to go left, the ''GO LEFT'' SIGNS are screaming loud and clear at your face but your feet keeps going.....

Right,

BUT, HOHO.

.........

i knw i can make it through,

I am smiling at life

2009-12-21T15:02:00.006+07:00

Saw this somewhere ; and it goes

'' And sometimes good things fall apart,so better things can fall together. ''

I think.. wow,. i like this statement.

I am so happy with how life is going now, don't really want much to change,

( scratch the few little imperfections )

but, everybody knows, holidays are coming to an end, slowly, i need to get down from this place of comfort and into the battlezone,

Nevertheless, i fear not.

new update: whoaoaaa waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.i realized i got alot of christmas shopping to do!

Plus, if i wna make chirstmas memorable for people! then, cards are very importanntttttt.

Okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Lets see, ... I'ma employ myself to be Santarina,

Whre do i start?

-,-

Its the season to be merry!

I can do better,

2009-12-18T21:38:00.002+07:00

sentosa today was pretty good. Photos next time,
(:

'' do not conform to the world''
the lord says.

Good to me,

2009-12-13T19:46:00.002+07:00

I'm atcually tired.. give me rest lord.

Ever feel like, you don't know whats the right way?
you wish you know.
you wish you think right, you feel right, you know right.

But, its never really like that huh?

Time to pacckkkkk.

Nothing worth much, Its a chapter closed.

2009-12-12T20:23:00.010+07:00

Finally done uploading all the photos!

Well, i am done with my job! This holiday i dare say i had my first official working experience.

Working at canadian mopping floors, picking up calls and baby sitting probably shouldnt count.

Its Aunt's shop, there is not much politics, gossips and attitudes. I am so thankful that this job stint has finally come to an end, it seems like yesterday i was feeling kinda edgy about work in the city. I told myself i would never go into city-working life, look where i ended up at this holiday. Hm, But i didnt realize, work has killed my time. It took up my time , it gave me work to do so that i don't have too much time wasting my thoughts and energy on useless stuffs.

Which made me so glad and happy . I've earned myself 2 cheques. !

On the last day of work, my mentor, Mrs lee, bought me on a tour around the city. She showed me the place and treated me to lunch. She brought me to fulllerton hotel to look at the ''beautiful toilet'' AND THOUGH SHE IS AN ELDERLY Mr.A. But, She is reallly a cool person. K, when i told sunita that, she stared at me for awhile and then said '' can i slap you kristal? no really really. can i slap you.'' lollllllllllll. Well, some people, beyond how they normally talk, if you llook deeper inside of them, you see their heart. And thats beautiful. Fuck, wow.

'Too many times we use our brains instead of our heart''

Realised that you don't have to unbutton one's shirt to look at her heart;

Okok. So here are the pictures.

The twins are cute huh! They are mix blooded. Phillipine- singaporean.

My dad introuduced this pub waitress to his friend. And wala! They got married. I was sleeping when they came. And when i woke up, they were shy when they see me! he hee. Shy shy as in.. blushing i think. wa ha.

The beauty of a girl when she wakes upppp with her hair messyy huhh.

Ok-,- I don't know. They don't dare to look at me. Worst hor andrea? At least noel only don't want to talk to you.

He he. in the ''printing'' room.

In the dispensary.

In the x ray room

At the reception counter.

From left to right :

Mrs lee, ( the one who talks alot and acts like some 8 year old when she is a freaking mother. She just openly told the customer '' yeah loh, this work so tough, worst still when your collegues bad mouth you, ahyoh sad ah! ''

Infront of the very people who talk bad about her! -,- )

Se ha ( The girl who is forever sleepy and thinks paranomal activity is nice! WTHEL LA. She made me waste my 10 bucks only. The one who claims that she sleeps with her mouth open in the mrt. LIKE WTHEL. i stare at this very people in the mrt. How the hell do they sleep so sweetly in the mrt?? Oh welll. But, she is .... hm, alright to hang out with i must say )

Doctor wu! The head doctor of the clinic.! He is the one who wrote my testimonial for me after i requested for it. He wrote something like '' Cheerful personality who gets along well with collegues the best part was'' leaving for further studies '''. Lolllllll, make me sound soo.... wow.

But he is a great person in my eyes! On my first day of work , he asked to see me and he said

'' if there is any problems you face, feel free to knock my door and look for me ok?''

wa ha. Its like, it made me feel good and safe.

In the labortory

I can't rmbr both of their names! Heh. But since my room is just beside them, i see them the most! i will always swing my chair here and there, and they will be there to talk to me and give me a smile. Nice people who are christians too! The female has worked In Gethin jones for over 16 years. !

In the paper work room.

SHE IS THE BESTESET. The secetary, May. She shares an uncanny resemblance to ah ber aye?

But, she .. wow. Like, she always gives me as little work as possible and even though her first assignment for me is not her last assignment, she always go '' thats all la, thats all, very easy, ''.

And she will send me away to do my work. I will miss that line of hers. She gave me ferrero on my last day of work. The thing is , in her eyes, being a teacher is the best job for a woman-,-

Oh, on one of the days i read 3 cleo magazines, 1 her world magazine, newspapers on the sofa infront of the television. That was how slack it was sometimes.

In the treatment room

ha ha, another two mothers and women who don't act like their ages! Seriously man.

From left to right :

The woman on the left, she laughs non stop. Laughs at almost everything. Best patners with Nurul,who didnt come on the last day of my work.

The woman on my right wants her daughter to be as tall as me.

The evidence of my work! If you noticed what my mentor noticed, my handwritting will sway to the right.

I must do all these recordings for the xray patients!

My name with -- Roti prata curry

The other night, Amanda Valencia and I weent to eat roti prata after some preach at '' church of hope'', which was pretty great. The sermon was about '' how to have a successful life''. I love it when i am eating, on a windy night, under the stars with my friends and just chillin.

In the toilet. Heh

Star hub and green apples

Want to know how the hell starhub can link their brand to green apples??
They were giving out free apples the other day during lunch.

The thing is, when you cut your apple into half, horizontally, there will be a star inside!

Star= STARhub, got it??? Lol. Toook me a while to decipher what the link was.

The other day at huikhuan's house'

Jovi!

Prisicillia!

Huikuan! Same shirt, her shirt.

Yesterday, i went to watch storm warriors with my family at klp.

Before that , Dad and i challenged a round of basketball in the arcade! The score was well....Shall not type it out lest i put him to shame. He he. The movie was... alright. coughs. just.. alright. coughs

Bro went on a roadtrip to genting with his friends last night. Around 4 am. i wanna go too!

When-i-grow-up-abitmore. Heh. I heard from my mentor that there is package 2 days one night to sunway lagoon. 2hundred bucks plus? sounds awwesome. I hope bro enjoys himself! Dad will be going changmai for golf tmr. And i will be heading to church camp on monday.

So, the house will be left with My mum and maid. Wa ha.

Wonder what the two woman will do diffrently with the 3 of us away.

Okay, time for a bath! He he. heather bought a '' i love sleep '' shirt, and me, '' i love bed''.

Wearing it now, it stinks, but its comfy!

Don't give up because its alright.

When you close your eyes, i am by your side.
by your side-faberdrive.

My fav song now.

It still don't measure up.

You may say i'm hard to content hard to satisfy but i like it when a person treats me wholeheartedly and thats the lowest i go. This goes for a dude. your actions and will don't coincide. too bad, I'm no mind reader.

Superwoman

2009-12-08T20:33:00.005+07:00

OK random lines.

1) Zombieland is the bestest gore movie i've watched! Its funnny and i've never enjoyed a movie so much... since... ages. So much for telling Xiang jie '' i wna run out'', when the movie just started.

It gets better towards the end, trust me.

rule 1) cardio

rule 2) double tap

rule 32) don't try to be a hero. ( wrong thinking)

rule 33) Enjoy the little things in life ( twinkies )

He he, You must watch the movie to get what i'm talking about! It is so worth the money.

I jumped in my seat and shrieked many times. hehe.

''The one thing i wna try on a girl : '' to push her hair behind her ears''.

Makes you go.. ''' aw damn. And then , Ha haa.'''

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2) Christmas is coming! Church camp is coming ! Singapore idol-judges choice, just now was awesome. That tabitha girl? She made me fall in love with the song ''super woman''. It was damn weird when she sung it though, its like... i was singing along but i can't help but sing the chinese version of superwoman. heh. And i thought she was gna change to the chinese version any second.

One part went : I have my pride i will not cry but it is making me weak. I am not your superwoman . But i am only human. ''

K was i dreaming or what, but i thought there was sthg like

''If you want me to be sweet, you've got to be sweeter.''

But hell! Couldn't find this line in the lyrics.

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3) I bought my skateboarddd! WA HA HA. For 60freaking bucks.

Because, because. Its original selling price was 180bucks. This woman sold it online as her son didnt want it after she bought if for him -,- She sold it for 70bucks after some cool clown helped me bargained! he he. Then, this cool clown dared me to tell the bus driver with a grumpy face to ''drive faster''' and if i did, he paid 10bucks. I hesitated...hesitated..and thenn, told him : get ready to get chased out of the bus with me''

Then, i went up to him, smiled politely and then whispered'' 你不要生气啊，我跟你讲了，我可以拿10块‘’Heh. So surprsingly he listened to me, and i told him , and surpriisinglier he even explained to me '' 我跟着那个时间走的‘’。

Felt like a winner when i went back to my seat, 10 bucks sealed. he he.

Will post the skateboard's picture soon, its gna. accompany me for my whole life. !

If you seee a lady in her 80s skating.... oh my. That might be me.

okokkkkkkkkkkkkk.

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4) Went to huikhuan's house to sleep with Jovi and pricill IA . I can't help but add the ''I '' behind. HEH HEH. And as i was saying, i told them if the cab didnt come in 8 mins i wouldnt go , but guess what, the cab freaking came at the ...5thmin?

............

Blardy woman driver. ( nah )

So yeah, headed there. Had a cool chillin time, and slept pretty well. Just that, Hk had to say stuffs that... pfftt... i don't knw girl. why? But its all cool. Anything's fine. .

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5) Today , i had a good hair day. So my curls were pretttyy not-bad when i let them down! heh. lets hope for more of such days to come aye.

Lastly, i miss some people... i have so much i want to do thats not yet done, I'm in control.

Why is that we win some and lose some?
Isn't there sucha thing as.. you win, and then you win somemore.

Dig it.

What-a marshmellow

2009-12-05T10:30:00.009+07:00

I'm learning.
And i think i am getting better at

\living life 101.
Cause' life's good, bagus.( read it as ba-goose) !

I know what it is to run until there is nothing left inside of me ,
and then run somemore.

Because i know after taking one step back, giving up will never be an option for me.

New moon last night.! Somebody yawned so manymillion times. Ass or whattt?
I think i was damn engrossed in the movie and if i felt right, i felt my face twitching and my eyes stinging. Don't-knw-why. Not exactly sad, but... something else. I think people will only laugh at the convesations if you read the book!
If not, you will not relate to the movie so much.
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reading the book gives you more pleasure.
Though i tried hard to control my squealing at the last two words edward said in the movie.
Marry me. ( i totally didn't expect that part, ) it left me grinning in my seat when the lights were turnned on. K-what- Twi/Nmoon- idiocy is this. HEH.

ha ha ha. btw, DENIESE if you are reading this, wthel la you. You go tell your bro what i told you,
make my cousin embrassed only. ha ha ha , make me laugh- so- hard .

I want sleepovers,

I need more rest, i have been dreaming actionpacked dreams lately

and having deep sleeps which leaves me very satisfied in the morning.

Ok. Kris outttt,
Xo xo xo xo xo xo.

Time for miracles

2009-12-01T18:51:00.008+07:00

I realized i always feel better after i blog. Because, blogging gives me a chance to reflect on my life and the events that past.

I feel like my life has undergone a big change.

Its like, right now, there are new people and new hangouters for me, its all different now. However, i know the people who makes up the ''core'' of my social circle would be my dear cousins, forever there.

Sometimes, i'm scared. But i guess, all is fine, so i needa trust in abba father yes? Life is gna take a big turn, it can get you down or, are you going to rise up and beat all odds?

Sometimes you just don't feel the connection to the people around, but i think thats the most important. It is what keeps you going not? If not, one is just a ''floater'' , feeling nothing..... I should start getting used to change. No, correction : I must already be used to this.

They say : ''Change is the only element of life which is constant '', Let me start embracing the present moment i've got.

Ok, that is a whole chunk of shit i typed out upthere cause , cause, i am a little confused.Is it just me or does everybody thinks of stuffs like this too.?I am going for the latter.

This outline i can't get rid of its an eyesore.

My ungood.

Bbq at neptune court

Brenda! Asked her if she was really the one who appeared in our ''sex ed.vedio'', its her leh!
Wa, though i think she's not really thattttttt happy about it. But, that not the point.

The point is, i had a great time chilling at neptune court which is a freaking condo that freaking has manicure, fish spa, tuition centres, bookshopes, mama shops , playgrounds all in one area??

I got lost in there! Had a hard time finding the bbq pit. Missed Zhenyan. ( she has got her driver's license, and i heard she took half an hour to get to neptune court ) . I took half the time she took with the bus .Min yi as loud as ever,

Wa, I went there and immediately, suffian kept bbqing food for me. I dare say it was one of the most '' stomach filling '' bbq i had. Normally, i just eat like what.... 2 otahs, 1 fishball, 4 satays that sort?

HOW TO BE FULL. heh/

So, yeah. After that,i bought marshmellows for them and we played ''' chubby bunny''.
Does the name sounds oddly familliar to you? It is a game whereby you have to stuff marshmellows in your mouth and say chubby bunny each time you stuff one in.

MIN YI FREAKING STUFFED 11 marsmellows in her mouth.
She totallly let herself look unglam like....-,-

After which,. i owned almost everybody there at ''tap tap'', am i getting pro or is it just my competitors. Hm.
However, as the old saying goes "'Practise makes perfect'' huh.

heh heh.

Anyway, Then, we headed to play billard. It got waay funny when they decided to play a ''silent'' game of pool. I couldnt stop laughing,the billard stick couldnt stop shaking, the game had to pause for a tiny while. Hm, then headed home with Jeremy and another younger boy. Cool or what. We three live just a block apart. okay la-,- Not that cool butt..

Heres my hair in the foreground & zhen yan and minyi in the back ground.

Harbour light's birthday bash!

It was awesome. Pretty fun. Ivan and sirong came. Fengyuan supposed to come, but he had camp ayee. But, yeah. The games were not bad and i enjoyed myself. Think the guys did too?
Huixun wanted to comee! But, she couldnt, bummer. ( i bet you would enjoy yourself lehhh)
Aw but. Yeah, There were many friends who came, the songs were great, skit also caught my attention all throughout. I mean, it was funny aye. The preaching was alright, alter call was good, thats about it. Just wished i had mingled more and asked people to comee backk! Heh
I think i acted more like a visitor. Playing games and claiming sweets as my prize-,-
Nevertheless, yeah. Had called more nonbelievers people . Alll throughout i thought it was a pity they did'nt come.

Shall end here, lost the motivation.

ps : i wna give thanks. Give thanks for my dear track juniors yeah? All of them are awesome, dudettes and dude. Esp the two hages yeah? Both of you know who you are! Ahyoohhh.

Peace oout.

Go quiet through the trees

2009-11-28T12:40:00.006+07:00

No 1 ) I MISS THEM!

Its been so long since i've seen shao yun and grace, heeh. We should stop talking, and really do the things we said we willl do.
Like, camp at the beach and all. Luv 'em babes. Grace said she would join me for lunch anytime soon. Cool.

NO 2; Hair cut

Yesterday, went to cut my hair with Xin xin and her friend Benedict. Though That benedict guy just stayed and watch us and gave unnecssary comments plus a ''' come-punch-me'' face, he was a good... target to vent my unhappiness at. heh

Because, you see. I japanese curled my hair, The woman there told me it will look way nice and i thought of how wolf said he wna see a revamped me and how my bro say he will lock me outside the house if i came back with the same-old-samo hairstyle. The hairdresser was way excited about me ''lllooking nice'' after that and she looked rather pissed that i was taking a long time to decide. So i was thinking... helll.....i';m working.. right? I should try something different... right?

So there you have it!

K... i almost teared for a moment when i saw the end product. I almost teared to the beaming and proud face of the hairdresser. She seem way proud of.... ME. but hell! i thought i could smash her mirror . fuck . But , nevermind. Gna rock it out as much as i can. I have received fair amounts of good and bad reactions-,- So yeah.

No 3- ecp at night.

We ordered a cup of hoegarden ( surprised that they let us buy alcohol) Well, we gave credits to our new hairstyles which made us look... ( fill in the blank) Heh. So we just sat and chill, talk and ate nice smelling , super hot roasted chestnut. Glad that Xin xin's here, someone who understands me inside out i guess.
Like, i could tell her anything.

Bottoms up to that!

No 4- worrkk.

I feel as though, work has been taking its toll on me. Its like, i feel as though i have aged overnight. 15 going on 50. I prefer to be kept busy at work, if not, i would just have to listen to the grandmother stories my 'mentors' share with me when we are free. Which.. uh. I mean, what else can i do? Except give them a listening ear , let them rant till they happy, thinking in my heart '' lets see how long she can go on, HA'', Well, i shouldnt have tested them. They could go on and on and onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

There were some ups too though. Like, i met pretty funny people at work. Though, now i understand what they mean by ''office politics''. PFFT. It gets way.... adult-ty for me sometimes. Some people who came in to take their x rays made my day though.

Some were.... funnnyyyyy.

Nurul!

My mentor! Who scares some guys off when she asked them to '' take off your shirt''.

The one with endless stories some were nice to hear though. But, on one of the days, she treated me lunch and brought me on a ''tour'' around raffles place. It was cool., considering that i didnt know my way around .

No5-

Went to john little sales and foodfair at expo. Skipeed church that day and decided that it was time i spent some time with my dear bro , mum and maid. Heh. It was pretty enjoyable. Well, the thing is, it was supposed to be the SALES, supposed to spend v. LITTLE, but the ''bill'' got up to hundred plus. Nice one ah tans. I was more caught up in trying the food at the foodfair though.

No 6.-

Xiang jie came back from New zealand alrdy! Missed her, still as mesmerizing as ever. She never fails to charm me, since i was a lill girl. Heeh. I know on valentines, she will have alooot of presents stuffed under her table even before she arrived to school . She needed two other guys to carry her presents home after that. She is. that. wow i guess. Hm, We cousins weent to eat at a Japanese restaurant and then rushed down to cinelesiure to watch 2010. We were late for 20mins. But surprisingly, when we all arrived there panting, the advertisments were still ongoing-,-

After that, we rushed down again to teo heng to singsingsing till 2am. Heh.

I guess this is the end. Will post more next time.

You know how disappoinments from different people sucks so bad?

I finally got what it means, the two words ''let-down''.

In case you didnt know, i wake up early every single day .

Monday, work,

tuesday,track,

wednesday, work,

thursday , track

friday, work,

saturday, track,

sunday , church.

Plus all the activities in between. And i am alright. !

Cmon man. live life like its your last. fuck , stop spending your time on bed sleeping like you got nothing else better to do. ( thats my opinion at least, no offense )

you think this will work out fine?

I guess i just have to walk down the road to know it.

You aint making this easier

2009-11-18T21:06:00.010+07:00

THIS MADE ME LAUGH

Was suposed to rearrange this thosands of paper according to the months and names.
WTFUCK man.
but, since i had the doctor's room all to myself,
i closed the door, turned on my mp3,
and .... though i might sound silly but
i sung and grooved to the beat while throwing and arranging the papers,
HEHE. Job done in 2hours.
i was thinking '' i don't even file my maths papers properly! fancy me spending the time helping other people organise their stuffs! then again, i realized, it all lies in the KACHINNG''.
( it means bucks )

Overdued pictures,
thought they lloook quite good here.
What you expect? i take leh,

The pyscho dude found his small lil pyscho partner at church!
He freaking go... quarrel with a smaller boy
the amazing thing is, the smaller boy retorted back

The malay dude who gave us their catch

After a fullfilling day's work of painting---- the picture below.
Meaning, hours of cip added to my pathetic number of hours accumulated!
Really had a great time painting , though i think we made quite a din.
Heeh. Trishu is one funny girl! Its rare that i find a girl whom i am hardly close to to laugh with, and we laughed so much,.

Last day of school with vinnie!
While waiting for jiepin,
after which, we headed to pizza hut and then vinnie went my house for movie plus psp.
Which kinda failed cause.... thanks anyhow vinnie!
Heard that there was a mass outing whereby about 19 people from our class, half of 3g and all went to watch 2012. Cool aye

Janice drew me! While we were waiting for our egg shell to dissolve in the hydrochloric acid.

You might be thinking, wtfff. She atcually did that!

Yeah, i was thinking the same thing too.

But hey, One life one chance.

He he. I've got so much to share!
But kinda bummed, lazy type.
overall, first day of work was pretty fun.

Except that i felt like a loner during lunch break, as apparantly the malay girls thought that i went out to ' pa tuo'' which i don't know where they heard from! So, i sat with this young ... k 23 years old girl. And we started talking which made me feel all better. She atcually mocked me!

Ha haa. No bigggyy.

Come find me please people. I work at equity plazza

I kinda spent my first half of the lunch break ringing people up !

I gave up then and there when i got wayyyy hungry.

Heh. Nevertheless, marde. Never would i get an office job,

talk about walking robots, stony expressions, liveless working people!

And i ask myself : do i want that?

When i grow up, i wna be a kiddddd.

Okie, went out with Xin and Heng for shopping and i spent like 100bucks plus.

The results of having a card to '' shua''.

Nevertheless, i had a great time and xin is the freeest woman now!

So its all coool.

I'm out.

Pull the trigger.

Why does this feel like a battlefield.

Happy holidays

2009-11-16T16:59:00.003+07:00

So wow, i am back!

I would love to revamp this blog and redo the music and all so that it could be a hit again.

But i don't have much motivation right now , therefore! Everything is staying satus quo. ( hopefully only for awhile )

OK! So, The last day of school, i kinda quarrelled with Dear kylie but everything's great now, which is awesome. For those out there who has been fking labelling, if you really don't knw nuts about me, stop whatever you';re doing. A smile is something that sets things straight, that sometimes is just the simplest and quietest way of communication, it means no fking harm and shouldnt have no side effects damn ya . So, yeah the bottom line is : shut your fking mouths and keep your own opinions to yourself alright? And my main point of all these stuffs is to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYLIE!

You're in malaysia now, and if you don't read this chunk of words i'm typing ( ITS YOUR LOSS HOR) So you better not scan through like you normally do ( pfft ) ;

You've been a gr8 friend! Been with me, Through my highs and lows, and ugliest and prettiest. You've seen all sides of me, my glam and unglam and you know my every actions.

You could easily telll what i'm gna do next, read me like a book. Sometimes though, you made some mistakes and read me the wrong way, but, hey! Thanks babe. For all the effort you've put in to this friendship. I'm thankful for you and i know i can count on you to lift me up, to be there.

Its like i know if i do somehting stupid, you will be there to laugh it off with me, and i love that!

Its what friends are forrrrr.

I'll keep the rest in the card i'm gna HANDMAKE for you,. Lucky lady!

Saturdy was a great day. Brought ivan and fengyuan to witness the water baptism after our painting stink. Have pictures of ''andrew'' but i can't seem to load them in the computer!

Anway, it was a fun day really. I am glad i brought them too. Cause i think, they are coming more often to church? HAA. but yeah, enjoyed myself either way.

Ps: Andrew is a lizard from the canal. Ivan, being the pyscho that he is asked the malay boys to give their catch to him. So andrew followed us all the way to mcdonalds! Swittching from ivan's hands to fengyuan's to one moment, MINEE. ( don't ask me why the hell i agreed , i was with a mad man ) And up to fengyuan's shirt and ivan's shirt and in the end, INTO ivan's water bottle.

Brought much entertainment.
Was supposed to be down for water baptism, a surge of envy and happiness plus respect rose in me when i watched other youths read their testimonies to the lord and got baptized.

A new lease of life for them, the bridge burnt behind them.
Next year, i am up! With andrea ay?? HELL. ANDREA ( lee ah ? ) I am not gna smile at you anymore laa! MAKE ME. haaa.

LASTLY, i found a job at dad's doctor friend/ mahjong kaki clinic.
Its some x ray clinic at raffles city. Will blog the name once i know.
But i am starting work on weds, COME DOWN TO FIND ME
ESP DURING MY LUNCH BREAKKKKK
HEH
come find me out for lunch, if my mood good, i treat la! ha hahaa
Money money, come to mummy.
Okie, but the point is! I think this one month worth of work is gna be awesome

Learnt that

2009-11-10T22:08:00.005+07:00

The only person that can defeat you thoroughly is yourself.
Don't let yourself, be the downfall of yourself.

I will post nice nice all the eventsss heh. Once i get hold of the pictures. Till theennn!
Summaaarrryy:

1) BBQ-ed and Pooled with Sirongivandarrenarrontvinniekyliewendyyuanyi.
It was very very funny when it rained and we started running to e chalet which is all the way to the other end from where we were.
Neverthelss,i really had a great chiillinn time.

2) WAAAAAAAAA. i forgot.... but once i get hold of the pictures ... yeah mann !

Today,
Dad brought vinnie and wendy out for perenakan lunch after our game of pool.
Coollllllllllll.
Track,
Job scouting with the two H-s at food court.
Homee.

What took me so long.?
Hmmm,

Angst is something that will pass

2009-11-03T22:38:00.001+07:00

Resolution,. i'll do the best i can

Xoxo

2009-10-29T21:54:00.005+07:00

Encouragements works wonders for me. what works for you?
Let good words and praises come out from your lips,
It. can make a person's day.
( my own opiniion)

HEY XIN XIN DRUG. I KNOW YOU WON'T READ THIS, AND YOU BETTER NOT,
BUT AFTER YOUR O LEVELs SEE MY ''心意'' ALSO GOOD. GOOD LUCCCKKK FOR O LEVELS, YOU'VE CAME A LONG WAY AND I KNOW YOU CAN'T WAIT TO PARTY WITH ME AFTER THAATT. WE CAN GO WEST COAST PARK, WE CAN GO BEACH AND WE CAN PLAY MAHJONG AND CUT HAIR TOGETHER. THE BOTTOMLINE IS : I believe you can do it! the rest of those sentences are excitement on my own part.

If i keep looking at that locked door how will i ever see the doors that had open for me?
Unblind me lord, i knw its gna be hard.
but, i need you to show me the way.

Hush

2009-10-28T20:26:00.006+07:00

I shout for the sky i'm stuck on the ground.

....Why? I thought i found my way, i really... need people here who believes in me.

To keep my head high and and be happy like how i used to be, its a chore.

When there was you you and you who have absolute faith in me,

i was Carefree.

Sure.

Taking every step with a ''bounce.''

Now i feel like i'm coming undone.
Is that a good thing? Opening up to new stuffs, to fresh perspectives, to places never ventured befr, but sometimes i just... want to stick to my comfort zone, Even A. could tell how i'm feeling.

Today saw me rather hyped up for frisbee, i didnt have suppliers to even allow me to attempt catching the frisbee.! First time i felt so loserish, rly. But then again, this time saw the class rising and falling together, As in, Everybody were '' 3Fing! '' together at the start and then just quiet and cool about it altogether when the match ended. Sighs, another day at school tmr .
Another long.... hopefully betteer day? Yeaah.

Heads up, I'm up for the beach anytime.
...
...
(: ?

I need you all back.

Baby are you going down down down down down

2009-10-24T21:48:00.008+07:00

Shangrila la la la hotel.-

It was some kind of dinner whereby all the surveyors, valuers and probably all the 'land specialists' in Singapore gather together.

There was a magician who performed a beautiful act! He fanned a plant and roses appeared. He even lifted the whole table up just by lifting the table cloth ! I tried it on our table but... failed.

Anyhowww! This dinner was cool because there were games during the whole dinner.
In the beginning, it was just some speeches which Huiting and i laughed
throughout! Because.... becausee... grins. Anyway, it as yawn-worthy . But, when the emcee said there were going to be games, i got excited!

Untill he added '' Don't volunteer yourself, i tap your shoulder'' -,-

But, grins, though there were like... i guess big figures there, i really didnt seem to care much ay. I think my table whereby our two families of cousins are seated had the youngest people .

One of the games is ---
They would play a song and ask us to guess the show! The first one i knew was Singapore idol! But when i walked up halfway, another dude beated me to it.
The second one, when i knew it was PCK i half walked half ran up to the stage!
Heh, I could feel all the eyes staring and the camera right at me, Buutt. Ah.
Nevermind la, fun can alrdy hor. ( this time i see him need people go up then i go one leh! )

In the end, i answered

'' what is pck's wife name'' correctly and got a photoframe.

Befr that, he was asking all the contestants

'' What company are you from?''

All of them gave those long company names i haven't heard of.

When he asked me which company i was from i almost '' TKSS'' him, But i changed my mind and said '' Lee boon haw surveyor'' and he mis heard and mis pronounced
it big time! Everybody laugheeed.

Other than that, i entertained myself with tap tap's'new perspective.' Hell, it was fun.
W hen it was time for the lucky draw, my bro rushed up to the stage when they announced our number. PSPPP!

Waaaa.
waaaa.
waaaa.
(huixun's style)

Ovverall, it was pretty fun, and it is a pity Huiting stayed over for one night only!
The first 10 course dinner i went, i went up to the singer and asked them to sing the song '' beause you loved me by celine dion'', ( bettttyyyyyyy ! ) grins, would have recorded it or sthg but yeah.

Me, ahmah and bro.

Me and huiting

Mummy and I

One of the games,

Ahgong- lee boon haw

Went to Central grove just now
For ahgong's b'day party today after chuch.
Ate buffet, played x box ( i improved alot! ) And stress.
Huiying's a crazy girl.

I hope there will be alot of cousins sleepover during the holidays.
( on both sides of my family)

In church, we played indian poker and i drank 4 cups of water blardy quickly in like a duration of 15mins? I wnted to sabo andrea and heather! BUT IN THE END, It was me who blardy hell drank the most.

Well done me.
After that, i had to go toilet URGENTLY many times-,-

12.20am, time for bed.

I learnt that sometimes, what i desire might not be the best for me.
I learnt that, i should live life simply.
Simple is good..
At least thats what i want for now.
No nothing.

Cheers, cheer. cheer, cheer,

2009-10-21T16:33:00.004+07:00

Sometimes, i feel like i'm in the middle of nowhere.

Stay tuned

2009-10-19T01:14:00.001+07:00

So much to say

just ... being me.

2009-10-17T21:53:00.012+07:00

I typed chunks of word, than i realized i'll just make do with the pictures.

GUITAR HERO,

I always thought '' need to hold one meh? i bet all the girls act pro then hold onto that bar,

BUT GUESS WHAT, One needs it to jump here and there .. alot ''.

At esprit, Me with bro's vesst, ( which i thought was mine , so i just wear out-,- )

Rocker yo!

Many more photos to comee! Heh. Today , went to some 10 course dinner.

My 2nd 10 course dinner in a weeek ! Heh,

Shall elaborate more next time. ( Funn ahh )

Today, Huiting staying over at my houseee, so yeah.

And THE BIG NEWS IS. : BRO AND I WON PSP FOR LUCKY DRAWWW.

Tell me,

Who's the lucky asses.

ha ha

BETTY, ! Missing ya.

2009-10-16T21:28:00.001+07:00

i just want to hold on to smb til the fear in me subsides

Not a day to waste

2009-10-16T19:00:00.009+07:00

Every new day, your glory unfolds.
Filling my eyes with your treasure untold.

from a NEW PERSPECTIVE-Panic at the disco.
and i smile as i respire because i know they'll never win

Stop there and let me correct it

So catch me up on getting out of here

And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate linesBut I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

It's not fair, just let me perfect it

Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive

'cause seeing clear would be a bad idea

I remember i used to praise and worship wholeheartedly soulfully, and i had loved it then.
I was on fire.
Light me up.
Cause i feel like i'm losin it... energy.
Send angels lord? Send salvation to me.
I feel like i'm inching away... ( k i just crapped that out)

Wait,what is it that you want to tell me?

Is it me?

Is it you?

Today was a good day spent with tracker dudes.
Played neopets, the 'drum guitar karoke' set thing, wii, watched shuttle and ordered pizza hut ending off with frisbee.
So yeah, eventful day hurh.
Again, John is a true blue joker.

Sometimes i just want to quieten down, and then ask myself, what am i doing?
Is this the best i can do and i can make out of this situation? Sometimes, i find myself just wanting to search for some revelation. To be liberated from this labryinth and get answers i desire. People work hard everyday, and the main thing is for what? Everything we do & every aspect of our life intertwines and so if one aspect of your life goes wrong, expect it to affect another and another and another. So, i guess what we can do is to pick out the root and work on it.

He he i found many people who wna fly kite with meee.
I'm loving angels instead,
( i was darn surprised when jiepin played this song for me)
Didnt know she knew it either.

Robbie williams is good. Ay kylie? ha ha.

Its like catching lightning

2009-10-15T20:15:00.010+07:00

i didnt realized my bro new laptop has this bluetooth function built-in.
And i've been plucking the dammmit device in and out of the computer thinking how the hell to work this thing and send some pictures over the whole time .

Uncle's gna treat my whole family 10 course dinner ! Then my maid was like'' since everybody go, can i go also''. And my bro was like '' yeah you sit under the table loh'', Wthel? ha haa.

Heh. I did this after something bad happened. Helll.'' WHOOAA OOHH, Living on a prayer
Take my hand we'll make it i swear''

THIS BUS IS DARN COOL. Bus 83 has this 'pub design'' or sthg in the bus. Can you believe its public transport. I couldnt believe my eyes when i walked in the bus. Kkk-,- Heh,

Sneaked a picture of the bus,

And While the chinese teacher in tuition was explaning the compo skills to collin,

he busy drawing away! he didnt even look at the teacher-,-

The thing is, the teacher was giving him mannny nice phrasese and storylines for compo.

And he was super engrossed in his drawing.

Untill the teacher was like ''够了hor 我讲一个，你dot一个.

Can you imagine how long the teacher was talking to him??
LOOK AT THE DOTSS,

Hell, Colllin and ronald are nice people who ask me if i want soya bean every week hurhhh.

And i successfuly poached Aerilyyn to come join me for saturday chinese class! Instead of sunday.Well done me, Btw BETTY . You knw aerilyyn said i was making a big commotion at mc cafe ! ( during which i was talking to... who else but you ) hah

Today 2H girls got together.
It was coool.

K, today was a good day which consists of,...

hm. Picture '' secret recipe for lunch, ''shorts'' for movie, 6 girls going wild on the rooftop of vivo city, A pyscho girl huimin chasing me around to get her ''revenge'', Stella getting all psyhced up over getting a 50cents coin to bounce on the water.... 4 times? Jiepin kylie and me trying to keep the ball afloat for 50 counts, Wanzhuo being the dog and bone calller, while we ran and poh yee collided into jiepin Bham;''

Heart-toheart talks. I love them,

Not me trying to pretend to be upbeat, not me trying to sugar up anything

But me telling my situation frankly.

I like it.

Then, i reallly hope for more of such outings that will only bring us closer and nothing else,

K, i just had hokkien me, Shiok ah.

I'm so full, i forgotten the rest i wna type out

PEACE OUT, KristalT,

When the lights go out in the universe, i'll be next to you

2009-10-14T22:38:00.004+07:00

i promise to update often.

Today morning i woke up to find this verse Jovena sent me,
'' you were taught with regard to your former way of life,
to put off your old self which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires,
to be made new in the atttude of your minds,
and put on the new self, etc.
But the main part came : In your anger do not sin, do ot let the sun go down while you are still angry.'' Blardyyy! Spot on to the situation i'm in.
Wow.

Went to play badminton with Lorna just now. it was enjoyable. Cycled on the bike that was waayy to small for me. i felt like a clown on a small mini kiddo bike. But nevertheless, memories of my childhood came rushing back to me. It was goood and Yeah! Everything is cool once you sweat it out, ( for me at least )

The rest of the night till 10.30pm was spent with Valerie! On neopets. We had a long laugh at my neopets profile. Go check it out : Kristan2. ha ha a.

Welll, yeah. Gna go sleep soon.
Maybe vbll tmr? Just maybe

Tell me you'll be next to me.

One life, not going back

2009-10-13T23:01:00.006+07:00

Cute hurh, wonder if you'l seen this yet. But like if you did, then hell, you might find this

bl.ardy cliche.

But it caught my eyes in p5/6? When melanie sent it to me.

Sometimes, the simplest sentences are the best sentences hurh.

HEY. Time to get the party started!

bla ha ha.

Great day today.

Ho ho ay vinnie wendy huixun and yuanyi?

And an enjoyable match of basketballlllll with Kylie& janice at the start, Then stefan ivan and sirong.

Today was one of those days i laughed till my abs hurts so good.

Can i multiply such days?

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With yuanyi :

Me ; Someday we go sentosa play vball.

Yuanyi : sunday! this sunday?

Me ; no la Oneday we go.

Yuanyi : huh! monday?

HURH. Ha ha. And yeah hey Yuan yi! If you're reading this, hell its okay pick yourself up yeahhh. You know everything's gna be alright in the end. And, then again. I'm so glad you're brave hurh. To me, all this comes in one whole package. Thrilll in the heart, hearbrake heartbreak?

Prove- me -wrong.

Heeh. yeah, i know.... one day there will be someone to prove my theory hell wrong.

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Next, BETTY if you're reading this ( heh i bet you are)

we went back to drink the 'LOVE' drink. Rmbr that drink.

It was the bestest drink my tongue tasted from what i remembred.

And when it goes down your throat, sighs. Bliss. Worth the 4.20bucks.

But today when i drank it, something ... the ''oomph' feeling was misssing.

''Everything i do, reminds me of you''. ( (: )

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Then, had a round of bowling with Wendy Vinnie and huixun.

One of the first sentences Huixun said when the game started was

'' i am gonna get first! ''

HA HA. Aww. and when wendy told her to hit down at least one pin, she went

''' i am strike-ing'' !

Then, it went to the ''long gang'' Wthel?

then again, it happened for the majority of the first 6 rounds.

Soooo..... ha ha.

Haha h, Aw. Vinnie and i had a good laugh hurh.

Sighs, 52 was the high score.

GUESS WHO GOT IT

(is kkkkkkkkkkr)

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Would like to end with a photo, but apparantly ! I have none.

Sooo, 12.17am, time to lie on my bed and maybe dream a little.

I used to be a selfconfessed daydreamer, like... really. I think i had the wildest imagination.

I could be...anybody. anything at anywhere.

Sighs, and most of the time my maid would just catch me smiling to myself when my eyes are closed. And i opened my eyes to her giggles.-,-

heh heh.

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I am glad i pulled through examinations despite it all.

Thanks for the listening ears people ( you knw-who you are and i am so glad big head picked up )

Aint no mountain high enough.

Dear lord, thank you.

Did i mention that i listed the top 30 things i so wna do during this holidaayyyy.

Time to tick them off one by one hurh.

How did it end up like this

2009-10-02T22:56:00.002+07:00

Isiah 26.v3

You will keep me in perfect peace if i incline to you.

''When situations are against us,

When all these things are against us,

just keep your focus on god and

Don't focus on the problems and the trials,

When we keep thinking about our problems, we make our problems so big and just know that god is bigger than our problems.''

Wow. Nice one from Brenda.

I'm a confused girl.

Suddenly.

Ho ho.

Golf at marina

2009-09-20T22:16:00.003+07:00

CUTE HURRRH.

She went '' I also got golf set at home! ''.

"' my daddy buy for me one''.

'' BLUFF one''.

ha haa.

Half the time i aimed at the ball and tried to hit it , half the time i just hit the air.

LOOKS HARDER THAN YOU THINK.

Daamit.

And like, at least the whole golf club didnt get flung off my hands like i thought it would.

Ho ho.

And my mom acted pro and she was like '' KRISTAL. ehh. You see the glass panel anoott. you see''.

And i believed her! I squinted my eyes ( which was w/o the aid of any glasses or contacts )

But guess what. There was atcually really nothing there.

Ho ho. Today, the preach was about motivation and passion and all.

but today, i couldn't find my motivation .

Wait. why do we study again.

Why do i learn how to test for cations and anions again.

Whats. the pointtt.

Giv me a reason .

Noctis, '' Sky of the night light''

I like latin

How do you type out the biggest smile

2009-09-19T19:03:00.004+07:00

YOU ARE THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIGHT.

Dear lord,

thank you for today. i am so happy.
And, its the joy coming from you.
that is it.

Love, krist.

i give my life to the potter's hand

2009-09-17T23:40:00.005+07:00

Random flashbacks,

Have you ever wondered about '' hey, what if i went down that route, what if i have took that route''. Have you played with the thougght of being on another path down this life. I just did.

Then again, i had Adrian to come and enlighten me and i'm all better.Thank you so much Lord for such people who just.... gets me.

Just now while conferencing with my dear social studies group members, I read through my friendster testimonials ( No i'm not living in a cave ) yes i don't have face book. It brought back so much memories. So much. How in sec 1, we started off looking at the faces in school and everybody were strangers. How girls go around calling girls all sorts of sweet stuffs. ( we rarely see it anymore do we) Well, lesser. Then, i remember what i've been through. its a great deal.

But, i'm so glad i've been through all i've been through, i just wish i grab hold of the things i knew i would be losing out on. All the memories, ..

Sighhh.

its 12. 47am.

I think its goodnight.

Wait. what is it about you that made me break what i stood for.

I guess i shouldn't count on ONE. too much

2009-09-15T22:42:00.001+07:00

gleeee . its small lil things that make it all right again.
You knw. the littlest things.

I think i've been at the foolishnes i should not be

2009-09-15T22:18:00.002+07:00

Fuck man.

I am not gna hear another word from people anymore.

Yes, i changed. I changed to a fking person who got so fking fucked by fking words.

That should not be . No more man. why should i care?

Rmbr what i always use to say : Don't label me ( obviously this is not applicable here) if you know nuts about me.

But what i wna say is, i wna stand firm in myself.

You know how words can just change your entire day?
hey people. One sentence of advice : Don't dammit let it get you down.

Its atcually all up to you to decide.

Your choice.

How do you wna live life now?

I need to sing of your love forever abba.

Pulling through with god's grace!

2009-09-13T20:52:00.004+07:00

The alpha and omega.

I rather get a good omega/.

I have a fascination for wolfs, i want a baby wolf for a pet.

i just caught a caterpillar, and i think it drowned in pink dolphin....

shiitt.

i am disgusted.

my dreams of being a .... '' caregiver'' crashed.

I wanted to watch first hand, the metomophosis ( or however you spelled it ).

Goodnight world. My plan was to sleep early, it got thrwarted.

Whats new.

heeeh,. Sweet dreams people!

Ps : Kor is going Hong kong and china tmr. Wish ya a fun trip okye! Love ya regardless always endless bickering... Heh.

Pps : My pool improved tremendously! Wheres my claaaaaaaappps? and party poppers.

Rmbr my old record? One ball in. This time, i'm left with 3 BALLS! Tell me who rockkkks ahhh.

Heh heh,.

.....

........

obviously my bro and his patient friends. heh.

WAIT, i said goodnight.

Yes, this is final.

GOOD NIGHT WORLD.

There's only so much i can give.

2009-09-11T00:05:00.018+07:00

I just wish you try a little MORE harder you know.
So that i don't have to feel so tired.
i don't even have to choose this.
Make.me.feel.its worth yes seer.

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing

Some people are not worth fighting for." Theres a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. It's realising that you don't need certain people and their crap.''.
'

FUCK YOU. for highlighting this shit,
then again, its not your blardy fault fr being so curious hurh.

i'm perfectly fine.

Today was a great day. Felt accomplished to go through track training despite bad cough. HA. HI5 SHANNON. no really, We did great. Had a pretty lamely ( wtf, can't believe i am using this word) JOVI lah. Fun time. And yeah got tricked by prisicillia and mocked at big time
-,- Grins. CAN'T SEPERATE YOUR HANDS hor prisicillia. Good one. Welll, yeah.

I've been sleeping alot. The day before, i slept at 5pm and woke up at 11pm.
A girl's gta get her sleep hurh. Went Valerie's and valencia's house to chill just now.

Feels great to have a friend's house to crash at anytime you want to.

We scream our insecurities, but mutter our apologies and that's why this world will always be so wrong.

"Sometimes I wish you'd pay more attention to my favorite songs because the lyrics sing words I'm too scared to say."

Cheer me up?

Hey is'nt this easy

2009-09-07T18:26:00.007+07:00

Random words : Empty, happy, dreaming, ghost of hope, surreal,
''Can't expect to fall in love and get up w/o scratches.''
wtf. How true/

I wonder if anyone share my thoughts, get me so totally. I know there are some out there. I know i know.

Good to know.

If only one of you could appear, and bring me out from this maze of thoughts i am having. Show me light.

''We should not let our past memories be greater than our dreams and ambitions''.

Beautiful.

These are roughly the words,---. they were carved on a broken stone.

I've been letting my parents quarrel over me.

Fuck who? Talk about '' Honour your father and mother''.

I realized getting what i want eventually doesn't weigh out the torture i felt in my heart when dad shouts at mum just so that i get my way. ( So to the people reading this ! This holiday, be a good papa and mama girl/boy. )

Because i push their tolerance towards me. ---Can't help it,

I've been coughing the whole day.

The one person i care the lousiest for is probably me right now.

I soaked myself in the night breeze,( shiok) ate ice cream even though a bad cough was obviously coming my way ,(shioker ) keep my energy up on night outs, (shiokiest)

See what i mean? & I think its totally fine.

Today, I remembered the beautiful far- fetched dreams i used to have.Some of it came running back to me. How can i let myself forget them? Shouldnt had. Yesterday i went to ecp for some night cycliing, and Changi airport with Huikhuan and Heather, He hee , Dearies. Yeah. I realized i have been living my days in '' laters'', Like.. when i am doing this, i would think of LATER, Havent beeen living in the present have i. Need. to stop.

Woke up at 11pm today and spent my whole day at home. Its been a peaceful day.

Contented once again.

colbie caillat songs soothes me big time.
I can't lose sight of the creator, burn me.

I hate to be the one giving it my all,

but i guess thats what i gta do, to keep this from reaching its fall.

I found somebody

2009-09-06T09:23:00.005+07:00

I feel like churning out a beautiful post to make up for the lack of updates.

What if llife was a complete rip off of a fairy tale? Wouldnt that be. great. I realized i am nothing without god. He is my strength, my power, my source of comfort. Aw damn. Come get to know this loving father if he's a stranger to you! You know you're missing out alot. I know, through him, i am going to find my own fairtale story.

I can conqueor the world with one hand, as long as you're holding the other.

Friday night
Caught final destination! ( HEYY EAT THAT peopleee )

Tip 101: Honestly, all you gta do is look at the person straight in the eyes, stare her down and keep the furious beating of your heart discreet enough so that the friendly counter lady won't notice you are blardy hell 155555! Oh yeah. And answer her question with a one word answer in case your lying voice gives you away. ( for people like me AND VINNIE who can't lie for nuts ) MIssion accomplished.

It was a fun night, need i say much.

2009-08-31T21:21:00.004+07:00

Contention

;I'm out of my mind right now, but you may leave a message.

Gettin my ass outta this worlllllllllllddddddddd.

Getaway

No no, Nothing's gna bring me down.

2009-08-26T17:47:00.007+07:00

Nobody knows what we are, the friendship indescribable baby.
More more .
Did i mention how good it feels to have somebody to share stuffs with.
When your heart's a wreck, and your head's a mess, all you need are best friends, I guess.
They know that you're slow, stupid, and mess around.
Yet they still don't care about being seen with you in public.
Because they're idiots too.

Grins. *stares at all of you girls who bothers to read this.

Damn, i am glad. Glad that ... there is the 2H08 girlllssss. Heh heh. (:
Why do I always have to do the things I suck at? Like decision making.
But then again, its okayy heh. I will learn. ( fuck it) and darn. I rmbred in primary school during a public speaking workshop, the teacher asked who can make decisions fast. The whole class, only 4 of US raise up our hands! I was one of theemm. Look what-happeend. Sighs. * slaps forehead. Then again, its okay, choices are part and parcels of life.

Ps: the question he asked me, to test if i was really fast in making decision was :
What are you going to have for dinner later?
......
......
Guess what. I think i stammered on that too. Like wtf?
( k no no no. Not thaat bad )

So, yeah. Today i heard many things. I am so glad because i realized hey, i am not alone in this.

Aw roar. Hm. I like cararamel jelly frappoccino shit from starbucks, i wish it appear right infront of me now. Lol, i rmbred betty told me '' you know i had to take a deep breath after ordering'' cause the name of the coffee was darn long and she said it in one shot. Yesterday, John made my day in track... like really. He is one hell of a funny dude. Hurhh. We were playing the '' one-person- say- one -word and then create a story kinda game. And he kept attacking panda. Ha ha, Eat that.
Anyway, yeah. (:

The night before the night before, i went to find Crystal seet, my primary school best friend! He he, my dear girl, its been so long since i've seen her! She's the one, the one who sparked off the ''smiling me'', cause she's got a great smile too!

Then, The night before, I called TEENAGE STARZ. ( the childhood gang) to come to my house to celebrate bro's birthday. I realized my bro got 3 cakes for his 17th birthday! Wthel.

Its time to face the world courageously.
I wanna be clear headed.
I am armed with all i need, I wnna move on and achieve more.

;Experience is the worst teacher:
it gives the test before presenting the lesson.

Far away

2009-08-26T06:10:00.002+07:00

7.10am in the morning, Heading to school right soon.

Betty! You just made me cried like ... aw, And yeah. I love you babyyyyy.

take that,.

I'm falling back into your grace

2009-08-23T19:10:00.006+07:00

Uncle's and bro advanced birthday celebration,.

Do you see the three of us! This is a cool vibrating shades that help you massage your eyes. Heh, Xin laughed her ass off when i put it on, cause my whole face was shaking i think! Eh, wa. Sometimes massage can be quite uncomfortable loh. Esp when they massage your leg, and you just wna kick the person cause its darn ticklish .
This little girl here go bluff me say she know how to switch on the television and change to channel 5. I kept asking her '' you sure not'', then she '' SUURREE! SUREEE! Must wait one''. Then, both of us lied on the bed ( in the above position) and stared at the blank screen for 5 mins untill i told her to let me try. I ON-nned the tv in 10secs, WAAAAAA. Missed 5 mins of the final fantasy show, Heh. It was pretty nicee.... SKYY! i mean.... CLOUD. The blonde hair dude.

After church with Heather, i went to find bro and his friends cause they were playing pool at parkway. I called him and his so called part-time girlf.(-,- ) answered and told me to go there, cause they want to surprise him with a cake. Sweet ah!

So, i rushed there and watched the pros play... and

i thought i can '' monkey see, monkey do'' and probably won't do so bad but....

I HIT IN ONE BALL ONLY. I can't aim with a stick for nuts, Like really. But then again,

EH ONE BALL LEH. Ha ha, And as quoted by adriain '' you hit a ball. you're starting to get the hang of it hurh! ''. Ass.

''' KELLVIN, wo yao gen KRISTAL pai zhao.''

'' KELVINN, Wo gen ni de mei mei pai zhao leh! Jealous ma ''.

Loll,wtf -,- Joker. He entertained me alot. !

KELVIN TANN( thanks for helping me hit in the rest of the 14 balls-,- ) heh.

Wait. what do you want for your birthday again?

I will walk and i will not stumble ever again.

Thanks Heather, You made my weekend.

Church was awesome and powerful.

Felt the revelation as many people came forth and prayed for me.

How nice can they be? They know me and called me by my name even before i know them,
and tears just came down as they spoke to me. Evryword really hit me like a double edged sword. And i always thought he was not there and so distant? How could i. God loves me so much. I just pray that all these will continue and i will keep walking in his light. Amen.

I WNAA PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Case closed,

2009-08-21T22:17:00.006+07:00

THROW UP YOUR ARMS INTO THE SKY.

Things are looking up!

i.am.great.

Go hear the song Me without you-ashley tisdale.
The lyrics speak it all about the people who means sthg to me.

When everything falls apart

And it seems like the world

Is crashing at my feet

You like me the best

When 'm a mess

When I'm my own worst enemy

You make me feel beautiful

When I have nothing left to prove

And I can't imagine

How I'd make it through

there's no me without you.

Went to watch ''Where got ghost'' on Thursday with Wendy, Huixunn,Vinnie, Kylie and Janice.I told them i didnt like this kind of show, was supposed to watch '' the proposal'', But hell. I had a great laugh. ( ok lah.. )

''Why the orange no taste!?'
*pause and think for some time.
'' Boss, cause its sugar free.''.
And i rmbr last time poh yee said , '' i thought sugar free, means they add the sugar free for you! ''. Haha ha, wth.

And Ivan did the mooonwalk and feell on his ass, Sirong banged the door with his fist, and the door rebounded back on his head. Aw damn, am i deprived or what. Atcually, i only know all these due to the reanactment of the scene by Ryan who laughed like shit-,- Grins./

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Oh well, Then today supposed to go out with Adrian and his friendss! But, last min cancelled. Called many people to go out on the way home, but turns out, noobody was free. In the end, when i finally reached home and sstill got nothing on, i resorted to calling Terrence to bring poker cards down. But wtf, he didnt have poker cards at home-,- Chess also don't have-,-.

So, i decided to just concede and head home early .

I rmbred going out with Grace and the group and mum screamed at me through the phone! I was atcually kinda... pissed. As in, her reaction was BIG. Its like i expected a MEOW and got a ROAR . ( that kinda thing you know ) .Though she meant well, but yeah. Well... it was 2 plus am, i was at grandlink, Why did she get worried? Go figure. No prize for guessing it right. Thouroughly enjoyed myself that night. Bro is not back yet! What an ass,

Your mercy saved me, your mercy made me whole.

Its time to rest, not to slip away

Give me a moment to grieve

2009-08-20T20:18:00.008+07:00

You know, its like one step forward and three steps back.
Its like driving round a one way street.

Dear diary, its been long since i typed things out here. Rmbr how we used to have diary with locks when we were young? But as quoted from wendy, all the keys used to unlock the diary is the same-,- So atcually, it aint really private anymore. Its been days or should i say weeks since Betty had left. I realized, i talk very little now.___. Betty you know i will wait for you to come back! I will be waiting for that day.... And nights we will spent talking cock till day break. heyyy..
And, So common tests are done-ed with! Honestly, i don't know, i prepared so much daily in school but somehow i feel like i didnt perform this time. Its.. okay kris. Heeh. Never regreeted the preparation, cause like what Num said '' If an athelete wants to run a 4km run, how does he expect to run 1km a week and expect to finish the race well ? '' . So, yeaah.

So live your life like you will not live it twice.
Would you treat each moment like your last?

Lately, i feel like i can cry, any freaking time. Freaky. They say people with choices are fortunate, but when you are clueless about what decision to make, it gets what-the-hellish.
But you know, ultimately, i just wna do things that makes me happy, hang out with anyone who has the ability to make me happy! Scratch the rest, rly./

I feel spiritually dry, so faithless, and in class, when arron told mee'' CAUSE I BELIEVE, I HAVE FAITH''. I am like... whoa, whoa. To say that, it really takes alot of conviction.

I want to put down everything i have now, and after reading the newspaper on the coolest job on earth : THIS GUY GET PAID HUNDERDS OF THOUSAND TO GO EXPERIENCE AUSTRALIA'S TOURISM SPOTS, GO SNORKELLING EVERYDAY, GET FREE HOUSE AND ALL THE SHIT just to blog about Australia and boost its tourism ''

tell me, whre got people so lucky?

Xin say she would'nt mind going on and escapade with me, I dream alot about experiencing the world. One of them would be seating in the topless car and driving along sunway laggoon with xin. ! Sighs.

Get me out of here, i'm hung over.
Wait. this is not too bad
Time for a perception change.

Love ya people!
I had a great day, damn, i would love to blog about all the happy things and events that happened recenttly! But, somehow, this blog is rly just for me to type out whats been inside of me, k.... yeah.

^ ^ Heads up. Who do i run to?

So many last straws

2009-08-13T16:27:00.007+07:00

i like how when you open too many windows, and your computer hanged then all you got to do is press three buttons on the keyboard.ctr alt dlt and wala! You wait awhile and everything gets cleared up for you.

Wonder why life can't bee this way.What is the keey? What is the 3 buttons i need, to get it all straight. .i don't wna complicate things . I've stopped running in endless mini circles.Waste of my breath.

Is there a generic formula for long never ending happiness?
Because it seems like flowers will wither, curtains close, sun sets, and you lose the happy moment you were enjoying just awhile ago. I guess the only way we can do is to try to prolong it...Theres no wrong in trying to prolong sthg that aint gna last right?/

Did i mention that c.si miami is darrn it cool! I think forensics experts are dammitt great people to learn from.

You aint it.

Sometimes you gta break down and breatheee!
Today was hell of an ejoyable day. Thanks to the effians girlies.

Untitled

2009-08-04T19:54:00.002+07:00

Ho ho, how are you people?
This is boring that is boring, aint got no mood . But looking on the brighter side,
i am going snow city with cousins! I am pretty much looking forward to it. Heeh.
Today, track was quite(( * accomplishing. ) yeah. Though the sun was super kind to shine its warm rays down mercilessly on us. ! But , Hm. it was pretty great. BETTYY, this thursday, its gna be our last training tghetre. YOU KNOW THATTTT.? You know if i were to rank the best things i enjoy and take pleasure in in this moment of my life, one of them would be TRACK TRAININGS WITH BETTY, ! Though , yeah there are other peeeps but.. ( Sad smile)

Y''ll knw, i don't wna be in this positon, nor feel this way.

I wish I was a little girl again, because broken arms hurt lesser than broken hearts. Hurrrrhhh.

Yeah, i am clueless.
Whatever.

MIssing me- rj helton

2009-08-03T23:14:00.005+07:00

Credits to farah: hell. I didnt knw it was me at first. I took seconds to finally realize it was me.
heh.

its been so long since i heard the song '' missing me! ''. Wow, memoriesss.

I hope i can diffrentiate baddies frm knights and angels, ya knw?

So long so far, Nothing is ever what it seeems

If the glass is half empty, it can always be filled. If the glass is half full, it can always be spilled.

Why didnt i look around, and open up my eyes to all thats coming.

UP FOR GRABS

2009-08-03T17:42:00.001+07:00

HILL SONG CONCERT-
Thanks arron for that night man! Couldnt have experienced it w/o you man. And yeah,, it was a greeaat night! Arron's friend and i were jumping up and down, Lolll. Imagine arron standing still in the middle clapping and two people beside him going crazy-,- ha ha ha.

Thre were many people! Befr that, i went to track outing for betty's farewellll! it was super fun. Heh. I had a hell of a great time., We listened to waves, see waves crashing against the rocks, volleyballed, MY TEAM WON. ha ha ,. Heh . Had a great time with the trackers, loveee them maan. ! Huikhun came my house after that, and accompanied me to expo were i met Arron and his friend! .I've got the photos! Thanks to shija who's so kind to give me his fb password. Heh. Maybe next timeeeee.

Ktv- half the time, we were shouting, and trying to sing.

eh,but. yeah. effort counts. We cam be bettter! ................ heh.

Luckily the room soundproof hor heh.

I admire and respect my parents, for getting up and doing the same thing all over again every day and not complaining, and not harbouring the thought of ever giving up doing what their doing. And i wonder what gave them the motivation? Then i came to a conclusion that yeah, they did it for me and big bro. heh, for this family, to keep it all goingggggg!

Steamboat pics next time! WALAO. THIS TOOK UP 1 HR OF MY TIME. VINNIE AND HUIXUN,, THIS IS FOR YOU TWO MAAAN. Grab them well , !

Whats the perfect one word, no one's heard yet

2009-08-03T17:06:00.006+07:00

Hey blog. Hey world, when i am free, i am going to change to onsugar.com and revamp the entire blog. When i am free, i am going to change my playlist. Who comes to my blog and the first thing you do, is to scroll down and stop the music! HUUUUUURH? Lol, i know kylie do. ME TOO. I am sick of it already ah. Heh heh. So, yeah. I wanna buy a head band suddenly, like those cap or band you put on your head. heh.

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I need to strike a balance welll, play study breathe, getin touch with the father in heaven, feel myself, have rest, have fun. Yeah. Lately, i've been feeling so restless in school! I can't help but feel something inside me so sad, wishing so bad that Betty was here. How do i stop it? Only time maybe.... But hey... betty. I just wna say, though life is dreadfully passable w/o you ( cause the clock still ticks) but YOU KNOW, It was you who doubled my hapinness and divided my sorrow , it was you who bring me through each day ya know? I rly want you here. Now i am outt on my own, but yess. There's still tehe 6 girls there.....! (:

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So, it has been an eventful week. I somehow. abit. like/. wna. get. tatoo. aye. Heh. As in,

Some italic words. KKKK. It kinda ... seems intriguing. And hell, we have one life only!

I don't know.... I control myself, and tell myself to stay on the right track, is it supposed to be this way??

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Saturday was a greeeeaaat and fun day! HE HE. I finally meet up with xin xiiiin after so longggg! And we had so much fun. Or maybeee... meee eh. he hehe. But, hey drug/ I am so glad that you came with me! We cabbed to Mounbatten and got locked outside the dammit parade! I asked many security gaurds to let me in, but they told me i needed tickets-,- So, me and xin were jumping outside and then, we decieded to go to the carpark to check the gunboys out.

Yeaah man. At least, wolf dammitly saw me. If not, it will be a wasted effort on my part!.

K,. So, i kept to my word. heh.

Whats next.

Hm, then THEN THEN. The SLEEPOVER/..

H aha ha. Roar ., Atcually, i believed we could have enjoyed moreeee! With a better environment-,- with a playground and all. Like,. yeah. but, well it was simple and down-to=earth fun. Sill cool ! (: Next time, we gta include water balloons, crazy games, never-done-befr stuffs.That would then, be the bomb. Rigghhhtt.... Hm.

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I look at whats happened. People come, people go. But you know, you should dammit know that some people will leave behind their footprints. And to know that, the footprints is all they left behind...The feelin is like catching air, you can't do anything about it. I just wonder, what happeend. Why do people leave? Whre did you'l head to?

You've frittered your chances,

Are you in the know?

Or its just the way you want it to be.

I take another stand.

i wil make do with what i have.

i stood yesterday, i can stand today

The wind's great. (:

One wrong step and its all it takez

2009-07-31T19:23:00.019+07:00

I tried to act pro! Cause Betty said i look liked some noob on the board.

So, yeah. It turned out like that! Heh, Had a greaat time with her at pasir ris park! It was so carefree, two of us, tryin out sthg new and i wore slippers to skateboard!

Luckily, i ddint fall at all ( heh, i am proud of this fact man! )

Thanks to Betty i managed to travel on the board after a few minutes! Atcually, wthell man. Its rly pretty easy-,-

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I AM BACK! Miss me ? Feel like killin me? Must have been feeling like '' HELLL. Waste my time, come here then see the same old post at the top! ''. Right? Rigghhhtt. Anyhow, this shall be a pictureful and eventful post! I have had so much going on for me this month. And i can conclude that its been great. But i believe that yeah, it gna get better and better. Anyway, I dare say that during these months i've learnt and become more sensible in my thoughts! I think. K.

And you better wish me luck that the photos upload fast today! Oh yeah, how the hell do i sett my settings so that nobody can steal photos ahh. Shit asss.

lol. ps : Did you realize that all the photos, take here take there, is all the same background! Heh, atcually cause, we were just going back and forth aye-,-

hehh heh. but. yes yess. We will take it one step at a time.

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Last night, a freakin thursday night, i went to Cine with Valerie ! We reached orchard at 7.30pm! THEN she told me the movie '' FIGHTING'' ( a must watch, i sumpa), was at 9.30pm. So, we watched the skateboarders, bikers and skaters at the skatepark! he he. We were ''wowing'' at almost everything ah. Eye opener, some really took my breath away. I just had to look away at those who kept tryign and falling and trying and failing . If i could conquor the slopes there, yeah baby. thats an achievment right there.

Grins.The movie is NC 16 btw! Heh. Valerie thought i was sleeping throughout the movie! Cause i was in a super awakard position. Can't help it right! 2nd row leh, what-cha expect. Heeh, but honestly! Damn, the movie was thrilling. Grins. i seriously love fighting shows. Fighters are hawt stuffs. Befr the movie, we went to eat our 2nd-time dinner. GUESS HOW MUCH :

One plate of fish and chips, japanese curry chicken pizza, two packs of fries, one mash potato and one pack of onion rings cost !! CRAZZZY 7 BUCKS. 7 BUCCKKKSSS. It was hell great. There was a big screen tv and free access to internet there too! Reached home at 12am. Night walks are atcually really simply nice.

And hey dudes! My stomach is grumbing, i guess i wna go eat dinner now.

I WILL UPLOAD THE REST Of the photos next time! !

TMR. the girls are coming, we are gna sleep and cuddle tghter and off lights, then go for a movie marathon. Kiss-yr-asss.

Til next time!,

Xx.Kristal.

Do you knw whats worth fighting for?

I've been asking myself this. asking and asking.

Why the hell? Satisfy me.

Do you know what makes you happy?

Would you rather be with someone you love, or someone who makes you happy.

hell, i tell you/ There's a difference.

Do you sometimes feel like you could have done better.

That you wish you can rewind the dammitalways passing time.

But then again, i look.,forward. to whats thats yet to come.

Every step we climb another mountain! i can't blog. I can only type in this title box. Tmr is racial harmony, half day school. Yeah baby.

2009-07-21T21:34:00.001+07:00

Better than i expect

2009-07-18T23:33:00.005+07:00

GREAT DAY TODAY! Will elaborate more when i decided if i should . (heh) and , photos next time,! Once the camera is charged. But roughly, today, i went Skateboarding, Night safari and Arcade! Teeh. K, next time! Goodnight!

Well, really. Anything, As long as its fun . I'm game.

You lose some, you win some.

gain ! Score 1.

It takes 37 muscles to frown and only 36 to reach up and slap that person across the face.

Rigghhhtt. Yeah huah. Nothings' big enouf to shake me!

The way i do

2009-07-17T20:00:00.004+07:00

Colour me bright.,

Grins! Today was a pretttyyy gooddd dayyy! I.am.serious. *keeps a stern face.

Anyhooww! its the weekends again!~ How cool is thaaat. heeh. This weekend, my days are gna be jam packed. Which is pretty great. I can't stand to watch days past, knowing that i could have lived this day better, have it more fun and all. So yeaha. Gna meet Betty at Pasir ris park tmr for skateboarding. (wa. eh. if you go there and see us. I think you will only see two girls falling and trippin eh) but yeah! its gna probably be fun! heeeh. My other half of a magnet. Thhen, gna meet the guys at Night Safari hopefully. . And then, marina barrage! hopefully again. Heh. We can plan, but yeaah, never know how its gna go. Then, on Sunday. Gna go for the normal tuition, Aerrilyn is crazy over my hp game! -,- He he. Yeah. Then, Harry potter with the cousinss. HOW - COOL-. is that gna be. Welllll, i rmbr sleeping through one of the harry potter movie-,- Can't believe it. K. Today was a great day! I realized my seat in class now is pretty .... intresting! With Ryan, arron, darren, shafiq, and harvin all around me! Wa wa. But damn, Can't rly feel the void left behind by betty. Its like darn, sthg's missing-ya know? Like the colour red,blue green yellow from the rainbow is missing. But yeah. Kylie huixun yuanyi and janice! So glad to have them there. Kylieeeeeeee. ! thanks yo. Fr yeah.. pretty much everything. K.

Lets see. Its time for dinner!

The more my heart can't get enuf.
As the mixtape plays, the memories flashes on.

I have been surviving wellll

2009-07-15T16:28:00.003+07:00

I just finished paris hilton my bff show. I think the first season's one was so much better!

Anyhow, it was still pretty entertaining. Have been acting like a professional pig since i came home. Mum woke me up in the early morning and told me '' you cannot be like that ah kristal. Cannot say don't feel like going to school then don't go ''. Kinda woke me up from my sleeping mode-,- Thought about it for awhile, it was kinda horribly true. So, i did one sit-up and took my time to get ready for school. By the time i left home, it was 7.20am i think? Coughed during the majulah anthem then the pe teacher told me to take my temperature-,- Then he wear mask, ask me wear mask and make me sit on the dammit chair. He freaking stood so far away from me! Idiot. But Mr vincent tan on the other hand!! Saw me, and walked to me and ask me if i okay.

He's great man. Heh. I looked like a ninja-ess i bet. I wore spects + mask= 3/4 face covered. ! heh.

So yeah, came home and continued my sleep. But the rain was stopping by then.___.

Woke up, went to see doctor. The doctor crazy one. He say '' i always standard give 3 days mc one! I don't like to give 1, 2 days. So give you 3 days! Then you got untill next monday! good hor ?'' ha ha ha.

Yeaaaah, sigh.

Lollll. Elgin just made me laughed 5 secs ago!

Elgin-☻ - I am a waste of the filth I was made out of- says:
*gribns?
OH... we watched The MAID for CE lesson :D
†You won't be around to be my saving grace says:
*grins
LOL
horror movie!
whoa
heng ah
i bet i would scream ay._.
Elgin-☻ - I am a waste of the filth I was made out of- says:
Dun worry.. ryan sure scream louder..
Lol.. he scream DAM loud.. and as usual harvind took 5 seconds to reacts :D
†You won't be around to be my saving grace says:
HA HAHA
WTHEL
HA HAHA.

''thats when i love you'' -aslyn

bom pow pow

2009-07-14T20:48:00.010+07:00

i just woke up from my 3 hrs of sleep and its 9.18pm now. Having the flu. My eyes hurts. Lorna says its the heat radiating frm my eyes. Heh. That makes sense! Rly didnt feel good. Picked up my phone and found out that the ASSES-Vinnie and wendie ( eh, are you all jumping fr joy now or what? ) don't have to go to school till monday! Somehow fr a sick and betty-less kris, that sounds pretty attracting. Then, come to think of it. That would be a fking cowardish act-- Not to come to school. I mean, hey kris. Pucker up ( though i don't know what the hell this means, i think it feels like GET MOVING . ) I still can live through the day greatly. I believe. -- yeah baby? Just look around me. I wanted a perfect ending. Now i've learned the harrd way; that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle ane end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it w/o knwing whats going to happen next. By yours truly. Kris.

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got you there didnt i?
Nope.__, its from an old chicken soup book i randomly picked up.

Ok., i think this is the hundredth time lorna call me alrdy !
She wake me up 50 times, call me to eat another 50 times.
She is gna ring the 2.50bucks bell on me any moment now.
I bet.
Desperate attempt calls for desperate measures ay.

Anyhow, oral was!! Not bad. The topic was about weather i like sports! Which is......
probably a topic i can really... SHOULD REALLY be able to talk alot about!

Sighhhss, tough baby!

Sing-to-the dawwn

10pm, dinner time. -,-

I still have you

2009-07-13T18:21:00.002+07:00

You might see me cry, but you'll never see me fall.

helluva bowling day.

2009-07-11T21:44:00.011+07:00

Random pictures- mixed.

The sky divers! Each of them did at least 100 jumps! Crazy asses. I also want ah.

They were so close to the cable lines i thought one of them was gna get stuck there!

But all of them landed well! It was cool to see them real life. If you watch it on the television, theres no kick one! but, if you see them life, you feel the exhilaration when they are touching down fast and furiously! This kind is the you-soo-had-to-be-there thing.

Mao mao, i chased her up the stairs to catch this!

Ndp

Day out--- with class and most importantly betty!

Today was a fun day! Been so long since i went crazy again ah. Sigh. Those days when i felt like i was on ecstacy. Anyhow, kinda surprising how all these people are the ones to be able to make me laugh so good!

He he. Funny people, Lets see who was present today :

Betty,ArronT,RyanT, Lorentz ( THE PEOPLE WHO WAAA. Made me laugh alot)

Wingling,( the forced one, grins)

junpeng,(the owe me green tea one)

Himmat, (the half way through ice age said ' holy shit'', cause he saw a bigger dinosaur. ha ha ha )

Elgin ( the one who kept asking me if i got bitten my ivan-,- Wa. eh. )

Darren ( the one i offred chips to, and freaking no shame take a HANDFUL! '' ha ha ha)

Jansen ( The pro bowler ah . And the one who kept getting left on the lane alone by darren)

Andrew-look-alike (and i think thats about it! I don't think i miss out anybody! )

Lol, one of the funneh incidents was :

After betty bolwed, and walked back, arron said

Arron: WHOA BETTY. you have the talents and ability...... .

Betty : YESSS?. * Grins herself silly and give the ''i knw- i knw i pro look''.

Arron : of a disabled person!

Lollll. marde. Betty's expression changed 360degree. ha ah ha.

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At night, went to simsview with maid . She said her friends want to see me! And that they will be surprised to see how tall i've grown. Her friend employer helped her friend organise this bbq event for her birthday! ( LIKE THAT SAY , HE SOUNDS NICE RIGHT) , treated me to chivas+fruit punch( LIKE THAT SAY, SOUNDS VERY NICE RIGHT ) but MARDE.HE PISSED ME OFF LIKE SOME FKINGGG !@%$$.

Been so long since i felt so fking angry again! Tmd, ruin the nice cool windy night for me. It started raining halfway, so he asked everybody to go up his house.

But, i didnt want to! Cause i felt bored already. So, i said i go home first. Anyway, its just across the road . Then he fking go say

'' PLEASE LA! JUST GO UP LA! THERE'S NOBODY IN MY HOUSE! JUST GO UP LAH. I'M ASKING YOU. AND HE SAID MUCH MORE. which i forgot''.

wtf man. Whats his prob.

He somemore clasp his hand together and point the damn umbrella to me.

His reaction must be so big ahhh! The one thing i can't stand more than it all, is when people force me to do the thigns i don't want to do! I will fking make sure i do the opposite. Well, i looked at him unbelievabled, and stomed off w/o a word.

Anyhow, Lorna(my maid) came home drunk. She came over and hugged me, then whispered
'' kristal, i love you i am sorry. he is such a good employer! ''

whoa damn. I could have softly strangled her. I shooed her to her bed.

I don't know, what will be will be/

This vedio is nice! The song is great too.

You won't be around to be my saving grace.

2009-07-10T23:09:00.005+07:00

My heart aches. You know.... like.... you knw that you're gna lose a part of you in numbered days. Been through so much, i love you so Badly good. What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? Sigh. I hope life's not a big joke, cause i can't get it at times. If fate was a person, i bet he's sitting in the dark room laughing his ass of at me. What-a-joke. I would wield a sword and slash fate by its neck:

Taste of its own medicine.

Fking taking away the one i hold on so dear to, To bear the agony of seeing every day past, knwing that you're gna leave on the plane, thousand miles away. but helll, we connect, and if we use our heart, we will be less than an inch apart.

Rly............. it put tears to my eyes.

My hot air ballooned heart became a titanic ship.

you could be happy and i won't know

2009-07-07T17:39:00.008+07:00

21 guns-greeenday

Heeelllooo. ! I am back here for a short post. ! Been having great fun these few days. Saturday went back for chem lesson. Then went klp with huixun,wendy and vinnie! We talked quite alot ah. Honestly, w/o them i don't even talk or give a hoot about other people! But, with them.... wa. Different story altogether. Anyhow, Me and vinnie shared a pathetic piece of pizza. But it was heavenly good! With the cheese sticking out Yumyum. Chewwwychumpsyummyyum. Then, went to eat 99cents sushi buffet. ! Which was g.reat. Went to my first ever cell service at katong after that. I must admit, it was pretty good. Better then what i expected ! Felt great. But it felt weird altogether talking spirtually to the whole circle of friends. ! Minyi crazy and noisy one. ! Had a great time (:

Then, went to the ndp preview with the dumbest person on earth. Lollllll. It was not-bad. If you really payed attention to the efforts they put into the content. ! Buttt, the cool part was when they stimulated a bomb and terrorist attack! The funny part was when i wondered why unknown people are carrying namecards with famous people's name on it. I thought'' wthel-. Since when did gayle nerva became a guy''. But, turns out! They are only coming for the atcual day ah. Anyhow.,

It ended at night. And then me and shija headed to adrian's house to give him his surprise ice cream present. ! Called heather to join us since she lived just across the road! Not bad. We played doubles for tennis. ! Then Adrian's friends came. And soon after, i went home.
Reached home at 11 plus! I was hunggreeeehhh. So, i asked dad to bring bro and me out for supper! Had hot soyabean plus yummy meesua( lol, marde detailed eh) and went back home for a good sleep!

Next day, tuition first, then church. Then prawn noooddle ! Which was sighs, delicious.
After which. went to Xin's house for her birthday party! Which was pretty fun. Teeh.
Met maaanny of her friends, played many games. (:

Loved it. Slept over and we talked and talked and in the room . Finally settled down to sleep at 4 plus i guess! Woke up at 2pm the next day and went to eat western foooddd! The beef steak, with sauce all over and the most deliciou-est mash potato ever made my day! . Plus Mimi. !
We laughed a hell lot.

Then heng and xin brought me home !

To sum it up. these few days have been a combination of good food , company and games!

So right know, i need to switch mode. And not be a halfalspeep zombie in class! . I . can. do it/

Righhttttt,

A maths.

How you feel like there is a force thats pushing you back. You wna talk but you can;t make a sound. How, i try . But its the feeling of discourage-ment. How, inside i want to smile and pretend nothing happened. But i know that this is reality. It seems so long a period of time, nothing matter's anymore. fuck lah. i know you all squinting your eyes.Biantais.

We faced each other smiling, and left it all inside.
but then you went to change everything.
and i went to change everyotherthing.

You aint tryn hard enough

2009-07-01T17:12:00.006+07:00

Boom boom clap boom de clap de clap
boom boom clap boom de clap de clap
put your hoe down!

Enlightenment! Yeaaaahhh baby. Kris feelin' great today. Sometimes i wonder why we can do ourselves in. ( read. this. slowly . and you will make sense out of it )
Like. why is there such a situation in life. Anyhow. yadadada. I wna be liberated.

Remember me......? the girl i used to be.
The one who had no qualms about anything.
yeah?

I'm gna make it come back.

I wna contact crystal seet, and talk to her for hours like i used to.
i wna contact grace and alll and ask them to go out out out soon.
I wna contact and connect.
Wait.. there seems to be so much more. I just don't rmbr now,.
yeah b aby.

Theres gta be so much more to life than chasing any temporary high.
Satisfy me

Never try to drown your troubles... Especially if he can swim.

Its been so long

2009-06-23T23:03:00.002+07:00

aw. roar. thanks drug! You helped me be honest with myself rly. And admit, and not be ashamed to say what i want to say.

Cya soonnnnn at ecp. Roarrrrr.

Damn, My bad.

2009-06-23T18:21:00.016+07:00

Ha ha he he ha ha ho.

lol, i found this in my pictures. Its named ''panadol'' ! By xin xin. She told me to ''look far far away''.
Thats the best i could do man. Ha h ha. Really can't act on cues can't i.
But the point is, THE HAIR. Lol I like.

*takes out shrek hairband( the one with green ears sticking out) from hair now.

Life's a shade of black and white , wtfuck do i need to colour my vision.

Tuesday

Lol. When i recieved pengda message that there was no track todayyyyyyyy, i was somehow damn blardy happy. lol. I got so excited, i called and double checked and he said two weeks no track! But then, come to think of it. I enjoy track also. Anyhow,

Today

Well, Sigh. Life's great, everything is great. .

Except that the house is blardy unwarm! Bro has been in chalet for days, Lorna has been screaming and cursing at her lesbo friend, Dad always rather entertain his friends mannnn.

Makes me wna really just go down and play cards with terrence some night.
Went to janice house a few days ago, her bro acted like ninja warrior! Use the sofas,walls and cushions as obstacles. He stole many hugs from us man. Pretty fun day! Can play full game of baseball in the house somemoree.

Supposed to watch transformers with trackers todayyy! But, decided to rush homework.

Heh, Good decision. Cause i was in the ''log'' moood today. VALENCIA. heh. Ps ah.

Ever let music provide comfort instead of the pain-bye-bye juice alcohol. Tonight, it worked. Feels great.

Sometimes, you have so much love to give. You look around, to whom .
I watch the days pass me by . Time slipped like a slippery eel outta my hands.

The song Ass, from long ago introduced me is playing on repeat mode like crazy. Nice!

Let ya'll soul gravitate to the love yaw.
Next time, i'll look before i fall.

whre are you gna bring me next?
Teeh.

Happy Papa tan day.

2009-06-22T00:15:00.003+07:00

I need to love life so much more.

So much that i can forget its ugly,

and just busk in its beauty,

You get it.

I need help/

2009-06-21T23:26:00.007+07:00

Grant, O lord, that i may pass this day in gladness and peace,
without stumbling and without stain,
that reaching the eventide victorious over all temptations.
I may praise you, the eternal God,
Amen

Lord, damn. I thank you for betty! She's heaven-sent. Thanks dear bettyyyy. I shall not type out how i feel here lest it gets too mushy.! hehhh. But, Yeah.At the 11nth hour, You're there with your this-is-how-i-sound-before-i-sleep-voice. ! At every moment atcually. I Love ya. .

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Well, we can't be brave if we keep having good things happening to us! Thats what i learnt. I need to face the truth. You're not gna be there anymore. . The people who is not gna be there anymore, I should let them go.

Why harp on all these. I need to take a brave step forward. Yes, i cannot bow down to life and let myself stay put where i was before. If i want change, i aint gna masquerade it. I don't really know where to start, but.

I'm gna start.

I'm screaming for a change. I'm screaming out loud.

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When the whole world walks out,
yeah. And you see someone standing there.
That baby, is your true friend.
''You know, i never thought that that statement would ever apply to me.
No, but, yeah. you get the gist.

Did i mention that, I had many great laughs with asyilah on Spp day. Ha ha. Yeahh Baby. Bishan stadium is cool too! And i beated my personal best timing for 200m this yearr. We were on the platform laughing at the guys because they missed their train. But the train door suddenly open again, then they run in. Befr that we were like ''losers! losers! ''. Then when the train door closed and we were happily seating down, we realized that we were supposed to take that train too! Lol. Shytyy bang bang.

O.A.R. (Of A Revolution) : Shattered

Great song . go hear, won't regret one.

Sometimes i feel life's like a dammit game. It is like a freaking monopoly game. Have you played a monopoly game to the end? Well, not me. I always end it halfway, when im sick and tired. I wonder if that is the kinda attitude i would treat my life with. Sick & tired. When you have just nothing to hang on to. But God? Yeah He's enough. I screw myself. for not trusting in him whole heartedly . Not bothering to do any quiet time and all, but just cry out to him when i damnit need it. I don't feel good and worthy doing that. but ah. rly.

Who am i kidding really?

Oh, Me.

No wonder.

How can i fking kid myself.

Mental note to self : Keep this post short.

2009-06-18T18:01:00.023+07:00

Yes. we can begin! Heeh.
MY MALAYSIA POST.
--2DAYS GENTING.
-3 DAYS D PARADISE, MALACCA.

We got to bath under the moonlight.!

We got to kayak and water cycle

We got to see the native dance

Our own private pool beside the house.

Me with mum's shade

The buggy which i thought i drove damn pro-ly at first, landed in the drain._____. It was damn funny when me , heng and xin were in the buggy ! We took turns to drive. At first , i thought ... ahyah. Same as arcade one. So i pressed full blast! Wa. It zoomed right up,scared the hell out of me man. So, for the rest of the time, i stopped and go stopped and go. I was damn proud of myself untill xin said '' Eh. kristal. i think i going to vomit already leh ''. Burst-ed my bubble. Xin is good at turns and curves! Heng goes at the pace of a snail-,- Hehh. Nevertheless, what matters most is that we made it to our next destination safeee with the buggy on the road.! yeappy.

''Daddy'' was trying to get the buggy out of the drain.

THIS MAN GOT SUPER MANY COUPONS. Was tempted to like..... take some from him . Share share mah. He must have cheated and play all the kiddos game thats why man. Lol, wolf asked if he could redeemped a laptop with that. I think the prizes damn cheapscake loh. ! I think the most he could win was a soft toy. But the arcade was BIG AND well ''equipped'' man.

A HANDFUL OF REEDEMABLE YELLOWS.

WE SPENT ALOT ON THIS. I managed to hit bullseye many times! When the balloon, POPS. WA. The feeling damn shiok though i have phobia of balloon bursting loh.

The show was supposed to be the whole package of gravity-defying, breath-taking stunts and the main characters were supposed to be the while lion and tiger!
But i only saw them come out thrice! And, i almost fell alsleep-,- Heh. I so badly wanted to keep awake that i didnt mind volunteering to be the clown's audience-performer man. The stunts were great! But, heh. Quote from betty "' I've seen better.''

The poster, '' DREAMZ''. Right....

At the themepaarrrk! The queues were long! But i rather queue in genting's thempark than in Singapore's anytime man. At the very least, the weather was cool. The wind bringing volume to our hair, and our hair lashing against our faces, Damn. It was good.

Queuing up.

heh heh. See all the impatient people behind me.

Mummy went '' CRAZY AH'', when she saw this.

THE REST FOLLOWED. HA HA.

We did some shopping. Yeap, In the fitting room.

In the hotel room, with our new boxers. ! ha ha. Check it out.
Different from the two spondgebob boxers i have. !

Me with the buggy. The buggy died on us twice.
Once was halfway up the slope. In the end, everybody had to get down and push
the buggy up except... ME. Heh. Miss Driver .

The water lily the guide gave me during the '' NIGHT SAFARI''.
You expect to see animals, but all you get are plants.plants and PLANTS.

But, nontheless! It was a cool experience. Heeh.

Look at my harvest at the end of the night! The guide picked up many
things for me man! Heh. Make me happy only. He said that saga seeds
from a guy to girl represents true love. Wa, i never knew.
From primary one, i already started picking up saga seeds and giving it to many people.

Our massage place on the hill top!
There weren't anybody there.
So we had the place all to ourselves.

While waiting for the rest to finish their massage, we took pictureS.
The masage was three thumbs up gooooooddd.

'' HAIIYAT.'' The kick&box inspired by me and heng.

Many failed attempts loh. Heh, everybody cannot balance.

Read it : L.O.V.E.

K. So, i am done! Overall, the trip to Malaysia was relaxing.

Love the food, love the wind, love the long car rides with family,

love seeing Xiaogugu sticking superduper close to the cars because she did not know the way. Love the SPACE SHOT. WHICH I FORGOT TO POST. ITS A TOWER. AND YOU GO SUPER HIGH UP VERY QUICKLY, AND DOWN AGAIN. Hehhh. Bestest ride man.

Love god.

Today

Went to watch Ghost of girlfriend's past with felllooww track mates. Went arcade after that, which was pretty good. If you consider hitting the drum non-stop fun. And winning Betty in basketball ( WA THAT ONE FUN ) great times.
Yesterday.

Would have posted the pictures taken yesterday and write a little about Drag Me To Hell and the day out with the girls [ and befr i forgot, guys ] which turned out really thankfully pretty good. BUT I DON'T HAVE MOST OF THE PICTURES. Assss.

Because they say my 3.2 megapixel camera lousy. ok loh. So no post.
Heh.

TILL NEXT TIME. ~

they let it go away.
You knw its nver too late.
get up and start all over again.
Find a way to smile and never let it get away.

2009-06-15T20:33:00.001+07:00

i let go

i let go

2009-06-15T18:47:00.009+07:00

你已经远远离开，我也会慢慢走开。/

Chances fading now. I tried, Is it worth it to let one folly hunt me and drag me .What goes around comes around, baby i thought you knew. 360degrees. Karmic

payback, whatever. I didnt ask for this. but i let this happen, watch it all worsen, wear thin and ...

b.r.eak.

Fuck it all. This isn't meant to be.

Ecp, tent, waves tmr. !
Photos of Malaysia soon.

I tried, and it is all that matters.

You lift my feet off the ground.

2009-06-04T22:52:00.015+07:00

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Track aint as great today ! My hands and legs were on good terms-,- and were working together. So i ran with left hand left leg, right hand right leg. Lol.

Farah also laughed at me.! After track, went to watch Hannah Montanah the Movie with Heather. Lolll. Damn nice. ! Waa.

Everytime the guy flashes his smile, Heather and i automatically gush. Ha ha ha. The song lyrics are meaningful too! I cried at the part where she sang the song for her dad.

''Caterpillar on the tree, have you wondered what you will be ?''

I think the chorous is shtg like that.

Before that, we went to the arcade for a round of car racing. I was marde... quite confident. Lolll. Then i somemore go bet with her green tea. But hell. She didnt get second. ...... And i didnt get first. Yeah you get it. I was screaming '' greeen tea! green tea! '' at every curve and bends. I can't control my car well at turns. ! ._____. Thats why she overtook me. ! heh. But she also pro lah. Couldn't say that for basketball. Heather threw the ball above the dammit machine. ! Lool. I was weak with laughter after that alrdy. But i still won. ! ha ha ha.

It was a great night.

So yeah, we are quits. 1- 1

Reached home at 10.30pm? heeeh.

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Day before, Betty came my house first. ! Wanted to do chem but we worked for merely half and hour and we went down for food and watched mvs. Spent our time on bed. ( ha ha ha ) . Then Kylie came and poof. We were off to grandpa's condo. 5 Mins walk from my house.

Decided to go grandpama's house to eat lunch ( heh, ahmah's food is nice) impromtu-ly ,

gym and aerobics room after that. Was drenched with sweat.

It reads "' in your dreams! '' Betty took like..... 5 mins to write these 3 words! Biantai one. ha ha ha.

I'M GOING OFF TO MALAYSIA TMRRRR. WAKING UP AT 6.30AM I HEARD. Means i only got what... 5 hours of sleep? Started packing only just now. but i am donee! Heeh. Miracle worker aint i.

I AM EXCITED FOR GENTING HIGHLAND'S THEMEPARK......(right).

If you are thinking....chey genting. Aye.. BUT YOU ARE STAYING PUT IN SUNNYSINGAPORE. Eat it. HEH.

Anyhow. Then drive in to Mallacca for resort stay and all? i not sure ay. Going with the whole bunch of cousins. !
Cya 5 days later!

\MEANWHILE, MISS ME would ya. I wouldnt mind sneezing many timeees.

WITH LOVE, KRIS.

''Gone with the wind. Just let myself flow. Let it take me where it wants to go

Till i open the door, theres so much more.
I've never seen it before.
I was trying to fly but i couldnt find ways
You lift my feet off the ground,
spin me around. You make me crazier.
Feels like i'm falling and every sky was my own kind of blue.''

Crazier- taylor swift.

Giving thanks to the lord. Amen.

For you gay.

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YOUR SURPRISE.

Surprise!!H@ppy Birthd@y hahahaha!=}}love<3>

_____________________--BETTY

Going out to girl in green !

Fellow Ex Netballers. ~ grins.

HA HA. HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY RENEE. HERES THE POST AS PROMISED. Lolll. If you ask for it, you get itttt. And i do it ever willingly. Wellll. Heyyy. The clock struck 12 alrdy. And its 17 mins and counting that you're spending your special day.
You fun gay. Known you for what? Almost 3 years yeah. Welll. Just wna say :

Stay gay. Keep the mosquitoes coming to suck your blood.

Stay lame stay friendsly.

HAPPY ROCKIN' 15TH.

Xo,Krist

Scream and shout . Holiday baby!

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FAMILLIARRR. WAY BACK INTO .... love.

Huikhuan and shannon didnt wna take!

Don't wna get caught up.

We pay for it.
sometimes no words can take the place of how feelings are jumbled inside.

Today was a sp.le.ndid day. Ran 3.8km with HuiKhuan, hah haa. I had stomache during the run, and i jogged till damn slow. Of course, i hanged on. Didnt wna... give up. Thought it was kinda bad, but huikhuan jogging beside me was like '' kristal ! run with you very fun leeeh! ''. ha ha ha ha. For a moment , i thought...'' hell yeah, then i don't mind bearing the stomache if she's enjoying ''. Well. Of course, it was oveeer soon enough. Was looking forward to watching the.. ''the uninvited?'' ''the uninviting'' ?? K. i forgot the title. heh. But, its a horrer movie~! But changed of plans. Went to grab shaved ice cream ( delicious! try the strawberrrrryyy ) at klp and food. Tmr, Kylie and Betty's coming oveeerrr. Then we go fr gym,aerobics and swimmingg. ha ha ha ha. Can't wait yo. Its time to work it out! Keep fit .

Somehow, I feel like we've been here before."

I ask you to be true. Aint no figment of my imagination.

To see a world in a grain of sand.